The Heart Has Lips

SweetFace

2012-01-26T22:56:00.002+08:00

sweetest and most bendul person i'v known

love her very much!!

This Animator Dream

2012-01-26T21:50:00.002+08:00

my dream as i enter the animation course...

looking back... i felt ashamed of lazy self...

but its never too late to buck up!!

BERUSAHA Puteri!! i know i can do it!! :)

9GAG

2012-01-24T23:05:00.001+08:00

has stole my soul...

Internship

2012-01-24T22:54:00.000+08:00

YAHOUU~~!!!

it has been awhile since im active in blogging...

right now, pretty busy with the whole internship and stuff...
YUP!!
INTERNSHIP! PRACTICAL!

where?
Cyberjaya!! with Tapir Reka Animation!! :)

Together with (oh highly expected) mr.Leo, we're doing our internship for 2D animation.
The rest of my classmates are more interested in 3D animation or FXs, so only Leo n I are into 2D animation.

when i was 1st introduced to the company, i was like, WHOA!! my worksite is an actual animation company, near MSC and all!! wahhh!! <3 i felt so grand. i got a proper table, pc with HUGE monitor, together with oh-so-original softwares... oh goshh!!

then it hits me... can i keep up with these?? Leo had his animation internship during his Diploma years in KYM, so he had experiences and he's very good at animating and evrybody else looked so professional and so enthusiastic with their work... me?? i'v never actually done a proper animation b4... just comics and all... stuffs that's hands on... and i screw up alot!!

Leo kept comforting me, saying that i can do it... but reality check... can i really?? adoii... >.>

what or however it is, i need to keep my heads up and set a straight focus.. i didnt study for almost 5years now to be down like this!! FOCUS PUT!! FOCUS!!!

Happy 2012

2012-01-02T00:07:00.000+08:00

2012 is here

and its the year of The Dragon again!

GRAWW!! ;p

nothing much happen in the year 2011 really..

my dad has a new baby
i meet new amazing people during my job as a conty
our beloved lecturer, En.Ezwan went off to continue his studies
ibu came to KL :)
i went to Penang with bestie (bestie trip yey!!)
brand new addiction to 9GAG.. (apparently it stole my soul!!)
had our 1st official anniversary ;p
we lost a classmate from an accident.. ;'( (innalillah Danny)
had manwhore in last rented house...

and other stuff...

how i celebrate my new years eve??

i went out with Mr.Macho and ayu&proff

to One Utama

Had Teppanyaki

Watched a Movie, Jack & Jill (Adam Sandler)

And watched the New Year's fireworks from OU's parking space...

with many other people..

it was beautiful..

simple, but beautiful..

May This Year Be Ossum

for me, you and all...

p.s: 2012, end of the world?? only Allah would know... Wallah hu alam... :)

Xmas 2011

2011-12-30T16:17:00.001+08:00

a week late post but still.... ;p

so...

as usual... Xmas...

a day filled good food, presents and more good food...

AND LOTS OF LOVE...

my Grandma gave me a white Handmade scarf

love it so much!!

and there was durian under the christmas tree...

and a time of laughter and that sort of stuff...

there's actually few photos of the xmas event... but i didnt get it yet... so, nvm la...

the memory is great... :)

u said this... then... that....

2011-12-18T01:43:00.000+08:00

one day, you yelled,

"yang (yayang), buy me a drink, ok?"

and i replied,

"ok"

and bought you one of my fave,

GREEN TEA

and you went,

"eww, yuck!! you like this drink?? it tastes weird!!"

"you and your exotic taste bud... >.>"

but then....

one day, i yelled,

"cayang, buy me a drink, ok?"

and you replied,

"ok!"

and you bought US my fave,

GREEN TEA

and i asked,

"i thought you hated this drink?"

and u said,

"change of taste... ;p"

p.s: yeaahhhh.... riiiittteeee...... ;p

best dating spots 101

2011-12-17T14:40:00.000+08:00

the Arcade

(kicks some badarse and race our hearts out!!)

p.s: and i still love parapara ;p

Jealous

2011-12-06T15:30:00.001+08:00

yeah!

im the jealous type...

i get jealous when my mom said she got an "anak angkat"

(grrrrr!!!!!!!!!!)

i get jealous when my dad treats his wife more than me...

(duh factor)

i get jealous when my stepmom dowan to layan me and layan her hubby instead...

(duh factor)

i get jealous knowing my siblings got "kakak angkat"

(some loser b*tch thinks she's a better sister than i am eyhh??)

i get jealous when my boyfie talks to other pretty, nice girls

and does a better job than i do (workterm)

(duh factor)

i get jealous when other people get better "toys" than i do... >.>

yeah!

im the jealous type...

Milk Secret

2011-12-04T05:11:00.001+08:00

when i was young,

i had these 2 problem in life,

i hate my skin color

i hate milk

yeah,

people who know me may be surprise now..

"no way?? put hated milk??"

seriously yeah...

and how did i turn to love milk from hating it?

funny story...

u see...

my mom (ibu sri) was having a hard time making me drink milk,

(something about me hating it since i was a baby..)

(and i do recall drink milo instead of milk frm a bottle)

but after she knew how i hated my dark tanned skin,

this is what she told me....

"if u wanna be fair, u hv to drink white drinks, like soy drink or MILK..."

and there you go...

tricked for life...

since then, i LOVE milk!!

p.s: and soy drink, and taufufa...

p.s.s: and i dont hate my skin color now... its BLARDY RARE YA KNOW!!! ;p

hearts

2011-11-29T12:48:00.001+08:00

crocheted hearts

you & i

p.s: handmade!! :))

Singaporean Malaysian Trip!

2011-11-29T05:12:00.001+08:00

after a year of not seeing each other!!

i finally met my life lover, my mom!!

IBU SRI!!

she stopped by at Damansara for a lil holiday with her family,

and my, arent they a pack!!

i miss em all so much!!

Uncle Haidil (ibu sri's hubby) & Baby Ayu

sweet rascal!! :))

abang (Haizil)

hailisya (bubble)

sha'amin & Hairil

my sweet2 rascals... just em both can be a handful!! >.>

my ibu is a derp-er!! TROLL!! ;P

the reason im alive..

the reason im strong...

the reason im me

the reason for evry good thing in this world that happens to me!!

i love you ibu!!

Young Tigers

2011-11-28T20:41:00.001+08:00

thanks to Boyfie's busy2 schedule, he assigned me to be apart of his project...

which acQuired me to go to the stadium to watch one of the country's football match...

my 1st time going to a stadium to watch football!! ;p

tho, im not much of a football fan,

i do understand the game and the excitements and stuff...

it was fun watching fans cheering full heartily for their team...

mostly for the Tigers la...

of cos, there must be our fave couple,

Proffy and Ayu

us wearing the blue jersey!!

(well actually, i was wearing his jersey... i dont own one...)

and let the game begin!!

p.s: even tho we lost the match (Msia vs Syria)... we'll still root for you... :)

Bakso Getaway

2011-11-24T13:17:00.001+08:00

with buddies Cuk Aten and Ayie....

didnt get the chance to click on the Bakso coz it was too good...

we had i munched b4 snapped... ;p

that lil feeling...

2011-11-20T06:21:00.001+08:00

when your boyfriend praise your cooking...

dia nangis lagi

2011-11-14T06:42:00.001+08:00

hari panas, aku rehatdi kafeteria,

situ aku lihatseorang gadis muda

tapi, matanya,

penuh air mata,

bibir merahnyabersedih sahaja

hatinya

terluka...

aku angkat teh aisku,duduk dengan dia,

muka aku tak malutanyakan namanya,

kenapa hiaskan

wajah yang jelita

dengan air mata?

hatinya pasti

terluka

ceritanya padaku

cinta hatinya yangsatu

pergi tinggalkannyasendiri

pada cinta yang baru

air mata di pipi

luka yang dalamdihati

dia seorang diri

dia nangis lagi....

********************************************************************************************************

something i did in June 2010

p.s: random...

