I got HITCHED

YUP!

I'm a wife since 2 weeks ago. Crazy? I know! But expected. Know him too long to get married. LOL.

15 May 2015

After a week of not seeing each other, I saw him smiling confidently in front of me, facing my dad. My dad on the other hand, tried hard to distract himself from feeling cheerless. He, after all, am going to hand me over to another man.

The ceremony started with doa's and speeches. Friends and family members took this chance to smile and wave at me on the dais. My mom and I, both were feeling excited and nervous, witnessing 'business talks' between men, of the exchange (of me).

The moment my dad took Topet's hand, my heartsank.

" Mohamad Taufik Hidayat bin Mohamad Ali Shahbuddin, aku nikahkan kau dengan anakku, Puteri Nnrul Fatehah binti Aziz, dengan mas kahwin, RM**, tunai."

"Saya, Mohamad Taufik Hidayat bin Mohamad Ali Shahbuddin, terima nikahnya, Puteri Nurul Fatehah binti Aziz, dengan mas kahwinnya, RM**, tunai.'

With those words, going only once, I officially became Taufik Hidayat's wife. Puan Puteri, I must say. LoL. My mom got excited, whispered, congrats sayang. You're a wife now. Whereas for my dad, he tried his very best to hold in his tears, as i saw a glimpse of him looking at me with teary eyes. I love you ayah.

The feeling is tremendously heartfilling.

Thank you ayah, for being there for me ever since forever. For 27 years, I failed you multiple times, but never once you failed me. Thank you for everything. You truly a superhero. I love you so much.

Sunny Ma Bunny No More~

Because of my tight schedule for work and personal playtime, I neglected my rebound love many times.. Im so sorry love...

Now, he's not with us anymore.....





 CHILL!! He's not dead yet!

My dad took pity of our situation, he gave my bunny to my aunt, thus making her, his new owner. I had to agree. Sunny isn't compatible with a grassless condo life with me. He deserve the sun, grass and a family attention, all which my aunt and her family can provide.

He is now happier his new family, which is the best for him. I miss him though. I heard he got new BFFs, a bunch of cats my aunt took care of. He even got a new name, Totoro (my cousin named him that.)

I know you're just a bunny and will never understand this, but you've been a special emotional aid to me all this while.. You heard my woes, saw my tears and laughter, my affections and everything. I'll miss those moments when we would sit together, side by side, on the darkest nights. You would some times run around and nibble me everywhere. I would snuggle you and you would just sit there, snuffling.. And when you're excited, you would run around so fast, then lay under a tree shade when you're tired. That's the cutest! You would get mad after I smothered my face on you until you got uncomfortable. You would just thump you feet so loud! Haha! Annoyed much? These scars you gave me, will always make me remember you by~

There's so much more... But the best is when you would kiss me all over my hands and chin when you missed me... You are such a puppy sometimes..

I miss you Sunny (now Totoro)

You are truly the sunniest part of my life. Thank you for everything. Will visit you soon ok?

my big baby boy~

Pemimpi 2.0 Photo Memories

Pemimpi 2.0

Over the last weekend, I went to a reunion gathering party held by the Pemimpi people (which are ex students of UiTM Graphic Design, Shah Alam). Though, I'm basically an outcast in the group, but majority of the people are my friends i made along the way from Diploma years to Topet's Degree years. 

I thought that, i left graphic designing a long time ago, and the people there knew each other more than me, i should feel left out of the group somehow. How wrong i was. They are all so welcoming and so much fun. I was announced as Topet's fiancee, but they knew better that i'm more than that to them. I knew them before the event, so things were less awkward. I just go with the flow (and also wouldn't wanna waste the fee that my fiancee paid for me, just to see me bored).

So, as soon as we arrived, we were greeted by the early comers (the event was held in Melaka btw, so we had few separated convoys). There was a small pool there, so as soon as the other boys reached, they hopped in straight away! They were like little rascals in the water. Us women, we were setting up with the kitchen and stuff, and we sure were excited to meet one another, especially my 6 month pregnant bestie!!

