Countdown Survey (PART 2)

Gatal rereading my old posts. Decided to rewrite this one again for fun.

Old post: http://puterinurulfatehah.blogspot.my/2011/01/countdown-survey.html

TEN HOW’S: 

How did you get one of your scars?

I was making Lasagna when I accidentally touched the hot oven and burned my hand.

Just a lil.

How did you celebrate your last birthday?

Gotten a surprise bouquet of roses from hubster :)

How are you feeling at this moment?

Cold, sleepy, sluggish, lazy.

How did your night go last night?

On the bed, playing "Guess the Song", 90's music version, using Spotify, with hubby.

How did you do in high school?

Ok, i guess. It has been 12 years...

How did you get the shirt you’re wearing?

Bought it at a bundle shop. Bandoru Shoppu~

How often do you see ur best friend?

Every day, every night. :)

How much money did you spend last month?

Not sure if I spent too much or too little, considering paying bills and stuff.

How old do you want to be when you get married?

Married at 27, just as planned. ;p

How old will you be on your next birthday?

29.

NINE WHAT’S:

Your mother's name?

Sri Asmarani

What did you do last weekend?

Slept in, made brunch and went out shopping a little

What is the most important part of your life?

My family.

What would you rather be doing?

Pursuing my dreams to become a cartoonist.

What did you last cry over?

A nightmare.

What always makes you feel better when you’re upset?

Hugs from hubby and food.

What’s the most important thing you look for in a significant other?

Loyalty, love, and comfort.

What are you worried about?

Being a new mom soon.

What did you have for breakfast?

Bananas. Like the real ones.

EIGHT HAVE YOU’S:

Have you ever liked someone who had a girlfriend/boyfriend?

Yeah.... And I married him. #regretsnothing

Have you ever had your heart broken?

Yup. And I married the heartbreaker. LOL

Have you ever been out of the country?

Yup. But need to get out more.

Have you ever done something outrageously dumb?

Yeah. But I seriously can't recall which was the worst.

Have you ever been back stabbed by a friend?

I don't think so. No one that I can remember?

Have you ever had sex on the beach?

Hahaha! No.

Have you ever dated someone younger than you?

Yeah, I guess? But, nothing serious?

Have you ever read an entire book in one day?

COMICS! 

SEVEN WHO’S:

Who was the last person you saw?

My officemates and they're still here.

Who was the last person you texted?

My sister in our family WhatsApp group.

Who was the last person you hung out with?

Awan Kekanda, business matters.

Who was the last person to call you?

Awan Kekanda, business matters, again.

Who did you last hug?
Hubby.

Who is the last person who texted you?
The same sister whom I texted last.

Who was the last person you said “I love you” to?
Taufik Hidayat.

SIX WHERE’S:

Where does your best friend live?

With me. :)

Where did you last go?

Office.

Where did you last hang out?

Leko, The Curve.

Where do you go to school?

SMKBU, UiTM Perak, and UiTM Puncak Perdana.

Where is your favorite place to be?

At home, with hubby and my furboys.

Where did you sleep last night?

At home.

FIVE DO’S:

Do you like someone right now?

I do. :)

Do you think anyone likes you?

He better!

Do you ever wish you were someone else?

Nope.

Do you know the muffin man?

yeah~

Does the future scare you?

It does.

FOUR WHY’S:

Why are you best friends with your best friend(s)?

Because we're a match. :)

Why did you get a myspace?

I guess, my mom made me do it?

Why did your parents give you the name you have?

They didn't.

Why are you doing this survey?

Because I'm freaking PROCRASTINATING!

THREE IF’S:

If you could have one super power what would it be?

Magic!

If you could go back in time and change one thing, would you?

Yes.

If u were stranded on a deserted island & could bring 1 thing what would you bring?

Logically, a knife.

TWO WOULD-YOU-EVER’S:

Would you ever get back together with any of your ex’s if they asked you?

I married my ex. #sorrynotsorry

Would you ever shave your head to save someone you love?

Yes. Yes, I would.

ONE LAST QUESTION

Are you happy with your life right now?

Yes, I am. :)

Need to Clean

There were few occasions where my husband and I would invite friends and family over to stay or hang out. We like having company around, once in a while.

Also on these occasions, I would try my very best to either book a cleaner a day before or clean the house myself. My husband would always bother me, telling me I don't have to go to that extent, as they are the people we're close with.