PUTPET 1st Year Anniversary

2011-11-14T00:00:00.000+08:00

1st year Anniversary for Put & Pet

yup... consider 1st since our only break up...

not the 2009, but the 2010...

This loveblog is for you, Taufik Hidayat...

yup, 1 year of our relationship has gone by, and u promised me more and more love in the future...

i know it may not be as JIWANG as we used to be... but as long as im sure, ur sure, that we love each other until the very end... that's fine by me....

alot has happened in the past year, feelings involved, tears, laughter, and lots more love...

am actually Quite proud of our relationship... we do Quarrel and argue alot (or less).. but it made us stronger each day...

and truthfully, i dont care if u dont have a car, that much money or time (ok.. maybe i do care about ur timing)... but it doesnt matter much ok... no matter who my family are, who i am or who you are... it doesnt matter... you and i, we belong in another world of reality... no drama involved much... i love you as who you are, and that's final... and i do love ur family so much, from the bottom of my heart...

sorry if i annoy you with my jealously and insecurity... its just that, i do...

yes!! im still stubborn, lazy and undependable... still working on it... tho, i think it might just getting worst.

and you need to stop smoking and stop losing ur temper (or atleast change that tone)... but seriously STOP SMOKING!!

and thanks to you.. im getting womanlier by the day... im not sure if its a good thing for me or not... >.>

ok ok... time for the real thing.... :) (ehem..ehem)

u r my Maru in a box

u r my fave kitty blog

u r my best teddy bear

u feel the best when u r near.

u r my Sora, im ur Kairi

u r my cherry on my jelly

u r my slapper when im blur (?)

u r definitely my Tumblr (ok.. whatever)

ur voice reveals my chains

ur arms are like my key

had bloodrush thru my veins

when u said u love only me.

calculation....:

2 1/2 years friendship

6months love (1)

7months break/friend

1year love (final)

forever years to come...

total: never ending story... ;)

real total: 4years 7month of US.. :)

(pretty much of a big deal, an?)

Thank you for loving me heartily, lovingly, warmly.. everythingly....

your love put me at the top of the world!!

my Taufik Hidayat...

p.s: sorry u didnt like my pasta... >.>

overthinking it?

2011-11-13T12:02:00.001+08:00

we, women,

need to stop this assumptions. we cud get hurt...

you, men,

need to stop the stupid silences in the 1st place!!

BabyFace

2011-11-13T08:44:00.001+08:00

if Cayang and I are meant for each other,

i bet this is how our baby boy somewhat will look like...

*clenched fist, scrunched face*

can i have one now?

(statement gatal...)

p.s: anniversary gift.... more than enuff dearest!! (> 3<)

CURSE YOU TROLL!!

2011-11-13T08:29:00.001+08:00

ok!!fine!!

today is already Sunday!!

a week of mid semester holiday is over!!

and today is Sunday... already...

yup2..

during that early days of the holidays...

oh! what joy of doing absolutely nothing...

neither internet much or asgmnts much...

but now...

its Sunday... (yes yes..)

and iv been here since Friday..

here as in, back in puncak...

just to do my asgmnts...

BUT NO!!!!!

evrything on the internet HAVE to look so freaking interesting!!

AND ITS ALREADY SUNDAY!!!

oh gosh!!!

dang you

facebooktwittertumblrbloggeryoutube!!!

curse evrything!!!!

rugged

2011-10-31T04:42:00.001+08:00

dear Taufik Hidayat,

how come you dont wanna hv a rugged look like him??

see,

macho crazy an??

wishful thinking

2011-10-29T18:56:00.001+08:00

forget healthy diet and exercises!!

i want this body

NOW!!!

*drool*

p.s: im getting so lazy and fattening up! help me!!

like a boy

2011-10-21T00:46:00.000+08:00

" ala... lek la... Put ni kan laki..."

yup,

same ole same ole

same old saying thru out my life...

primary secondary diploma degree

and all from different frens...

from the ones that knew me long time,

to the frens the know me now...

really?

am that boyish? manly? boyish??

hmm?? go figure...

p.s: well... i do hv my naughty days.. making mischief and all...

one night tonight

2011-10-15T05:34:00.002+08:00

BAKA BAKA BAKA!!!!

my bad habit is here again!!!

stay up till the wee hours of dawn...

and now i lost my body time coordination,

and

i cant sleep at night!!!

urgghhh!!! why do i hv to be so STUBBORN!!

i just fixed my biological time during the holidays!!

WHY PUTERI??? WHY???

xtra curriculum

2011-10-14T02:31:00.000+08:00

yup...

considered as an extra xtvt....

regular faces

(not so)

of Puteri..

cliche...

Happy 23rd, Puteri

2011-10-13T06:30:00.000+08:00

11 October was here again..

making me older this year..

23 eyh...

my aunty told me,

"2 more years and u'r getting married..."

>.>

but for me..

2more years and i'll be a Quarter of a decade!!

thats where wrinkles and bone aches starts!!!

geezzz...

but hye!! thank you all for the lovely wishes VIA

hp msges, FB wishes, Twitter and phonecalls!!

i love em all!!

evry lovely prayers and wishes!!

bday present?

Droolie from Nadia Hanie

(new BedCommunity member)

lovely cake with MY NAME (and face) on it!!

from Aunty Sarimah in Singapore

most awkward and surprising and loveliest gift..

in a silver bag,

wrap in newspapers (slight hint),

with my altered jeans,

there's a new sling bag!! wow!!

and what's this? a box??

with a silver ring in it...

awww... of coz from the great heart thief,

mr.Taufik Hidayat...

i love you so much!!

forever and ever and ever!!

wait... come to think of it...

why are all of my presents are in PINK??

(except for the silver ring la kn.. its silver.. >.>)

Graphic Melaka Trip

2011-10-13T06:07:00.001+08:00

a one day Melaka Trip with old buddies and new ones too...

what we did?

BeachPartying @ Pengkalan Balak
Chendol time in the middle of the Melaka River
Roaming around Dataran Pahlawan
Jonker Walk walk..
Finally, Dinner @ Sungai Duyong.. of coz la seaFood!!!

yup!

fun time...

i miss these people.. >.>

iCity

2011-10-13T05:43:00.002+08:00

PutPet

spot the green monsters!! rawr!! ;p

true hobby

2011-10-07T05:59:00.002+08:00

dazzling away....

knot

2011-10-05T04:32:00.001+08:00

loving this item!!

Daddy's lil Princesses

2011-10-04T14:13:00.001+08:00

2nd October:

Happy 49th Birthday Ayah

we love you very much...

dear broadband

2011-10-01T01:05:00.002+08:00

such a blow off... >.>

suffering for days!!!

>.<

romanticly..... a turn off...

2011-09-21T03:11:00.000+08:00

that's reality alrite... >.>

happypill

2011-09-21T02:59:00.000+08:00

take some in ur palm

open ur mouth

palm slam ur mouth

swallow

SMILE

michael cera

2011-09-21T02:17:00.000+08:00

;)

dear michael cera,

* sQueallllll!!!!!!!!!!!!!!*

En.Ezwan

2011-09-20T00:04:00.000+08:00

a father to us future animators,

caretaker to us new philosphers...

thank you, En Ezwan

May us studies in the UK be a success!

we love you!!

;')

my friday...

2011-09-16T19:26:00.000+08:00

looking out in the rain...

big nap!!

DONE!

>.>

worsen the worse.. >.>

2011-09-16T02:14:00.000+08:00

i REALLY shudnt interfere with someone's problem...

and yet...

i did...

now.

things gotten worse in a split second...

and mostly my fault...

OWH GOD!!!

what am i gonna do now???

my friends needed my help!!

and i just have to worsen it???

*bang bang the silly idea! bang*

chu me much!!

2011-09-15T01:46:00.000+08:00

just received

cutest SKYPE kiss ever

from mr.Boyfie!!!

thank you cyg...

love you so much!!!

*cnt share yg bf's kiss with you guys.. so i give you this...

good enuff no?*

circles..