Dawn came, and the guys set up the barbecue. The smell of marinated chicken filled the area almost instantly! Oh! And Dya, our very own patisserie, she brought over her famous pavlova, brownies and chocolate fondue fountain, along with everything else sweet! We also had homemade ice cream and watermelons, and I was in charge of tomorrow's sandwiches for breakfast. Feels like summer and camping. Feels like youth. Reliving youth all over again.

We had karaoke sessions, with ALOT of cheering! It doesn't matter if you're singing is bad or good, as long as we all had fun, laughing and singing together. Soon, Topet and Eno hosted a guessing game, where we acted out the words and everybody guess it. It was hilarious! They sure had different actions for different things (like dog, king and tree). True enough, my team lost, and we were punished to sing the UiTM song, but who knew, that it would be so epic, everybody starts joining in and soon, started marching, circling the pool. Its too bad we can't held another game after that since everybody was exhausted from excessive cheering and singing, and being thrown in the pool, LOL.

The rest of the night, we just chilled. There were people who sang karaoke. There were people continued eating. There were people playing mini games among themselves. And there's me, lying on the carpet, outdoors, gazing at the stars and moon, feeling the breeze and singing along to Pijan's guitar tunes. It was heavenly. I was so grateful to attend the event. I was grateful to Eno who had thought of this. Everything was peaceful and nice. Wishing that time would somehow slow down just a little bit for us. Oh well....

Next morning, i woke up to make breakfast, only to witness a massacre scene in the living room! LoL! Its the boys. They sure can sleep just anywhere. Not just that, some of them, still have the energy to go swimming! Or tossing people in the pool! Oh well, they need to shower anyway...

Just before we check out, we had our final group shot (wajib)! I was a bit weary, though. So, as soon as we start convoying in Melaka city, I took a nap. I woke up in the middle of the convoy and they were still discussing where to head for lunch. They even accidentally left Pijan at the gas station all alone! Cruel much! But these are the things that jot the dot in our memories.

After lunch, we head to the desert of Klebang, where we had beautiful photo sessions all together. But it was so hot and dry!! The sand were soft and there's some got into my shoes. So i walked bare footed, but it burns!!! But better than having sand in my shoes though. Just after the scorching heat of the dessert, we had COCONUT SHAKES!! It was so heavenly, i had brain freeze! It was extra tasty when we drink with friends all around. As dusk shadowing the land, we decided to head home.

As we were driving home, we had news that 2 of our friend's car broke down and can't start at all. But since we've gone too far from them, we decided to wait for them at the RnR station. There i took a shower in the public toilet. Even after all that fixing, our friend's car still can't seem to be done. The rest decided to stay and help, and they told us to go ahead home rather than wait for them. Feeling helpless, we head home.

As they all say, in all matters, there's a silver lining. The rest had so much fun hanging out in Melaka still until dawn, and i'm really jealous! We should have turned back, just to see what we can help mentally and be a team about it. pfftt!! And Dya cant seem to get enough about rubbing the fun they had to my face... LOL!! Worse come to worse, they manage to solve their problems, and all is home safely..

I had so much fun writing this post, as i reminisce the good times we had. Reality may be harsh, but being a 'dreamer' makes everything possible. Thank you all for giving me the opportunity to feel energetic and positive! And i wish you all a happy life, until we all meet again soon, for Pemimpi 3.0 perhaps?

p.s: i wasn't invited to Pemimpi 1.0 because i was in Puncak and that was meant for AD students. But now, what the heck! ;p

Dear Allah,

Despite my crude behaviour in life, i am thankful for granting me many people in my life..

I am thankful for my mother, whom gave birth to me.. regardless the distance we have between us, we are never separated in heart. Never lose faith in me, always believe i can achieve many things (even the smallest things counts for her).

I am thankful for my father, always giving me a pathway towards the biggest picture in life. Always giving me the 2nd chance thought i don't deserve. And is always there to help. Sometimes, to teach a child to find, is to play 'Hide and Seek'. Nothing is given in the real world, except to expected to be taken back.

I am thankful for my fiancee, that 1st stranger to accept me as who i am. Always, and ALWAYS there whenever i'm down, whenever i'm at my lowest, most useless state. Knowing how stubborn, how anxious and how thoughtless i can be at most times. Notices the tasteless changes in me. You still stuck a ring on me.