I realized I've developed this habit of wanting the house clean and spotless before having guests, and why wouldn't I? No matter how close we are to them, always keep the house clean for guests, because having the house messy and dirty, would leave a bad taste in my mouth, and don't even wanna know how the guests would react.

I just don't want them to go to my toilet, with it being moldy and slippery.. or smelly, like them public toilet. No! I want them to come and go comfortably and at ease.

Not to mention my reputation as a woman! I hate dirty houses. I am honestly not the CLEANEST, as my mom (who's a clean freak), but I try my best to keep my very own house clean and comfy.

This doesn't only apply when we're having guests around, it is also, for our own sake, I try to clean and organize everything, so life would be easier and nice.

This is exactly why I like small houses with minimal furniture and items. I'm trying so hard not to be a hoarder. I don't even like things being on the floor, like boxes or beanbags. It's difficult to vacuum or mop.

My husband doesn't help around much, and I kinda preferred he rather not. He's the type to do one thing and ignore the rest, like washing up all the dishes, leaving the fork and spoon behind, or cook but doesn't clean.. or throw away the garbage but doesn't replace the plastic bag. buat kerja setengah jalan, kata orang. urgh...

This is why I'm sort of tired all the time. Come home from work, to clean and cook, and clean again. It's almost never ending. It's extra tiring when you're almost 8 months pregnant. Sometimes, I don't even bother cooking or even cleaning. I would call the cleaner more frequently. Hubby would have to buy take away dinner for us. But, you can't blame me! I've been doing everything from before, so he has no say! LoL!

But for whatever reason, hubby never argue or whine when I asked for help, just setengah jalan je skit. Kena ketuk satu-satu, baru buat. tapi xpe, dia buat jugak. ILOVEYOU.

Gross Things I Secretly Enjoy (from Buzzfeed)

(BOLD THE ONES YOU'RE GUILTY OF.)


1. Peeling off a big piece of nail varnish in one go.

2. Scraping a really good chunk of dirt out from under your nail.

3. Crumbling off your mascara instead of using makeup remover.

4. Not flossing as a treat.

5. Wearing the same bra for several days (weeks?) and not giving a shit. 

6. Smelling the clothes you wore yesterday and realising you can definitely wear them again.

7. Using dry shampoo instead of actual shampoo. For several days in a row.

8. Just washing your fringe, and everyone thinking you’ve got lovely clean hair.

9. Picking crumbs out of your bra… and if you’re feeling really gross, eating them. 

10. Finding something even better than crumbs in your bra, like popcorn. Yum. 

11. Chilling out in front of the TV with your hands down your pants. (it's warm down there)

12. Running your fingers through your pubes in a non-sexual way.

13. Eating something that fell on the floor – three second rule. Or is it five seconds?

14. Keeping a tampon in for slightly longer than you’re meant to. 

15. Wrapping toilet paper round your pants instead of using a pad.

16. Picking dry skin of your lips.

17. Picking dry skin of your feet.

18. Weeing in the shower. 

19. Weeing in the bath.

20. Cleaning your body with wet wipes instead of having a shower, meaning you can wake up later.

21. Eating food in bed.

22. Smelling your own farts.

23. Picking out your eye goop and marvelling at the size of it.

24. Getting a big bit of ear wax out of your ear.

25. Not bothering to wash your sports bra because it’s only going to get dirty again anyway.

26. Plucking out a really tough hair on your face, and putting it on your mirror like a hunting trophy.

27. Squeezing a whitehead and watching a really long pus worm wiggle out. 

28. Squeezing a massive zit which hits the mirror.

29. Stroking a rogue chin hair.

30. Picking out an ingrown hair.

31. Staring in awe at all the gunk that comes out on a pore strip.

32. Waking up on Saturday, and going to the shops in your oldest, grubbiest clothes/pyjamas with no make-up and greasy hair. Also known as “Grossery” shopping*.