2011-09-13T12:37:00.000+08:00

when you were born..

you were crying and evrybody around you were smiling...

do good, so...

when you die...

you'll be smiling and evrybody else will be crying...

Back to School

2011-09-13T00:45:00.000+08:00

yup!

after the long 4month holiday...

its finally time to be back being a student..

ah~ bliss.. to be surrounded with good people..

Penang Trip 2011 (3)

2011-09-10T09:11:00.001+08:00

Day #3

mr.Boyfie came to the apartment very early in the morning, even i wasnt fully awake at that time. we checked out the apartment at 12noon and we hit the road.

we skipped breakfast and had a very heavy lunch... NASI KANDAR LINE CLEAR! heard it was famous, that's why they called it nasi kandar beratur or rather "beratoQ". it was heavy but good still... considering i had a phobia towards nasi kandar due to an unfateful event.

after lunch, we headed to see Komtar, the previous tallest building in Malaysia.

then down to Bukit Bendara... hehehe... where we had to ride the tram to go UP!! heheh... it was a fun ride.. and as the tram door opened, we felt the chilling breeze of the hill... so chilling and refreshing... it felt like Cameron Highland there. we walked around and eventually stop to try some ABC and Cendol... which made me regret having it..... i was numb shaking after that... BRRR!!!

the day darkens and we sent Anis home (fiQa took the bus)... we fetched Aunty Sa'adah from work and she treated us with Bertam's Char Kuey Teow...

Nana was happy to see me again as we reached to mr.Boyfie's house. we stayed there and chat awhile, mr.Boyfie packed his stuff for KL (he's following us back to KL)..

Aunty Sa'adah drove us to the train station and Nana tagged along. again, it was heartbreaking seeing Nana crying so hard no letting me go. TT___TT

it was my 1st train ride (as far as i cud remember)... and it was the ones with bunks... i soon fell asleep in my bunk until we reached KL...

and that's how my trip went... ;))

Penang Trip 2011 (2)

2011-09-10T09:10:00.004+08:00

Day #2

Nana woke me up so early in the morning, so i had to get up...hehehe.. plus, mr. Boyfie's mom, Aunty Sa'adah was too kind to actually get up so early in the morning to cook us breakfast... i wud be ok if it were eggs and toast... nasi lemak with ayam rendang??? omg... so kind of her... LOVE AUNTY SA'ADAH FOREVER!

it was hard for me to leave the house as Nana cried so hard as i was walking away, calling me to visit very soon... sobsob...

so... we took the ferry to the island and checked in into an apartment resort back in Feringghi beach. we had lunch at a Kapitan in Queensbay and it was SUPERB!!! i love the Naan Cheese!! soo fluffy!!

then, mr.Boyfie had to leave us there awhile (chores), so we walked around the area as we waited for Anis (penang friend). She arrived with an unexpected friend, FiQa... we chatted and laughed and gossiped until mr.boyfie arrived with Anis's brother, Fifi.

we roam around Penang looking for Pasembur (craved), and then, we camwhore at strait Quay and finally went back to the apartment. we hang around for the moment, and as soon as the guys went back, it was pillowtalk nite for us girls (anis and fiQa stayed with us for that night). we chitchatted alot till evrything just went silent... *snoreeee*

p.s: day #2 was on mr.Boyfie's bday... hehehe... *sambil mnyelam, minum air*

Penang Trip 2011 (1)

2011-09-10T09:09:00.003+08:00

Day #1

Dahnia and I took the 9.30am Aeroline bus at One Utama. i almost miss the bus though... hehehe... so off we go..... (had subway breakfast provided by the bus!! yum!!)

we were so excited as we cross the infamous Penang bridge. we saw the ocean and ferries and stuff... we made our stop at QueensBay Mall and waited for mr.Boyfie and Man... who were LATE!!

they took us to Balik Pulau (the ride going there was... *puke*), where we had our 1st penang meal, Laksa Penang!! and we washed it down with ABC!! superb!!

then, they took us to tour Penang's Hard Rock by the Feringghi Beach... camwhoring alot!!

by nightfalls, we reached to Aiza's (penang friend) house. Raya2 abit lorr.... she even served us her Mee Jawa... nicely done... :))

our 1st night in Penang, we bunked in at mr.Boyfie's house. we were actually to shy to stay in, but it was rude to refuse such kind offers.. plus, Nana (mr.boyfie's sister) was SOOO friendly.... ;p

Going Penang

2011-09-05T08:05:00.000+08:00

up see daisy

to see what's in Penang for me...

wait up!!

im coming up!!

to see what's in Penang for me...

3days trip with bestie, Dahnia Suraya...

last call b4 class starts next monday.. >.>

Syawal 2011

2011-09-01T18:34:00.000+08:00

1st raya

(maroon)

2nd raya

(blue)

selamat hari raya aidilfitri,

i wud like to take this opportunity to seek forgiveness

from evryone whom i'v hurt, liberately or unconciously...

may everyone enjoy your raya with family, friends and love ones...

Puteri love you so much ya!!!

chu!!

outing dating with Shafinaz

2011-08-29T02:34:00.000+08:00

super wrap yest...

super shopping today!!!

went shopping with Shafinaz today..

sweet angel was the one who decided on the outing...

sounded like she hv much to do/shop today...

do her hair.. do mani, pedi.. shopping...

turns out...

i was the one who went berserk!!

ALL OUT!!

did my hair for the 1st time in my LIFE!!

(nvr cross my mind to dare to do this.. life goes on)

(ibu aliah's gonna kill me!!)

bought random dresses and a new cardigan

(nothing to do with raya.. coincidentally bought it...)

bought new baju raya (again)

bought LAWAK KAMPUS new bible like comic

(LOVE!!)

Iftar in Gardens

walk here, walk there...

what Shafinaz manage to do,

had her hair trimmed and did her mani... >.>

sorry nad... but i really did enjoy my day with you today...

mwahhh!!! love you so much!!!

official wrap for kali kedua drama...

2011-08-27T22:30:00.001+08:00

arini,

dgn jayanye,

put abeh jd conti-girl.

selama 39ari,

kami dok wat keje ari2 cm adek-bradek, cm family...

gerenti rindu korg gile2..

seriously rindu sgt2...

thank you:

Crew:

Abg Ramdan

(assistant director)

"byk ajar put mcm2, seriously mcm2..

wpown prangai xsberapa snonoh, but, ur da man, bro!"

Abg Azrul

(PM)

"wpown muke blagak nk mati, tp hati ade taman.. xmo nakal2.."

Abg Wan Janggut

(assist PM)

"seriously sokmo wat put tkot, tp, lme2 dpt tau, hati emo upenye...

sorry klu put nakal2, wat abg terasa ke ape, tp abg gak punce die.. hahah!!"

Tam

(make-up)

"asl ade can je.. calit lipstick, calit eyeshadow, last2 full dinner makeup...

aduh... tp tam sgt matang... skit... suke dok dgn tam.. mwahh!! <3"

KakNowra

(assist make-up)

"satu2 nye crew pompuan yg ari2 put blh mngadap, put blh mngendeng...

will miss you most"

Syawal

(wardrobe)

"plg byk salah paham and perang gajah dgn makduyung ni....

pape pown, bila syawal menjelang, kami 0-0 ye nok.. <3 mwaahh!! "

Abg Junid

(runner)

"mula2 put egat die ni, jenis penyepi, xcmpo dak2 gile cm kami.. upenye... hamik... ble dpt tau.. tlopong put tgk... wat lagak2 bapok sume.. hahaha... kacak la abg junid ni.. hahah!!"

