Don't like, but not hate

There are many things i don't like, but not hate, example,

TV/Movie Dramas

why?

It's not because I hate them,

It's because I can't win against them.

I'll end up too absorbed, crying, raging, ranting,

and be too tired at the end of the day...

True story~

p.s: anime diff story la... >,<

Fluffy Cows

Yes, I want them as pets please. Thank you.

I'm still dazed

Despite the old age I'm coming to,
I still can't really say that I've matured along with my age.

I still act repulsively.
I still am not sophisticated.
and not to mention, still am very playful.

And there are worse times, when i have to admit,
that I'm not sure i'm womanly at all.
I'm lack of sensitivity and just plain ignorant.

While some girls would watch love movies with emotions,
I'd rather watch my cartoons and Anime.
Yes, I watch dramas as well..
but only selective ones, like Rom Com (Romance Comedy) or Anime.

I should have attended that grooming school for girls my mom suggested.
(but it was too much of a hassle at that time.)
I still lack of that delicate feel.

But then again, i must have some strong points, somewhere, right?

URGH!! This frustrates me even more!!
Just let me try being...  womanly sometimes..
HAHAHA!! I'm sure it'll shock everybody!!

p.s: and here i am ranting about my selfish self again, when knowingly it's noon and I haven't slept a wink last night! Well, just have to stay awake for the rest of the day now~ goshh~

i GAINED???

evryone else

"OMG!! gained 2kg!! need to workout more!!"

me

"OMG!! gained 2kg!! need to poop more!!"

Social Network Maniac

lets see... what do i hv...


Facebook >> http://www.facebook.com/princesscahaya (personal)

Twitter >> https://twitter.com/princesscahaya (personal)

Tumblr >> http://princesslovechocolates.tumblr.com/

2nd Tumblr >> http://scribblingwords.tumblr.com/

BlogSpot >> http://puterinurulfatehah.blogspot.com/

KEEK >> http://www.keek.com/princesscahaya

Youtube >> https://www.youtube.com/user/DoodlingPrincess?feature=mhee

9GAG (not that iv posted anything yet) >> http://9gag.com/puterinurul88

Instagram >> http://followgram.me/puterinurul88/modal 

Pinterest >> http://pinterest.com/puterinurul88/


oh dear... this is bad... :((
almost like i dont hv a real social life... which i dont, really~

im a sad kind of human being.. :(( huwaaa~

next time is no time

what does it mean when you met,

12am, 2am, 4am, 7am, 8am, 10am, 12pm and 1pm? :

it means,

you'r damn lazy to pick up that head from that pillow and do ur asgmnts evntho presentation's coming. urghh!!! kept postponing the time!!!

im f**hed!!

dear broadband

such a blow off... >.>

suffering for days!!! 

>.<

me back home..

me back home after work with daddy..

me break fast with happy family...

me tired and goes upstairs to me room...

WAIT!!

what's this?

the floor is sticky?

soapy sticky... hmm??

febreeze on the dressing table?

what is it doing there? 

*picks it up*

wait..

why is it so light??

ain!! who sprayed febreeze on my floor???

i think its ameen, said ain.

ameen!!! come here now!!

came in and saw me holding febreeze in my hand..

heads down..

who sprayed febreeze on my floor? (x4)

i did...

MOP MY FLOOR NOW!!

Damn You!

you shud be sooooooo thankful that my parents taught me to control my temper! i swear i feel like calling you and curse you so bad, you'll regret that you even know me.

who do you think you are?? just because u think you'r greater than i am, doesnt give you any rights to take me lightly. i GAVE you this freaking opportunity for you to be known in the freaking industry. you swore to me to do your best and wont disappoint me and will make this work. but now??

right from the start you got me into trouble! i was scolded, dissed, mocked, all because of you! ever since this project started, all the troubles happened, all because of you!! seriously... YOU!!

now dont try to detest me or outsmart me or anything!!

yes, i do think its partly my fault too... why? because i was too soft to be pushed around. WHY? cause i RESPECT you... but now? dude.. you just lost it.. you're now just a DOUCHBAG to me, a sweet talker and all talk!! i dont care about your other works... you didnt prove to me anything..

dont try to say im stupid. i TRUSTED you, and you gave me CRAP!! oh wait, i was stupid... TO EVEN TRUST YOU WITH THIS IN THE 1ST PLACE... evn after weeks and weeks of excuses... i had enuff...

now we lost it, and its mainly your fault... i cant cover for you anymore.. you and your freaking EGO... 