33. Putting fresh make-up over yesterday’s make-up which you didn’t bother to clean off.

34. Smelling your armpits and being impressed by the scent.

35. Whacking new deodorant over old deodorant instead of having a shower. 

36. Using perfume instead of having a shower. 

37. Dusting your flakey scalp and watching the flakes fall like snow. 

38. Scratching your scalp and getting lots of satisfying dead skin under your fingernails.

39. Warming your hands inside you bra by holding your boobs. 

40. Picking weird dusty grey stuff out of your belly button.

41. Pulling out a particularly long, wiry pube that catches your attention.

42. Looking into the toilet to admire the size of your poo.

43. Belching louder than any guy.

44. Feeling proud when you do a really noisy fart.

45. Wearing make-up that you bought about 10 years ago. 

46. Pulling hairs out of your bum crack in the shower. 

47. Spreading your stray hairs on the shower wall. 

48. Rolling stray hairs into little balls and throwing them in the vague direction of the bin, missing the bin and leaving it.

49. Cutting your nails, and not paying attention to wear they fly.



(23 out of 49. Not bad..)

MerMummy

Dulu cita-cita nak jadi mermaid... at long last, the perfect mermaid tail..

for my most favourite place in the world : The BED!! 

DON'T WATCH THAT!

My 2 favourite thing to watch is forbidden now by hubster (because of pregnancy)...

Horror movies and pimple popping videos.

what is my life now?

:'(

Things happened

A lot of things happened and I don't feel the need to document my life stories anymore. At least, not at the moment. I simmered down abit. To tell you the truth, it got a little boring right now.

and no...

I'm not talking about my marriage.. duh... That has been super! and private.. hehehe..

I'm talking about my daily life now, with work, chores, family and friends. Things has been a routine to me lately. Been eager for the weekend from week to week, and friends, let's just say, we, they, us, had our own lives now. Some of us catch up on each other, but seldom. Even we, my husband and I, sometimes, don't feel like going out anymore.

I'm abit bored with life now. I even cried to my husband that I wanted to quit my job, cause it's stressing me out, but he needed my support still. I was being selfish. I'm not the type to stay in one job for a long period of time. This is the LONGEST job I've been into. 

I was thinking of going into business. Been taking advices from my friends, and am very excited for it, but, with my job now, I can't find the right time and mind for it. This has been going on for months. But I have yet to give up. Pinterest been a great help to me, too. (wink wink)

Well, enough sad stories. My life isn't that pathetic.

My 3 boys are almost 2 years old now. Everyone who came visit us kept saying they're bigger that regular cats, and by bigger, they mean, FATTER! Hahaha!! Now I'm training them for routine diet, no more free flow kibbles anymore. My bad. But, they look so cute when they're laying around, flat on their backs, exposing their fleshy tummies. It warms my stressful days, everyday.

Also, last month was our FIRST WEDDING ANNIVERSARY. Was so excited for months! But, I was sent out by my job that very week. I missed it. :(      But I celebrated it still. Made exclusive dinner (was only meatball bolognese but fancy af) with sparkling juice, watch TV...... and stuff.. That was a nice evening.

Then,... OH!

My baby sister got engaged! Oh yes.. Iqin got engaged. So happy for her. She was pretty in peach, smiling, being nervous and stuff. Ah, I remembered my days.. so naive and sweet.

While she was going around being congratulated at, I, on the other hand, just got chopped, stir fried and served. All the gushes of questions. You know that question... Baby this, baby that... I had to explain over and over again, we're planning after a year of marriage, but since everybody knew it has already been a year, they kicked me out of the event (in the cutest way lahh), tell me to go home and do some 'homework'.. even told me techniques and bazingas. I don't really mind them, but come on la aunty.. not at a gathering... not at my sister's engagement party, of all events! GOLLY!

Been wanting to blog from time to time, but every time I sat down and open the laptop, I don't feel like typing anymore. Probably, all i could think of is my job,  now that it reminds me every time I on a computer. I appreciate my surroundings more, spending time with my hubby, cooking, snuggling time with my boys, extra sleepy time.

Yeah, it's gonna be awhile now... Gotta cook!!

p.s: Malas nk letak gambar.. just go to my insta...

short shorty sighted

My eye sight is getting worse by the year! Siapa anak Aziz ni, memang sejarah rabun kuat! Adik beradik sume berderet pakai glasses. Tunggu yg bongsu je. Most likely because of our addiction or life dedication to electronic screens. But then again, 4 out of 5 of my dad siblings, they all wore glasses.

I hate glasses, such a burden to my nose and so much sight limitations, not to mention the goofy look i got when i wore them with my hijab. urgh!! But i can't get used to contact lenses either. They made my eyes tired and dry, annoys me to my brain. Besides, it's an easier option to wear glasses instead of contacts.