Abg Wan

(handy)

"mat romeo... hehehe... wat muke miang sokmo...

jrg dpt bcakap dgn die, sbb sokmo tido... hahahha"

Kecik

(assist handy)

"mat kecik muke jambu ni... bdn kecik, tp ade hati nk bgusti dgn put...

hahah!! muke nk sinis je kn?? ;p"

Abg We (Wan)

(Audio)

"crew yg suke wat nakal n loya buruk... tp ble dpt BB baru... hamek..

anti social tros!! heheh.. org kedua suara plg kuat... akn ku rindu audio man ini.. ;)"

Pok Ki (Pak Zuki)

(D.O.P)

"wpown nmpak cm ikut org je.. ni otai dlm crew woo... diam2 die...

sgt cool je.. heheh... suke mngalah dgn sume put ckp... hehehe... ;p"

Abg Zul

(assist D.O.P)

"ni lg satu, sgt cool... ble wat keje, follow the flow je... heheh... tp nakal2 dlm diam...

abg zul!! tuka tape!! tuka bat3!! lap lense!! heheheh"

Pok Li (Pak li)

(lighting)

"suke pggey put "ADEK..." seyum aje... ari2 xpenah miss fist bump dgn put... heheheh"

Abg Awie

(lighting)

"haa... yg ni ha... ape?? bf put on location?? mmg xla... tp die ni, plg best wat sakat, melatah kemain!! hahahah!! suke buli org, xsedar die tu mgse buli gak... hahhaah!!! klu gelak org bcakap je... dr KL ni, rse2 blh smpai JOHOR la sore die org je.. bak kte abg Zul, 'seb baek, die sorg je kt sni cmtu... klu 3 org??'"

Abg Jai

(prop master)

"otai prop yg sokmo M.I.A.. cr brg prop.. hehhe... tp die blh tahan sarcasm gak die ni.. hehhe"

Abg Shah

(prop)

"blh tahan gatal, selenge dgn poyo... tp pape pown, dlm golongan hati ade taman gak...

ckp besar, jnji akan dpt geget put... xdpt pown... bweekk!!!!!"

Plakon:

NasT

( DUDE.... you... no comment... hahahha.. egat matang.. upenye, slenge gak...)

Faralyna

(manje2.. tp sgt bbakat dlm mghafal skrip... wahh.. truja)

Hairul

(mula2 lagak poyo.. skali.. sengal gakk.. sesuai dgn gf die, si fa tuh... ;p)

Ramona

(makcik mona ni, sgt2 cute, tp ble gelak.. hamik.. cm ape tah xtau.. hahah!! miss you mona)

Kak Anne Ngasri

(muke chantek.. tp sengal abeh akak ni... no comment la.. hahah!!)

Nazim

("muke chantek, tp mulut cm longkang".. ayat trademark tuh!!!)

Kak Sophie Hana

(suke kakak ni... tmpat plg best bmanja... ;))

Abg Ery
(lagak gaya macho poyo2.. tp gamers upenye... GENG.. ;))

Aunty Dian P.Ramlee

(muke serious.. tp klu bab mnyakat.. suke no!!!)

Abg Awien (ridzuan hashim)

(mamat yg plg no comment laaa.. (muke sinis) kan? kan? abg la konon... geng silau)

Nenek

(dlm drama ni, die la plg garang, tp real life... ramah abehh... )

Jobot

(mat romeo yg sokmo nyanyi syok sendri.. hahaha...)

Kak Wan Azlin

(watak mak kampung.. tp real life, sgt vain.. hehe.. rambut yg sgt chantek.. and ade anak yg cute tp nakal/lasak yg suke pggey put, Kakak Puteriiiiiii....)

Naim

(budak yg senang teruja.. sgt innocent... mwahh!! hehehe)

most of all:

Thank you ayah for giving me this opportunity... mwahh!!

p.s: yes.. i know.. in future, i may work like this again.. but this is my first time... i wanna remember them as much as i cud.. ;)... (hamek.. pjg bderet post kali ni.. sje wat malay, nk bg dorg tau how i feel towards them.. ;))

p.s.s: DONT FORGET TO CATCH KALI KEDUA DRAMA IN TV9, STARTING 8TH SEPTEMBER!!! :)

me back home..

2011-08-20T20:29:00.000+08:00

me back home after work with daddy..

me break fast with happy family...

me tired and goes upstairs to me room...

WAIT!!

what's this?

the floor is sticky?

soapy sticky... hmm??

febreeze on the dressing table?

what is it doing there?

*picks it up*

wait..

why is it so light??

ain!! who sprayed febreeze on my floor???

i think its ameen, said ain.

ameen!!! come here now!!

came in and saw me holding febreeze in my hand..

heads down..

who sprayed febreeze on my floor? (x4)

i did...

MOP MY FLOOR NOW!!

1st Buka

2011-08-01T22:58:00.000+08:00

Our 1st break fast meal of the month....

my 1st time making this dish...

TAADAH!!!!

chicken rice!!

yes!!! i made it myself!!

ok... ok....

with Ayu's and Cayang's help... alil...

recipe?

from dearest Aunty Saadah

(cyg's mommy ;))

respond??

Ayu and Proff

(had 2nd helpings ;D)

Epi

(he said: good)

Cayang

( passed.. yippie)

Happy Ramadhan Friends.. ;)

working again

2011-07-18T00:29:00.000+08:00

today i started working again...

as a Conty (again)

this time.. for episode drama...

Kali Kedua...

this time... more challenging la....

38days of shooting non-stop...

during fasting month sumore...

yeah...

wish me luck in surviving...

pretty much of that

2011-07-15T18:17:00.001+08:00

yup... much of that... >.>

Who said??

2011-07-15T18:08:00.000+08:00

a Puteri's perfect suitor is a Putera??

who said??

who decide??

Puteri Gunung Ledang's suitor was Hang Tuah.

this Puteri's suitor is a Pahlawan

i said.

i decide.

my story.

*random bunnies*

Delivery Havoc

2011-07-15T12:49:00.000+08:00

Taufik and i went to Johor 2days ago,

delivering goods to my mom frm Singapore..

but the real story started yesterday,

when we were on our way home.

right in the middle of a free highway,

with LOADS of ENORMOUS TRUCKS passes by,

our car broke down...

yeah...

confirmed case,

belt bearing missing

causing

belting to snap

causing

tank to bust (due to overheating)

evrything was a new experience,

having car broke down,

being pulled by another car,

being towed (most awkward riding experience),

and being in a mechanic workshop (as a ~~customer~~)

*see that annoyed face.. hahahah*

but its all good at the end, i guess,

considering we did arrive home safely after that...

and we had Pizza... ;p

p.s: evrybody felt bad that he missed his job interview... im sorry!!! >,<

2011-07-11T23:06:00.002+08:00

strangely...

i cant post upload piccas to my blog...

why ah?

Being a Wife

2011-07-11T18:03:00.000+08:00

im a woman.

as usual, evry woman dreamed of getting married,

whether its before or after love.

but the Question is,

what are you going to be after getting married?

of course, a wife.

but, what kind of wife?

for me, i hv my own dream on how to be a wife.

a good wife that my future hubby will never regret marrying to.

i wanna be the type of wife that:

stay home and bake cakes and cookies.

cook breakfast, lunch and dinner.

make bentos for our kids and hubby everyday.

take freelance job as an illustrator or a cartoonist.

(work at home)

do housechores

(dreamhome: small and comfy, cottage like, with small garden)

teaches our kids arts, to draw and to paint.

greets hubby with a smile when he comes home.

(and serve tea or juice)

show love to hubby and kids evryday b4 the leave home.

(for work or school)

look beautiful evryday, only for dearest hubby to see.

#10

learn new recipes to cook.

#11

avoid major arguments, in fear of divorce.

(divorce is out of the Question, nvr to bring it up, stay loyal)

#12

supports hubby whenever he's in trouble.

yup... typical house wife, but these are what i wish to be in the future.

A HouseWife.

People said that being a housewife is rather hard and impossible in this modern era,

but to think,

satisfying the one man,

that Allah made for you and the one who worked hard to feed and care for you,

taking care of his children that he's proud of,

the children that utter sweet love for you,

Allah will pay for all the love you gave them,

no Question or argument about it.

its a long term thing,

but i bet,

it will all be worth it... :)

i'll be like this, Insya Allah.

Politics?

2011-07-11T03:26:00.000+08:00

lately, in this lovely country of mine...
there was a riot... with the same cause, over and over again...

