Listen To Your Heart, You Will Understand

Tuesday, July 28, 2015

30 Day Challenge (Day 9)

Day 9: What's In My Bag

Wallet, duhh
(cash, membership card of all sorts, receipts, sijil nikah, lipstick, lip balm, compact mirror, gift coupons, band aids)

Make up bag
(lipsticks, powder, eye shadow(small), contact lenses, crayon liner, liquid eyeliner, liquid brow, blusher, eye drop, lip balm, mascara)

power bank


face mist

mini fan
(bought in Penang, for hubby)

(for hubby)

my watch with wedding rings on it

(house and office)


body spray

hard disk

hand lotion


pins in a casing

Raspberry Ketone supplements

p.s: yes, i stuff my bag.. all of these are necessary.

Monday, July 27, 2015

Don't like, but not hate

There are many things i don't like, but not hate, example,

TV/Movie Dramas

It's not because I hate them,
It's because I can't win against them.

I'll end up too absorbed, crying, raging, ranting,
and be too tired at the end of the day...

True story~

p.s: anime diff story la... >,<

30 Day Challenge (Day 8)

Day 8: 5 Current Goals

To get slimmer 
(don't we all?)

Travel a bunch with hubby

Find cure to fatness

To start a business

To draw again

Eid Mubarak

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri
Maaf Zahir dan Batin
Taufik Hidayat and Puteri Nurul

p.s: Raya with the in laws was fun.. :)

Wednesday, July 15, 2015

30 Day Challenge (Day 7)

Day 7: My 5 Favourite Songs

Part of That World (The Little Mermaid)

Colours of The Wind (Pocahontas)

When Can I See You Again - Owl City

Dance In The Mirror - Bruno Mars

Honey Bee - Zee Avi

p.s: Do you know how hard it is for me to pick songs??? I had to ask my husband what I like.. >.>

p.s.s: I don't usually have favourites, I listen to what I like.

Tuesday, July 14, 2015

30 Day Challenge (Day 6)

Day 6: What I'm afraid of...




Nail ripping


Hell punishments


Wide open spaces (Agoraphobic)


Broken hearted

p.s: there's more to this list, but gonna leave 10 of em for now.

Monday, July 13, 2015


human are more animals than animals are to be human.

is it to be expected, or is the world to be in chaos?

the child is taught to be civil but the parents are more barbaric.

are these planned or are these fate?

people reaching to be individual but they are all the same.
they say they're nice but they bad mouth friends.
they say they're nice but the judge people.
they say they're nice but they disappoint their family.

they say they're all that, but they're none of it.

sometimes, i even wonder,
how to be extinct without feeling hurt or despair.
without any memoir.
without a trace. of. anything.

30 Day Challenge (Day 5)

Day 5: My Proudest Moment

When 1st received my Dean's List award. I wasn't (prolly still am) the brightest, so, to achieve something like an "academical award" sounds like a dream. What's more, I received it 4 times during my Diploma years. True, I wouldn't have done it without them lovely people around me. They gave me exactly what I need.. A HUGE PUSH!! Thanks a bunch, guys. (you know who you are).

Sunday, July 12, 2015

30 Day Challenge (day 4)

Day 4: My Dream Job

Ever since I was a child, I've always dream of drawing for a living. To merrily away with my tools and brushes, and make money out of it (duhh). At first I'd filled in "PAINTER". Anything to do with arts. As i grew a little older, I discover comic books and anime. I was obsessed. I talk about it all the time. Since then, my dream job is to be a Cartoonist. A comic book writer. It's my passion! My one dream job.

At one point, I wanted to be an animator, but being an animator itself isn't suitable for me, i know that now. So, I go back on pursuing to be a cartoonist. People often tells me that it's a tough world for a cartoonist, but I'm fortunate to have my husband support since forever. That is all i need. 

Even though, now I'm at that point where I can't draw anymore, I still haven't given up on it. Pray for me now. :)

Saturday, July 11, 2015

30 Day Challenge (day 3)

Day 3: My Favorite Quote

Not sure who wrote this, but my life is based on this ever since.
Thank you to whoever wrote this.