Yes, i am a coward... for not telling this straight to your face. coz beside you, is a woman, whom happens to be my friend. you'r lucky enuff that im not that much of a bitch to call her and tell her on you. coz i respect your relationship.

p.s: FYI, im not the type of person to blame another frm a failure... but this... thanks alot... seriously, ALOT!!

sickness combo!!!

fever

very bad flu 

(breathing difficulties)

coughing

sore throat

headaches

swollen ulcer 

(eating difficulties)

dry lips 

(chapped)

1st day menstrual 

what's making it worse?

NO WATER IN THE HOUSE??

HOW ON EARTH AM I SUPPOSE TO SHOWER???

TALK it out

most of the time,
if you talk out the problem,
it can easily be solve...

but if you start out with anger,
ego rises,
both parties get hurt, right?

despite what u said b4,
"explain to them, they wud understand",
why didnt you do that?

if u feel that what i said is hurting you,
did you thought why i did that?
did you thought,
i must hv said something to make her say that.

if you understand the situation,
and try asking why things happen,
it wudnt turn out this way, right?

greatest cause for an argument: assumptions
i guess that happened, right?

p.s: i really dont understand this... jezz.. feeling a Dejavu here...

Lazy Holiday

4months of holiday...

started: 10th May 2011

today: 18th May 2011

damages done: none

its so true!!

the only time when ur free to do anything is when ur busy!!

now that im really free, im "too busy" (lazy) to do anything!!

oh Allah, 

Please help me!!

i dont want another senseless holiday!!

p.s: sure it reminds me of bruno mars's (lazy song), but this is ridiculous... >.>

sicker than sick but not sickest

went to the clinic today to check on my sore throat,

which i assume, the Tonsillitis i'v been hving since young,

came back to me.

Tonsillitis:-

having difficulties to breathe coz the tonsil swelled up,

difficulties to swallow, evn saliva,

dry throat,

constant coughing,

normal tonsils

tonsils i used to hv and will hv if i dont take care of myself

*on the way tho*

and my doctor said,

"yup, its swollen alright"

owh... bummer

well, yeah.. it hurts,

so, yesterday, i was having an "on-off" fever,

but today, im HIT!!

im feeling awful!!

im shaking out of chilliness,

im hv minor migraines and headaches,

not to mention the off balance feeling,
the body aching!!!

despite the fact that i had FULL class today,

almost nonstop!!

9am-11.30am

(cinephoto)

12pm-3pm 

(3D)

3pm-6pm 

(AE)

6pm-7.30pm 

(checking out the recording studio)

9pm-10/11pm 

(recording)

*oh gosh*

aww.. man...

 it has been awhile since my last fever...

or has it?? 

>.>

sick

feeling sick n rotting today...

as soon as i woke up,

my nose n throat dont feel too well.

but i tot, its just some minor sickness,

will go away after shower..

but it stays until now..

urghh... dang it.. >.>

luckly, mr.Boyfie came to resQue

(but actually was to fetch his hp which i accidently took home with me)

and took me out for lil freshin up...

thank you..

loving you endlessly... :)

p.s: i need to lie down... >.>

Curses...

The example of being a social network addict...

me...

it wont function!!!

the internet is just fine...

i can blog n even do tumblr....

but FB an twitter not functioning....

why?????

(like this...)

(and this)

this is bad.. 

just bad....

im losing my mind!!!

in my head...

...i did this alot to you...

BIG TIME alot...

and it felt good enuff... ;p

p.s: im not good at all... ;)

Be cautious when selecting bananas

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At the rate of RM 2/- 1 Kg., death is being sold now-a-days in our markets.