RACISM...

hmm? why ah?
we go to the same mix race high school (for everybody),
yet nobody is even considering being sensitive about race and religion?

aiyoo??
you go school..
during Agama/Moral class, you ponteng ka??
donno about respecting others?
about sensitivity? unity? friendship? loyalty?

what good will these bickering bring?
for money? status? power?
what about simple things as,
bring love and joy? peace?

you think WAR FOR PEACE is it?

you elderly people said that we're young, dont understand anything.
well, isnt that good? that we dont think as complicating as you guys do?

think CRITICALLY... not COMPLICATEDLY...

power-hungry yek?? pity...

i dont take any side... i HATE politics nowadays....
all so senseless...

*sigh*

feet habit

2011-07-08T05:13:00.000+08:00

i have this habit of washing my feet

when i come back home from anywhere

(no matter near or far) and before sleeping.

i mean,

washing it immediately...

at first,

it was for straining off evil spirit from

following me in the house or giving me bad dreams

(oldfolks advices)

then,

it was because

i hate having dust dirty black feet

(annoying much)

then..,

it was because,

it leaves my feet cool and comfy

(and scientifically cooling the body as well)

so dont get offended or surprise then i tell you to

wash your feet as well... immediately...

p.s: its still weird why i hv to do it almost immediately... >.>

must have

2011-07-07T22:33:00.001+08:00

i cant go a day without

Food (obviously)

FaceBook (on PC or BB)

Comunication with him (atleast once.. oso can)

.... food....

i think that's about it... >.>

Conty Girl

2011-07-07T14:46:00.004+08:00

For 8 days

i experienced a job as a conty girl...

Conty:

A person who keeps the continuity of the

actors positions, actions, dialogue during the whole act.

i dont know anything of how this job should work out, not a single clue.

i just took it. my dad made me do it.

dang,

i had to wake up in the wee hour of the morning

and sometimes, back home late night.

it was tiring, body aching, mind twisting job,

but evrybody (crew and actors) were nice,

and i had fun. :)

i learned Quite alot about film making, practically,

evntho i did tagged along to many acting locations.

:(

2011-07-03T01:23:00.002+08:00

i miss him so much...

it feels like forever since i last met him..

i

2011-06-30T01:23:00.000+08:00

im not the type to order people around coz i dont wanna sound like a typical malay boss.

im not the type to ask favour much coz i dont like it when people brag about it.

im not the type to borrow money coz i dont like the idea of owing people.

im not the type to blame others coz i dont the feeling to be blamed on.

im not the type to scold others coz i dont want friends to stray from me.

im not the type to take coz i dont like people to think im easily bought or take.

but....

i like to be ordered around coz i dare to take the job.

i like to be asked a favour coz i like to be appreciated.

i like to lend to / spend on friends money coz it makes me happy to be able to help in a way.

i ~~like~~ to be blamed on.... (what??? no way la!!)

i like to be scolded (not really) coz in a way, im being cared of and im learning something.

i like to give coz it makes me happy to see the ones i love smile... :)

Damn You!

2011-06-30T01:03:00.000+08:00

you shud be sooooooo thankful that my parents taught me to control my temper! i swear i feel like calling you and curse you so bad, you'll regret that you even know me.

who do you think you are?? just because u think you'r greater than i am, doesnt give you any rights to take me lightly. i GAVE you this freaking opportunity for you to be known in the freaking industry. you swore to me to do your best and wont disappoint me and will make this work. but now??

right from the start you got me into trouble! i was scolded, dissed, mocked, all because of you! ever since this project started, all the troubles happened, all because of you!! seriously... YOU!!

now dont try to detest me or outsmart me or anything!!

yes, i do think its partly my fault too... why? because i was too soft to be pushed around. WHY? cause i RESPECT you... but now? dude.. you just lost it.. you're now just a DOUCHBAG to me, a sweet talker and all talk!! i dont care about your other works... you didnt prove to me anything..

dont try to say im stupid. i TRUSTED you, and you gave me CRAP!! oh wait, i was stupid... TO EVEN TRUST YOU WITH THIS IN THE 1ST PLACE... evn after weeks and weeks of excuses... i had enuff...

now we lost it, and its mainly your fault... i cant cover for you anymore.. you and your freaking EGO...

Yes, i am a coward... for not telling this straight to your face. coz beside you, is a woman, whom happens to be my friend. you'r lucky enuff that im not that much of a bitch to call her and tell her on you. coz i respect your relationship.

p.s: FYI, im not the type of person to blame another frm a failure... but this... thanks alot... seriously, ALOT!!

2011-06-27T19:52:00.001+08:00

There are five words that mean more than I love you

and those words are

"I'm here to stay forever"

Society

2011-06-23T02:15:00.000+08:00

Society:

Call your family often.

Each day give something good to others.

Forgive everyone for everything.

Spend time with people over the age of 70, under the age of 6.

Try to make at least three people smile each day.

What other people think of you is none of your business.

Your job won’t take care of you when you are sick.

Your friends will. Stay in touch.

Life

2011-06-21T19:30:00.000+08:00

Life:

Do the right thing!

Get rid of anything that isn’t useful, beautiful or joyful.

However good or bad a situation is, it will change.

No matter how you feel, get up, dress up and show up.

The best is yet to come.

Your Inner most is always happy. So, be happy.

aku bukan aku yang dulu

2011-06-21T18:26:00.000+08:00

aku bertindak dengan melulu
aku bukan wanita sebegitu
apa yang menimpa diriku
aku bukan aku yang dulu

berputik dari cinta yang palsu
aku jatuh dalam dakapanmu
namun, bukan aku yang kau mahu
aku bukan aku yang dulu

hatiku parah dan juga pilu
walaupun ku tahu, kau bukan milikku
aku menangis tanpa jemu
aku bukan aku yang dulu

kini diri ini menjadi beku
mengira hati satu per satu
aku jadi gila tidak menentu
aku kini bukan aku yang dulu

p.s: this was a poem i wrote long ago, when i was confuse with love... ;p it turned out pretty good.. for me... >.>

Personality

2011-06-20T10:11:00.000+08:00

Personality:

Don’t compare your life to others.

You have no idea what their journey is all about.

Don’t have negative thoughts or things you cannot control.

Instead invest your energy in the positive present moment.

Don’t over do. Keep your limits.

Don’t take yourself so seriously. No one else does.

Don’t waste your precious energy on gossip.

Dream more while you are awake.

Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need.

Forget issues of the past.

Don’t remind your partner with his/her mistakes of the past.

That will ruin your present happiness.

Life is too short to waste time hating anyone. Don’t hate others.

#10

Make peace with your past so it won’t spoil the present.

#11

No one is in charge of your happiness except you.

#12

Realize that life is a school and you are here to learn.

Problems are simply part of the curriculum that appear and

fade away like algebra class but the lessons you learn will last a lifetime.

#13

Smile and laugh more.

#14

You don’t have to win every argument. Agree to disagree

Daddy Day

2011-06-20T03:38:00.000+08:00

Daddy Day to Ayah...

celebrated with lots of love, laughter, songs and...

sadly, Bieber songs included...

made a Karaoke Surprise party for Ayah,

which was pretty hard to get him into the surprise...

golly... >.>

but evrything worked fine...

fond memory songs.. ;)

A Whole New World duet

Ayah and me

almost the WHOLE Bieber album

Ameen (solo) & Ain (solo)

almost all the songs there

Aisya rockstar-wanna-be

Lucky

Aiman and Me

Just The Way You Are

whole siblings...

Billie Jean & Bad

Ameen (dancing Jacko style)

Hijau (last song for that night)

Ayah & me

love love dearest daddy... :)

Health

2011-06-18T02:55:00.002+08:00

Health:

Drink plenty of water.

Eat breakfast like a king, lunch like a prince and dinner like a beggar.

Eat more foods that grow on trees and plants and

eat less food that is manufactured in plants.