I remembered, my eye sight was bad that i can't read signboards. Now, i can't even see the book right in front of me! It's increased so bad, I'm totally annoyed, I feel like doing lasik surgery. Ni baru naik power jadi 2. The rest of my siblings got their powers up to 7 or 8! I don't know how are they not annoyed. 

I just hope my future children would get their father's perfect eye sight. And eyes. :)

Bila Putet jumpa Photobooth

Going to 30 but i don't care!!

This is what i do!

Gym Farts

Went to the gym.

Forgot my gym shoe. 

Wanted to go home.

Didn't bring enough cash. 

Sitting idle at the gym.

With flip flops.

Damn it Puteri... Damn it... 

P.s: well, can always use the sauna now.. 

thoughtlost

In a conversation and your brain left you hanging?

Happens all the time, especially when it doesn't really caught my interest (but usually pretends to).

Every time! When somebody was talking to me so interestedly about their stuff, surely I'll pay attention, but then, at one point, no matter if the subject was interesting or not, my mind will seem to go wandering off somewhere.. no.. more like NOWHERE.

It's not like those usual brain occupied or was thinking about something random. No. It literally went to space. Blank. Empty. It's like i skipped time and went forward a few minutes. Then felt ultimately guilty about not 'paying attention'. This feels extra weird when that somebody asks me a question about it. But then, DATA NOT FOUND. Shit. What was the question? What were we talking about? Where did I left off?

Oh, dang it Put, you time travelled again, didn't you??

oh. brain farted again.

30 Day Challenge (Day 7)

Day 7: My 5 Favourite Songs

#1

Part of That World (The Little Mermaid)

#2

Colours of The Wind (Pocahontas)

#3

When Can I See You Again - Owl City

#4

Dance In The Mirror - Bruno Mars

#5

Honey Bee - Zee Avi

p.s: Do you know how hard it is for me to pick songs??? I had to ask my husband what I like.. >.>

p.s.s: I don't usually have favourites, I listen to what I like.

30 Day Challenge (Day 6)

Day 6: What I'm afraid of...

#1

Cockroaches

#2

Riots

#3

Gore

#4

Nail ripping

#5

Pain

#6

Hell punishments

#7

Heights

#8

Wide open spaces (Agoraphobic)

#9

Guilt

#10

Broken hearted

p.s: there's more to this list, but gonna leave 10 of em for now.

30 Day Challenge (Day 5)

Day 5: My Proudest Moment

When 1st received my Dean's List award. I wasn't (prolly still am) the brightest, so, to achieve something like an "academical award" sounds like a dream. What's more, I received it 4 times during my Diploma years. True, I wouldn't have done it without them lovely people around me. They gave me exactly what I need.. A HUGE PUSH!! Thanks a bunch, guys. (you know who you are).

30 Day Challenge (day 4)

Day 4: My Dream Job

Ever since I was a child, I've always dream of drawing for a living. To merrily away with my tools and brushes, and make money out of it (duhh). At first I'd filled in "PAINTER". Anything to do with arts. As i grew a little older, I discover comic books and anime. I was obsessed. I talk about it all the time. Since then, my dream job is to be a Cartoonist. A comic book writer. It's my passion! My one dream job.

At one point, I wanted to be an animator, but being an animator itself isn't suitable for me, i know that now. So, I go back on pursuing to be a cartoonist. People often tells me that it's a tough world for a cartoonist, but I'm fortunate to have my husband support since forever. That is all i need. 

Even though, now I'm at that point where I can't draw anymore, I still haven't given up on it. Pray for me now. :)

30 Day Challenge (day 3)

Day 3: My Favorite Quote

Not sure who wrote this, but my life is based on this ever since.

Thank you to whoever wrote this.

30 Day Challenge (day 2)

Day 2: 20 Facts About Me

#20

Constantly wanderlusting.

#19

I just love tea. Should be a pro by now (jk, no)

#18

Never smoke. A vape puff doesn't count, though, i hate it.

That tar feeling on my tonsils, just no!

#17

Major foodie (need the gym, pronto)

#16

Chocolate! Must have!

(especially the dark ones)

(especially on period or bad moods)

(especially if you don't wanna see on a killing spree)

#15

I dance, hell yeah I do! Just not with accurate body coordination.