I am thankful for my siblings, who are always my little rays of sunshine. My trouble makers. My migraine enhancements. My mud puddles. Always a grim, never a bore. Those lil baby talk we had, turns to meaningful chats. Everything you guys do, made me reminisce and smile. Never fail.

I am thankful for my best friends, my vitamins in life. Supports me to almost everything i do. Listens and listen good. Never sigh to my woes, never scream to my tantrums. Even after knowing that i'm not they type to contact all the time, never to forget me, as i never forget them, EVER! Always so important, so true.

So, Please dear Allah,

Hear my prayers, for you are the Most Loving and Most Caring, Most Forgiving.

Give love and protection to these love ones of my life. Give support and justice to their soul. Forgive their sins and banish their fears. Purify their heart from evil and stray them from hell fire, for they are precious to me on earth. Amin...

Life as a Degree Student

Alhamdulillah...
all hustles and bustles as a student has finally ended..
(in syaa allah, if my result turns out well)

im sorta sad (expected) to leave my dear friends in Puncak..
they're the best comical people iv met..
of course, my school and diploma friends are awesome too..
but these guys, they're really, undeniably comical.. (and they said, im the cartoony one)

anyway,
within my 3years of degree in animations..
alot of frustrations and challenges faced me, and i was afraid i fear it alone.
thus, a few gentle and loving friends stood behind me, supporting me all the way..

together, we faced all sorts of challenges,
assignments, tests, exams, death, revival, mockery and discouragements.

thank you guys,
for coming to accompanying me in my room,
for letting me hang over ur house almost all the time,
for lending/giving the sweater,
for giving me the awesome anime collections,
for sharing awesome asgmnts updates and infos,
for sharing cool VFX tutorials,
for trusting in me with your lighter,
for being such a lovely dope,
for helping me with my japanese vocabs,
for letting me sleepover at ur house freQuently,
for giving me moral support when im down,
for your warm loving hugs,
for all ur troll jokes that make me laugh so bad,
for being my irritator and fight buddy,
for bring me to mamak almost evry night,
for being a sweet awkward fellow,
for having such awesome patience with me,
for laughing at my lame jokes,
for sharing hilarious youtube vids,
for sharing new experiences,
for that many lovely things we shared together...

but mainly,
thank you, for being you... :)

and also,
im sorry if,
i made you guys angry and frustrated,
i happened to hit you too hard,
i made you sad and disappointed,
i owe you guys and hvnt paid back (do tell, im very forgetful)
i was stubborn
i was passive in a group project
i was such a a**hole,
i even said anything offensive,
i was being too insensitive,
i made things awkward,
i embarrassed any of you,
i was being too annoying and troll much,
i was such a scumbag,
i made all the things that i shudnt hv done or said towards you guys...

forgive me? :(

the time between 2010 to 2012, those times can nvr be replace by anything in the world,
even when there's an alien invasion, going to suck my memories of you guys for no good reasons,
i'll nvr give em up... for you guys are awesome, stupendous and super AWESOME!!

i love you guys, may we meet again someday and hopefully, you guys will only change physically and maintain your awesomeness.. :)

p.s: you know who you are.. :)

Woman of Degree

congrats my darling Shawty~ :)

u are now a woman of DEGREE!!

Fret not of the troubles troubling in ur troubled mind..

for your future isnt troubled at all...

be at ease and i promise evrything will be fine...

again, syabas very2 much!!

forever my true derping friend

forever my shawty

FOREVER MY NORASHIKIN ABD RAHMAN... ;)

sayang awk

<3

Penang Trip 2011 (3)

Day #3

mr.Boyfie came to the apartment very early in the morning, even i wasnt fully awake at that time. we checked out the apartment at 12noon and we hit the road.

we skipped breakfast and had a very heavy lunch... NASI KANDAR LINE CLEAR! heard it was famous, that's why they called it nasi kandar beratur or rather "beratoQ". it was heavy but good still... considering i had a phobia towards nasi kandar due to an unfateful event.

after lunch, we headed to see Komtar, the previous tallest building in Malaysia.

then down to Bukit Bendara... hehehe... where we had to ride the tram to go UP!! heheh... it was a fun ride.. and as the tram door opened, we felt the chilling breeze of the hill... so chilling and refreshing... it felt like Cameron Highland there. we walked around and eventually stop to try some ABC and Cendol... which made me regret having it..... i was numb shaking after that... BRRR!!!

the day darkens and we sent Anis home (fiQa took the bus)... we fetched Aunty Sa'adah from work and she treated us with Bertam's Char Kuey Teow...