Live with the 3 E’s - Energy, Enthusiasm and Empathy

Play more games.

i hate you

2011-06-18T01:41:00.000+08:00

yes!! you!!

you sux big time!!

you hurt me so much..

you make me cry badly...

you make me puke!!

sickening!!

no matter what people say about you!!

you'r still a pain!!

no matter how goody2 you can be..

oh, you cant fool me!!

you spoil my appetite and you make me puke and stop eating..

pfffttt....

who do you think you are??

stupid onion...

please ibu.. dont make me eat it anymore... i'll die!!!

p.s: yes, this post is purely dedicated to onions of all kinds and garlics. they do sux... >.>

heart beating?

2011-06-17T20:02:00.000+08:00

people always say,

"when im with you, my heart skips a beat"

when im with him,

my heart went berserk like some retarded scratched vinyl...

or like that part in Katy Perry song, E.T

"Kiss me... K-K-Kiss me"

*sigh*

*heartbeat disco-ing*

hye

2011-06-17T01:18:00.000+08:00

Listen,

you dont always have to be

who they want you to be, you know.

letter to mr.boyfie

2011-06-16T03:11:00.000+08:00

tonight...

im gonna reflect evrything i did..

what i said i wont do, but i did...

dear mr.BoyFriend,

when we hooked up together (bfore the devastating break up in the middle), i promised myself to be the most perfect gf ever. you know.. the ones who wont:

> get jealous easily.

> be so irritating and gedik.

> be unreasonable.

> be unforgiving.

> stop you from doing what u want (that wont effect our relationship)

> be too bossy or fussy.

> treat you so bad.

and the list goes on.....

what im trying to say is.. be so good that u'll feel like the luckiest man alive to be with me.. or evn just not regretting being with me.

but some how, i felt that i'v done evrything i said i wouldnt do. i know that nobody's perfect, but to keep repeating doing it, is no accident (but most of the time it is... i didnt unconciously.. HONEST!!).

you used to be so open with me, but now, its like you hv to keep some in, so i wont get piss off, and recently, u admit that i get piss off easily and too often too. when you said that, i felt like a large SHAME boulder banged my chest. im ashamed with myself for not keeping my own promises/vows. i felt like im a horrible bitchy gf, like the gfs i once detested, randomly by how they treat their bfs (get what i mean?). im also ashamed with you, afraid that u'll feel that being with me is a burden or somewhat...

i know that you'r also annoyed with my stubborn attitude, and making you bear with it, is just unfair. we argue over small silly things like make up and messages and habits... its all just not right...

i cant promise that i'll change straight away, but i can promise that i'll try. to be the girl you once knew before, the girl whom you had fun with, long time ago. its not all about fun in a relationship, but hye, most of it, IS... ;)

im not sweet,

im not lady like as u like,

im not creative as i shud be (considering the course im taking)

im stubborn,

im heartless,

im blur most of the time (pissing u off evrytime),

im a clown,

i hardly have manners (in front of you, usually),

i showed you my ugly side (almost all the time.. i mean literally ugly),

i have attitude problem,

i have weird fetish and flaws

bla bla bla....

the point is, im not like most girls, which you like and desire me to be,

i can try to change (the ones that was advised by million of people that im suppose to change),

so be patient ok...

just to let you know that, no matter what happen...

im always with you, evn when im not me, i will always be with you...

with love and kisses,

GirlFriend

p.s: this letter/blogpost, is not for me to say any fault that u did to me, its for me to say sorry for any fault i did to you.

Grenade for Bullies (to sing)

2011-06-15T21:45:00.008+08:00

i really do think Grenade is sort of a psyco song...

but this one... the one im singing...

i made some modifications, alil... in the lyrics...

making it sound more.... errmm... psyco-bitch like.. i guess?? ;p

as usual.. i stumble alot...
not much of a singer...
pardon the silly self...
anything la!!!

BLEGH!!!

p.s: sorry for the silly "cincai boncai" messy look... cant wait to try the song... ;p

Sticky Goo Monster

2011-06-15T03:24:00.000+08:00

in a warm humid evening,

from a dark room in a condo house,

rises the horror of the night...

the

STICKY GOO MONSTER!!

so sticky!!

so messy!!

so oily skinned!!

with face so uncomfortable to look at coz

that's how she's feeling!!

she rises!!

she roars!!

ARGHH!!! I NEED TO SHOWER NOW!!

and off she goes...

p.s: too hot la tonite... cannot stand!! aiyoo!!!

Daddy is home

2011-06-14T17:22:00.002+08:00

now,

staying with daddy...

sickness combo!!!

2011-06-08T16:46:00.000+08:00

fever

very bad flu

(breathing difficulties)

coughing

sore throat

headaches

swollen ulcer

(eating difficulties)

dry lips

(chapped)

1st day menstrual

what's making it worse?

NO WATER IN THE HOUSE??

HOW ON EARTH AM I SUPPOSE TO SHOWER???

school kid

2011-06-07T04:28:00.001+08:00

can u find me?

clue: bowl head.. ;p

Danny Messi no more

2011-06-03T01:59:00.000+08:00

various of messages been spread thru FB and mobile phones,

about Danny....

"Danny had passed away."

"Danny is still alive because his heart is still pumping."

"Danny's oxygen machine will be pulled off on Friday dawn."

"Danny's oxygen machine will be pulled off on today at dawn."

"Danny had passed away 10mins ago."

i honestly dunt know what to believe....

thus, i decided to only believe Leo, who know what is really happening.

but,

when i browsed his FB page,

Leo himself claimed that Danny had left us...

Ahmad Danial Shamshul Bahrin @ Danny Messi @ Danny Mello

i'v only know him since earlier last year,

semester 1, degree in animation.

my classmate, my animation family member.

he was just a cunning rascal, pretty much annoying and sometimes very disturbing,

like, ignoring when people calling his name, taking things without considering someone in using it,

and love to annoy you when you least expected it.

but, eventho he's like that,

he never fail to make people comfortable, and help whenever he's needed.

always kidding around with is goofy smile and style,

that changing hair do now and then,

the freQuent track pants to class...

there was never an awkward moment between him and anybody...

talked to him for a min, and suddenly, you're his bestfriend...

a good friend indeed....

now, i'v known him for 3semester...

only for 3sem, he's now gone....

before, there were 2 Danials in our class, Danny and Danini....

now, left 1...

we hv always loved the confusion, between which danial...

but now... no more...

no more Danny Messi

Danny Messi no more

innalillah~

RIP danny... you will never be forgotten....

Danny Messi

2011-06-02T02:58:00.000+08:00

31th May

i was preparing to go out to catch movies with my mom, stepdad and sis... when i received a disturbing status update on FaceBook.

"Danny had an accident. He's in a coma and his conditions is critical"

i was shocked... if this is a joke, its not funny! but it wasnt. i asked alot of friends.

what happened?

where is he?

how is he?

i wanna see him... NOW!!

i tried to keep a straight mind, but i ended up aimless. dumbfounded. lost of words. i held up my tears in. its not over.

i called up my mom to cancel the movie, and i called up my friends, asking almost evrything and if they could go with me, since im having transport problems myself. but it seems, i had to delay my wish. i promised myself to visit him tomorrow. FOR SURE!!

later that evening, after i got home from the movies, i received another msg.

"Danny's brain is no longer functioning. to any of his friends who are able to visit, please come visit him for the last time."

shocked and heartbroken. i refused to acknowledge the fact, and i believe in Allah's miracles. even after i read about brain death, i know, there must be hope! Danny has always been a strong guy.

1st June

im not being dramatic here, but these was what i was feeling... truly...

i woke up early today (knowing a friend is struggling for life, i couldnt sleep that well), and prepared to go to the hospital. i took a taxi to KL Central to meet up with Nadia Hanie, so we could go together. We took the KTM together, talking how shocked we were and stuff.

as soon as we arrived at Serdang station, while waiting for Syakir to pick us up to the hospital, i'v already felt this nervousness and fear in me. alot of questions went thru my head.

how is doing?

what if we lose him?

his brains is damaged, how is he feeling?

pain? sorrow?

will he remember things?

where is he, spiritually?

what if i were to be in his place?

who shud i fight it? struggle?

and many many more....

when Syakir with Kertu arrived, all these Questions kept repeating in my head, until it worn me out... i fell asleep until we arrived to the hospital.

we meet Leo and Hannan on our way in, and we asked about HaziQ. That was when i knew what happened.

