Let's Start a Family

I had a short chat with hubby the other night. Goes something like this...

Puteri

Cayang, can I ask you something

(i would always start our convo with this to make sure he's paying attention)

Hubby

yeah?

Puteri

Do you get jealous sometimes, at friends who has complete (not divorced) parents?

Hubby

I do.

Puteri

really?

Hubby

yeah. do you?

Puteri

I do. I always wondered what would it be like to have dinner with my ayah and ibu sri, at home, home cooked meals...

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I wouldn't call my family (or his) broken. Just not compatible. Some are just so fortunate to feel belong in a family still attached to each other. We didn't get to experience that. I didn't get to experience that my whole life.

but not that I'm fretting over the past.

this got me to realized, we need to love and stick to each other, for the sake of our child(ren).
I wanna be a complete family, forever. I beg for this. I'll fight for this. In syaa Allah...

That slight bump

Just wanna record,

4th January 2017
11:28pm

Your dad felt your kicks for the first time. :)
His reaction? "Damn...."

I love you both very much. <3 p="">