#14

Prefers to shower in front of the mirror, because, the shower is my stage!

(did i mention, i have to have music on while i bathe?)

(thanks Spotify)

#13

I have 3 adorable kittens!

(Mueez, Mateen and Garfield(anak angkat))

#12

I tend to procrastinate, a lot. Like, even if my life depends on it, 

if there's 5 minutes to spare, I'd take em.

#11

The type to burn my cooking because I was busy washing the dishes.

#10

Not a morning person. No surprise there, though.

#9

When i work (like really work, not procrastinating), my workstation is a mess.

But, I remember where everything is placed. Don't try to clean it up!

#8

I'm actually a shy person. Not extremely, just average shy.

If I'm likely to be surrounded by people I don't know (while my friends entertaining others), I'll be that fat awkward elephant the corner, eating.. just eating. Most of my friends would deny this.

#9

I'm an ultimately an internet addict. (who isn't?)

#8

I love to draw, but I'm at a point where I can't really draw anymore. It's like, my one and only gift is gone. Need to regain it. Dream job: Cartoonist (still!)

#7

I am making waxing my monthly routine, including BRAZILIAN

(you're welcome, cayang)

#6

Known as a bully my whole life, little that they know, that I was a bully victim myself (1995 - 1998).

Thanks childhood bastards. I still do pranks, though.

#5

Don't tell my sister, but I'm actually a Disney Princess... shhh...

#4

I shower everyday, despite the fact that I hate bathing.

#3

I am constantly hungry. Constantly.

#2

I have a horrid laugh. No joke.

#1

I'm in love everyday, because I married my best friend.

p.s: meow~

30 Day Challenge (day 1)

Day 1: My Blog Name

The Heart Has Lips

Made this up when I was in university. I was at the peak of my teen years before heading to adulthood, so a lot had been going on for me. People assumed that I'm simple minded, but surprisingly, even to myself, I can't keep some emotions go under. But despite everything, I avoid being complicated at all cost (malas layan drama). So, I'm prone to keep things to myself.

By the day I created this particular blog, I thought, this might be the perfect opportunity for me to express, or better, to motivate myself. So, if this blog is the place for me to pour my heart out, this blog will be the lips of it. 

This blogs contains most of my childish brags and rants. Random bits of me and things i kept hidden inside. I made it public, to feel free from oppression and depression. Its not for show, but for memories, as i would go through it, throughout the years, and give myself a pat at the back.

p.s: got bored.. so this 30 days challenge it is.. duhh~

Title

now, i am no longer,

Cik

Anak Dara

Gadis

Miss

Ms.

Tino 

(bak kata Awin)

Lady

they call me puan...

PUAN PATEHAH

(...to be precise)

(the nerve)

Melody of the Wind

chng chng chng

goes the wind chime in the ring

ding ding ding

goes the larger in the wind

melody of the wind

whispering that lullaby

painting unseen words in the air

with brushes from the sky

thus, we shall listen...

just listen

p.s: Still looking for this, for my room

months before~

Just a few months before I'm going to be handed to my significant other.

Within these few months before,

I've seen some changes in our relationship. Everything turns serious but fun. We are more mature and decisive of our future. We thought of home, furniture, stable jobs, kids, clothes. We thought more of the future settlements of educations, schools, medical, travels. Its never too late or too early to plan.

Within these few months before,

I've already felt the wedding pressure. What colour? What theme? Which venue? What gift? Who to invite? It was fun and games at first, until it really involves money and amount of invitations. The jitters are real!

Within these few months before,

Upon receiving wedding invitations from other, it's no longer when is my turn. It's, "lets go and ask how they manage a wedding". The answers are always different but nerve wrecking all the same. I cringe as i watch videos or blogs of failing weddings and being ridiculed of. How humanity is lost, when you are invited to bless the wedding, yet you complained of how bad the food was. You came for free, so shut up. People are so judgmental. 

Within these few months before,

All I thought of is how to save more money, to gain more money. Alas, i'm so wasteful. I just got a proper job, hopefully. I just need to save. Not only for the wedding, but for our future. I need to be more considerate of my S/O. Nothing comes easy and goes free. Just to dot it, I'm bad at counting and too sympathetic, thus I have not much confidence in business. I'd love to do one though.

It may be months before, but in time, it'll turn days in a jiffy~ brr...