"Danny stayed with HaziQ at HaziQ's parents' house in Gombak, due to a job they took together. On the way to their working place, HaziQ, who was driving (?) the motorcycle, with Danny as the passenger at the back, HaziQ lost control and they fell.

HaziQ had minor scratches, but Danny... He didnt buckle his helmet. The helmet went off from his head as Danny's head hit the ground, hard, giving him internal bleeding."

oh gosh, it maybe Danny's fate, but knowing HaziQ, whom is always caring and soft, will blame on himself forever. And Danny is his BFF. HaziQ is a very careful and detailed man. its totally not your fault!

wanting to meet HaziQ but he wasnt around. he didnt sleep since yesterday, watching Danny.

Syakir, Anan and Kertu escorted Nadia and i to see Danny. Evry step close to the ward, i became more nervous and scared. i imagine what to expect and almost cried.

as i assumed we were getting closer to the ward, i saw a group of people surrounding a bed, some were whispering, some were crying. The guys went into the group and pointed at the bed.

"what, all these group is here for Danny? oh god... this CANT be the end!!"

i heard sniffling, whispering and the Kursi. in the midst of people there, slowly, i saw him. it was worse than what i imagine. his face was swollen and his body was inserted with tubes and needles, he's breathing with the help of a machine.

I tried to deny. that is not Danny! Danny always smiling and kid around. Nadia held up my arm and cried. i couldnt help myself either. i just cried. i didnt care when the guys saw me crying. i just let go. a family member of the animation family that i love most.. is struggling for life...

one of his aunt (i assume) told me,

" speak to him, he can here and understand you.. tell him your name and speak.."

i did... i didnt wanna miss any chances... i spoke to him, telling him to be strong and hv faith. i read the shahadah for him... and look at his face.. i want to remember it....

i turned to his mother, told her that i was her friend. She hugged me tight, telling me to my ears,

" forgive his sins, give halal to all the food and drinks he may owe you"

i could hold up... so, i let go... sobbing away in her arms...

"he has no sins towards me, he was a good friend..."

"i know he is, and he's a good son too... forgive him. Thank you so much for coming."

i hv only met her once in my life, but i could felt the sadness in her voice, her arms...

Danny was her eldest son. a mother's feeling of losing her child, nobody can feel it, except for a mother.

afterwards, we went home... i went out with my mom n iQin again, coz i promised to go out together...

later at night, i received an FB status,

" Danny is no longer with us. Please pray for his peace."

being so shocked, i almost break down again... i thought deep... but wasnt sure what to think...

But, later... i had another FB status.

"The news of Danny passed away was false. Danny is still alive because his heart is still beating."

what a relief... right now, im still waiting for news... i hope and wish it would be a good one.

Ya Allah, please give us your miracle, save Danny, for he is important to us... Amin...

p.s: right now, i do wish its a joke... i might hit who ever's idea... but atleast... its a joke...

1000 no kotoba

2011-06-01T02:07:00.000+08:00

always wanted to do this song...

from my fav RPG game

(Final Fantasy x-2)

1000 no kotoba

(sen no kotoba)

{1000 words)

ichigo-kun

2011-05-29T04:23:00.001+08:00

you are the strawberry to my ~~chocolate cake~~ Pavlova.

with love

Puteri

Junko Furuta

2011-05-26T17:30:00.000+08:00

i was trolling the internet, reading random articles of amazing and weird things,

when i encountered a very2 cruel and sad blog post.

Junko Furuta:

this case happened in end of 1988,

Junko was tortured by 4 men (masked devils) for 44 days until her last breath.

they tortured her so badly, i almost cried reading it.

here is how the tortured went:

DAY 1:

November 22, 1988:

Kidnapped
Kept captive in house, and posed as one of boy’s girlfriend
Raped (over 400 times in total)
Forced to call her parents and tell them she had run away
Starved and malnutritioned
Fed cockroaches to eat and urine to drink
Forced to masturbate
Forced to strip in front of others
Burned with cigarette lighters
Foreign objects inserted into her vagina/anus

DAY 11:

December 1, 1988:

Severely beat up countless times
Face held against concrete ground and jumped on
Hands tied to ceiling and body used as a punching bag
Nose filled with so much blood that she can only breath through her mouth
Dumbbells dropped onto her stomach
Vomited when tried to drink water (her stomach couldn’t accept it)
Tried to escape and punished by cigarette burning on arms
Flammable liquid poured on her feet and legs, then lit on fire
Bottle inserted into her anus, causing injury

DAY 20:

December10, 1989:

Unable to walk properly due to severe leg burns
Beat with bamboo sticks
Fireworks inserted into anus and lit
Hands smashed by weights and fingernails cracked
Beaten with golf club
Cigarettes inserted into vagina
Beaten with iron rods repeatedly
Winter; forced outside to sleep in balcony
Skewers of grilled chicken inserted into her vagina and anus, causing bleeding

DAY 30:

Hot wax dripped onto face
Eyelids burned by cigarette lighter
Stabbed with sewing needles in chest area
Left nipple cut and destroyed with pliers
Hot light bulb inserted into her vagina
Heavy bleeding from vagina due to scissors insertion
Unable to urinate properly
Injuries were so severe that it took over an hour for her to crawl downstairs and use the bathroom
Eardrums severely damaged
Extreme reduced brain size

DAY 40:

January 1, 1989:

Begged her torturers to “kill her and get it over with”
Junko greets the New Years Day alone
Body mutilated
Unable to move from the ground

DAY 44:

January 4, 1989:

The four boys beat her mutilated body with an iron barbell, using a loss at the game of Mah-jongg as a pretext. She is profusely bleeding from her mouth and nose. They put a candle’s flame to her face and eyes.Then, lighter fluid was poured onto her legs, arms, face and stomach, and then lit on fire. This final torture lasted for a time of two hours. Junko Furuta died later that day, in pain and alone.

Nothing could compare 44 days of suffering she had to go

through. When her mother heard the news and details of what had happened to her daughter, she fainted. She had to undergo a psychiatric outpatient treatment .

Imagine her endless pain. Her killers are now free men. Justice was never served, not even after 20 years. They deserve a punishment much greater than they had put upon Furuta, for putting an innocent girl through the most unbearable suffering. This story from 1989 is true. Please spread her story around. Everyone should know about the existence of Junko Furuta’s unimaginable and incomprehensible suffering, and this is why this group has been made. Invite your friends. Never let her story be forgotten. If this story changes the life of at least one person then it has been worth it.

Rest In Eternal Peace,
Junko Furuta
1989-Eternity

rebelling?

2011-05-26T05:54:00.000+08:00

its a good thing that im not a

famous million dollar pop-singer,

who hv social problems whatsoever,

or else, i wud be rebelling SO bad

i'll be the

NICEST SPOIL BRAT THE WORLD CAN EVER HAVE!!

really man!!

being protected is nice n lovable..

but overly protected??

i cud turn into a black swan!!

BIG TIME!!

you guys gotta chill,

its not like im a total noob in life?

in fact, im totally independant!!

you guys said so urselves,

so what's with all the hollaballoos??

p.s: thankfully that i am sane enuff not to spoil my life with drugs, alcohol, sex or hving social problems...

TALK it out

2011-05-26T00:46:00.000+08:00

most of the time,
if you talk out the problem,
it can easily be solve...

but if you start out with anger,
ego rises,
both parties get hurt, right?

despite what u said b4,
"explain to them, they wud understand",
why didnt you do that?

if u feel that what i said is hurting you,
did you thought why i did that?
did you thought,
i must hv said something to make her say that.

if you understand the situation,
and try asking why things happen,
it wudnt turn out this way, right?

greatest cause for an argument: assumptions
i guess that happened, right?

p.s: i really dont understand this... jezz.. feeling a Dejavu here...

Hijab

2011-05-18T15:20:00.000+08:00

Yes,

I am a Muslim woman.