Friends, we all love bananas & we eat a lot of them, but the bananas available in the market are forced ripe by dipping in water mixed with Carbide.  The consumption of these bananas is 100% sure to cause Cancer or some other infection in the stomach. Therefore, such type of bananas are to be avoided. But, how does one recognize the bananas ripened with the help of Carbide?  Bananas which are ripened naturally are dark yellow & there are small black spots here and there on the bananas & the stalks are black. While those which are forced ripe with Carbide are lemon yellow & their stalks are green & moreover they are clearyellow without any black spots. Now, what is Carbide and how is it harmful?  Carbide is a chemical which if mixed with water, emits heat and the heat emitted by a Close tank mixed with Carbide is even more than that emitted by a LPG Cylinder, so much so it can be used for Gas Cutting (which means the calorific value is so high that it can replace LPG gas).  In the same way, when the bunch of bananas are dipped in the water mixed with Carbide, the gas gets absorbed into the bananas & they get ripe.  However, the banana vendors are not that literate & so they do not know the exact proportion of Carbide to be used for a dozen of bananas.  As a result they end up using excess quantity of Carbide which gets absorbed into the bananas & ultimately enters our stomach.  Due to this excess use of Carbide, Tumours can be formed in our digestive system. So, next time you purchase bananas, make sure you select the naturally ripened ones.

Child Abuse

i was watching TV and there was this Singapore TV ad about Singapore crimes TV show and it brought me back to few years ago when i watched the same TV show.

it was about a couple who had be arrested over guilty charges of a boy's death.

The boy was the woman's son who just gotten a new boyfriend after her divorce.

the BF at first was good to the boy and his sister.

until there was several times the mother had to leave them alone in the house, the BF began tormenting the poor boy, tell him to do the most ridiculous things and spank him for nothing.

there was one part that made me so angry, especially with the mother;s stupidity.

the boy was crying so loudly and the mother came to see what went wrong.

then, she saw her BF scolding the boy.

she asked what's wrong. the boy said the guy told him to eat his own POOP...

 yes!! EAT HIS OWN POOP!! 

and you know what the BF said,

by letting the kid to eat poop, it will cure diseases ( heck i forgot what disease).

and u know what,

the dang good for nothing mother believed it and tell the kid to eat it as well..

and the boy forcefully DID!!

i was like???

WTH??? WHAT??? why so stupid la woman!!!

the poor kid died over hard wounds and internal bleeding i guess,

and found dead.

charges was taken...

but that was harsh man!!!

GOD!!

stop child abuse!!!

mentally abuse

sexually abuse

physically abuse

its sick!!

disciplining and abuse is different

OBVIOUSLY!!

you spank the kid to teach them a lesson

yes, im not against spanking.

not to make them scared of you,

but to let them know that it is wrong,

so other people wont spank them (or maybe worst),

if we dont.

but abusing is sick!

hitting a child to their death or even traumatizing them?

out of your mind!!

dont make babies if you cant handle them!!!

i mean it! you people are sick!!

cant sleep...

INSOMNIA IS KILLING ME!!

i hate sleepless nights whenever its the holidays!!

why cant i be this awake during class mornings???

been tossing n turning in my (part of the) bed and still cant sleep,

so i get up, fixed a mug of milo n took my bro's piece of toast.

sha'amin's here accompanying me

(more like focusing on his PSP)

and im wider awake... gotta get off FB and tumblr...

teddy bear, teddy bear,

climb up the stairs.

teddy bear, teddy bear,

say ur prayers.

teddy bear, teddy bear,

turn of the lights.

teddy bear, teddy bear,

say good night.

Good Night.

i hate it

I HATE THE TERM (U and I) in a Malay conversation!!

example:

eh, u nak g mkn dgn i x?

u kt mane?

i rindu u la...

i rase kn, baju yg u pkai aritu ok la...

this kind of term annoys me most,

yeah, i dont mind other people use it,

but when i comes to my love ones who speak like this,

im sorry,

i just hv to SCREAM at you...

its freaking annoying!!!

gosh!! its so fake ok...

FISH!!

p.s: i dunno i just felt that its annoying.. dont be offended.. ;)