Nana was happy to see me again as we reached to mr.Boyfie's house. we stayed there and chat awhile, mr.Boyfie packed his stuff for KL (he's following us back to KL)..

Aunty Sa'adah drove us to the train station and Nana tagged along. again, it was heartbreaking seeing Nana crying so hard no letting me go. TT___TT

it was my 1st train ride (as far as i cud remember)... and it was the ones with bunks... i soon fell asleep in my bunk until we reached KL...

and that's how my trip went... ;))

Penang Trip 2011 (2)

Day #2

Nana woke me up so early in the morning, so i had to get up...hehehe.. plus, mr. Boyfie's mom, Aunty Sa'adah was too kind to actually get up so early in the morning to cook us breakfast... i wud be ok if it were eggs and toast... nasi lemak with ayam rendang??? omg... so kind of her... LOVE AUNTY SA'ADAH FOREVER!

it was hard for me to leave the house as Nana cried so hard as i was walking away, calling me to visit very soon... sobsob...

so... we took the ferry to the island and checked in into an apartment resort back in Feringghi beach. we had lunch at a Kapitan in Queensbay and it was SUPERB!!! i love the Naan Cheese!! soo fluffy!!

then, mr.Boyfie had to leave us there awhile (chores), so we walked around the area as we waited for Anis (penang friend). She arrived with an unexpected friend, FiQa... we chatted and laughed and gossiped until mr.boyfie arrived with Anis's brother, Fifi.

we roam around Penang looking for Pasembur (craved), and then, we camwhore at strait Quay and finally went back to the apartment. we hang around for the moment, and as soon as the guys went back, it was pillowtalk nite for us girls (anis and fiQa stayed with us for that night). we chitchatted alot till evrything just went silent... *snoreeee*

p.s: day #2 was on mr.Boyfie's bday... hehehe... *sambil mnyelam, minum air*

Penang Trip 2011 (1)

Day #1

Dahnia and I took the 9.30am Aeroline bus at One Utama. i almost miss the bus though... hehehe... so off we go..... (had subway breakfast provided by the bus!! yum!!)

we were so excited as we cross the infamous Penang bridge. we saw the ocean and ferries and stuff... we made our stop at QueensBay Mall and waited for mr.Boyfie and Man... who were LATE!!

they took us to Balik Pulau (the ride going there was... *puke*), where we had our 1st penang meal, Laksa Penang!!  and we washed it down with ABC!! superb!!

then, they took us to tour Penang's Hard Rock by the Feringghi Beach... camwhoring alot!!

by nightfalls, we reached to Aiza's (penang friend) house. Raya2 abit lorr.... she even served us her Mee Jawa... nicely done... :))

our 1st night in Penang, we bunked in at mr.Boyfie's house. we were actually to shy to stay in, but it was rude to refuse such kind offers.. plus, Nana (mr.boyfie's sister) was SOOO friendly.... ;p

Going Penang

up see daisy

to see what's in Penang for me...

wait up!!

im coming up!!

to see what's in Penang for me...

:)

3days trip with bestie, Dahnia Suraya...

last call b4 class starts next monday.. >.>

Panty Love Cookie

thank you Nia

hehehe

sexxie cookie

Waffle Nite Awesomeness

It all started with tumblr...

Lynda posted an awesome waffle...

so, zoom!!!!

TO WAFFLE WORLD!!

happy Lynda with awesome Blueberry Waffle

happy Nia (with Banana Pancake.. not bad)

Me with extreme nomming time!! ;)

BBtastic... *lame*

haa.... guess what we hv in common...

#1

 well... ehem.... we hv the same ex-bf.. >.>

#2

we both got bf frm penang....

#3

hers : Afik.... Mine : Taufik

haaa..... cool en... ;)

Awesome Blueberry Waffle

Awesome Banana Pancake