But, i admit that my iman is not that strong whereas it shud be.

but please please please,

read the al-Qur'an again,

do a lil research on how to cover your aurat.

FYI,

Jews and Christians also wears Hijabs.

to respect your Islam religion,

please wear it the right way.

Quit wearing ur hijabs with

leggings,

inner shirts,

baby tshirts,

and all those clothings that exposes the shape of your body!

if other Muslims were to come to our country, seeing how u wear it,

im sure they will laugh and ask what religion are u.

its not wrong to be fashionable,

just limit yourselves to evaluate which fashion can be used.

be smart.. please la...

the world is getting uglier...

you dont have to be part of it...

click this link and read it with an openheart,

Wanita Melayu Akhir Zaman

if ur gonna wear your hijab,

make sure you wear it right.

there's no use when ur wearing ur hijab

but getting the same sins as the ones who doesnt..

Assalamua'laikum

p.s: you guys may say, that i dont hve the rights to say this to you all, but, as a muslim cousin, i feel that i hv a responsibility to tell this.

Lazy Holiday

2011-05-18T13:25:00.000+08:00

4months of holiday...

started: 10th May 2011

today: 18th May 2011

damages done: none

its so true!!

the only time when ur free to do anything is when ur busy!!

now that im really free, im "too busy" (lazy) to do anything!!

oh Allah,

Please help me!!

i dont want another senseless holiday!!

p.s: sure it reminds me of bruno mars's (lazy song), but this is ridiculous... >.>

Gambatte

2011-05-18T03:15:00.000+08:00

2moro starts one of the biggest event in his career life,

his internship days!!

although he used to have working experience like this,

but to me, its important and big...

so,

GAMBATTE NE!!

WATASHI NO MTH

aishiteru!!

Blur like a bunch of SOTONGS!!

2011-05-11T23:08:00.000+08:00

Topet

*bla bla bla about thesis*

you get it or not?

Puteri

no...

Topet

*repeat the thesis blabbering*

now you get it?

Puteri

*blur face*

Topet

aiyoo.... you're in your slow mode, arent you?

Puteri

im sorry... >.>

p.s: yeah... that mode turn on Quite freQuently, i tell you... >.>

Ma MOMMA Is Special!!

2011-05-08T04:27:00.000+08:00

Sri Asmarani & Nor Aliah Lee

the 2 most AMAZING women in the whole wide world!!

*need i say more??*

Happy Momma Day

I Love You so Very da Very Much!!!

Soul Sister Sisters

2011-05-04T21:34:00.000+08:00

random video by Aisya, Ain n me...

off-key..? no prob.. ;p

creeper!!

2011-05-04T02:03:00.000+08:00

ok...

so... BITCHY mode.... ON!!

so like, yeah..

by the age of 7,

i already got a boyfriend..

i admit it..

but i didnt really actually count that as an official couple,

coz, i think it's just silly... we were 7 for god sakes!!

when i turn 13,

i still play POKEMON cards and stuff!!

total maturity level : ZERO!!

so like yeah...

coincidently, this "ex" boyfie of mine turns up on FB..

so yeah... who wudnt get all excited eyh??

getting all..

"omg!! u remember this time.. and that time.. and this guy.. with that guy??"

yeah.. all good and merry...

until...

he starts with this very immature flirting line...

and when i turn him down...

he was like...

"eww.. ur ugly... u got no taste..."

then the next thing u know, he went all...

"i want you... u know ur ugly... that's why im here for u..."

"u remember the feeling when we hold hands long ago??" and stuff...

DUDE!! WE WERE 7!!

STOP FREAKING ME OUT MAN!!!

its getting really funny how at the age of 7,

iv already been given the ability to give a HUGE impact to a moron??

im not impressed...

and then.. starts comparing my relationship with his??

mind you, you got a gf... stop with this rubbish!!

"FYI, my relationship has been 2years oredy... what about urs?"

"my gf is so beautiful... even more than you.."

WTFishh??

I dont give a dang mind how pretty she is or how ugly i am..

I dont even care how long ur gf stays with you..

in fact...

i wud love to be happy for u relationship, but in this manner??

ur making me sick!

i respect your gf... so do respect mine...

cut it man!!

im not even jealous... not even abit??

instead...

its starting to get really creepy and annoying and bothersome..

cant you be like other normal friends??

man.. im too creeped out to even stumble into u anywhere...!!

dude... its not SEXY or FUNNY at all to be mr. DESPERADO..

p.s: Bitchy mode is now off....

sorry... its just that... this wasnt the 1st time he bothered me like this... 3x is already enuff...

melting in progress

2011-05-04T00:26:00.000+08:00

owhh~~

boys are so cute when they make that sweet "mamai" voice..

agree noe?

How now brown cow?

2011-05-03T03:54:00.000+08:00

IQin is going to college soon!

Aiman will be having his PMR exams (target best result)

Aisya with her big UPSR exam (target SBP)

me?

i need a job..

and abit of life in self...

im getting rather rusty...

feeling like 32 than 23.... >.>

blackberry pearl?? sweet!!

2011-04-23T01:59:00.000+08:00

yup..

bought a new sweet lookin hp,

n i cudnt believe it was a BB...

sweet, chic n very simple...

whadya think? ;p

BlackBerry Pearl

actually,

i didnt plan to buy this,

i was randomly walking around to see if there any FLIP phone that's cute...

maybe its fate when i saw this...

and i straight away ask the man for the price...

Quite reasonable, considering the cheapskate i am...

so yeah... ;p

a BB flip phone...

too cute!! i like!! <3

(cant wait to paste stickers on it... kekeke)

Tadaima

2011-04-20T23:36:00.000+08:00

Ya Allah..

that warm feeling of being home

and able to see familiar faces...

love love love!!

CoinBox Surprise!!

2011-04-19T00:46:00.000+08:00

this super cute coin box is just breathtaking and so adorable!!

i cant stand it!! i just have to have it...

luckily, my mom was around, so i made her buy it for me...

how childish can i get.. but hey... im forever her baby... hehehe <3

im just so happy!!!

new hair cut, old style... :)

2011-04-18T16:59:00.000+08:00

been wanting to cut my hair since my fringe was covering my eyes...

so i was thinking to cut like this...

then, i thought... hey!! this wud be like Ibu Sri kan?? hehehe... :)

being her, 20 years ago... ;p

when i cut it...

it turns out, i looked like my baby sister instead...

end result....

TAADAA!!! ;p

china doll bangs...

hahhaa... went to class today with kebaya and abit of make up..

and evrybody was like...

overreacted much??

teehee...

The Heart Has Lips

SweetFace

This Animator Dream

top questions!!

9GAG

Internship

Happy 2012

Xmas 2011

u said this... then... that....

best dating spots 101

Jealous

Milk Secret

hearts

Singaporean Malaysian Trip!

Young Tigers

Bakso Getaway

that lil feeling...

dia nangis lagi

PUTPET 1st Year Anniversary

overthinking it?

BabyFace

CURSE YOU TROLL!!

rugged

wishful thinking

like a boy

one night tonight

xtra curriculum

Happy 23rd, Puteri

Graphic Melaka Trip

iCity

true hobby

knot

Daddy's lil Princesses

dear broadband

romanticly..... a turn off...

happypill

michael cera

En.Ezwan

my friday...

worsen the worse.. >.>

chu me much!!

circles..

Back to School

Penang Trip 2011 (3)

Penang Trip 2011 (2)

Penang Trip 2011 (1)

Going Penang

Syawal 2011

outing dating with Shafinaz

official wrap for kali kedua drama...

me back home..

1st Buka

working again

pretty much of that

Who said??

Delivery Havoc

Being a Wife

Politics?

feet habit

must have

Conty Girl

:(

i

Damn You!

Society

Life

aku bukan aku yang dulu

Personality

Daddy Day

Health

i hate you

heart beating?

hye

letter to mr.boyfie

Grenade for Bullies (to sing)

Sticky Goo Monster

Daddy is home

sickness combo!!!

school kid

Danny Messi no more

melting in progress