Listen To Your Heart, You Will Understand

Tuesday, July 28, 2015

30 Day Challenge (Day 9)

Day 9: What's In My Bag

Wallet, duhh
(cash, membership card of all sorts, receipts, sijil nikah, lipstick, lip balm, compact mirror, gift coupons, band aids)

Make up bag
(lipsticks, powder, eye shadow(small), contact lenses, crayon liner, liquid eyeliner, liquid brow, blusher, eye drop, lip balm, mascara)

power bank


face mist

mini fan
(bought in Penang, for hubby)

(for hubby)

my watch with wedding rings on it

(house and office)


body spray

hard disk

hand lotion


pins in a casing

Raspberry Ketone supplements

p.s: yes, i stuff my bag.. all of these are necessary.

Monday, July 27, 2015

Don't like, but not hate

There are many things i don't like, but not hate, example,

TV/Movie Dramas

It's not because I hate them,
It's because I can't win against them.

I'll end up too absorbed, crying, raging, ranting,
and be too tired at the end of the day...

True story~

p.s: anime diff story la... >,<

30 Day Challenge (Day 8)

Day 8: 5 Current Goals

To get slimmer 
(don't we all?)

Travel a bunch with hubby

Find cure to fatness

To start a business

To draw again

Eid Mubarak

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri
Maaf Zahir dan Batin
Taufik Hidayat and Puteri Nurul

p.s: Raya with the in laws was fun.. :)

Wednesday, July 15, 2015

30 Day Challenge (Day 7)

Day 7: My 5 Favourite Songs

Part of That World (The Little Mermaid)

Colours of The Wind (Pocahontas)

When Can I See You Again - Owl City

Dance In The Mirror - Bruno Mars

Honey Bee - Zee Avi

p.s: Do you know how hard it is for me to pick songs??? I had to ask my husband what I like.. >.>

p.s.s: I don't usually have favourites, I listen to what I like.

Tuesday, July 14, 2015

30 Day Challenge (Day 6)

Day 6: What I'm afraid of...




Nail ripping


Hell punishments


Wide open spaces (Agoraphobic)


Broken hearted

p.s: there's more to this list, but gonna leave 10 of em for now.

Monday, July 13, 2015


human are more animals than animals are to be human.

is it to be expected, or is the world to be in chaos?

the child is taught to be civil but the parents are more barbaric.

are these planned or are these fate?

people reaching to be individual but they are all the same.
they say they're nice but they bad mouth friends.
they say they're nice but the judge people.
they say they're nice but they disappoint their family.

they say they're all that, but they're none of it.

sometimes, i even wonder,
how to be extinct without feeling hurt or despair.
without any memoir.
without a trace. of. anything.

30 Day Challenge (Day 5)

Day 5: My Proudest Moment

When 1st received my Dean's List award. I wasn't (prolly still am) the brightest, so, to achieve something like an "academical award" sounds like a dream. What's more, I received it 4 times during my Diploma years. True, I wouldn't have done it without them lovely people around me. They gave me exactly what I need.. A HUGE PUSH!! Thanks a bunch, guys. (you know who you are).

Sunday, July 12, 2015

30 Day Challenge (day 4)

Day 4: My Dream Job

Ever since I was a child, I've always dream of drawing for a living. To merrily away with my tools and brushes, and make money out of it (duhh). At first I'd filled in "PAINTER". Anything to do with arts. As i grew a little older, I discover comic books and anime. I was obsessed. I talk about it all the time. Since then, my dream job is to be a Cartoonist. A comic book writer. It's my passion! My one dream job.

At one point, I wanted to be an animator, but being an animator itself isn't suitable for me, i know that now. So, I go back on pursuing to be a cartoonist. People often tells me that it's a tough world for a cartoonist, but I'm fortunate to have my husband support since forever. That is all i need. 

Even though, now I'm at that point where I can't draw anymore, I still haven't given up on it. Pray for me now. :)

Saturday, July 11, 2015

30 Day Challenge (day 3)

Day 3: My Favorite Quote

Not sure who wrote this, but my life is based on this ever since.
Thank you to whoever wrote this.

Friday, July 10, 2015

30 Day Challenge (day 2)

Day 2: 20 Facts About Me

Constantly wanderlusting.

I just love tea. Should be a pro by now (jk, no)

Never smoke. A vape puff doesn't count, though, i hate it.
That tar feeling on my tonsils, just no!

Major foodie (need the gym, pronto)

Chocolate! Must have!
(especially the dark ones)
(especially on period or bad moods)
(especially if you don't wanna see on a killing spree)

I dance, hell yeah I do! Just not with accurate body coordination.

Prefers to shower in front of the mirror, because, the shower is my stage!
(did i mention, i have to have music on while i bathe?)
(thanks Spotify)

I have 3 adorable kittens!
(Mueez, Mateen and Garfield(anak angkat))

I tend to procrastinate, a lot. Like, even if my life depends on it, 
if there's 5 minutes to spare, I'd take em.

The type to burn my cooking because I was busy washing the dishes.

Not a morning person. No surprise there, though.

When i work (like really work, not procrastinating), my workstation is a mess.
But, I remember where everything is placed. Don't try to clean it up!

I'm actually a shy person. Not extremely, just average shy.
If I'm likely to be surrounded by people I don't know (while my friends entertaining others), I'll be that fat awkward elephant the corner, eating.. just eating. Most of my friends would deny this.

I'm an ultimately an internet addict. (who isn't?)

I love to draw, but I'm at a point where I can't really draw anymore. It's like, my one and only gift is gone. Need to regain it. Dream job: Cartoonist (still!)

I am making waxing my monthly routine, including BRAZILIAN
(you're welcome, cayang)

Known as a bully my whole life, little that they know, that I was a bully victim myself (1995 - 1998).
Thanks childhood bastards. I still do pranks, though.

Don't tell my sister, but I'm actually a Disney Princess... shhh...

I shower everyday, despite the fact that I hate bathing.

I am constantly hungry. Constantly.

I have a horrid laugh. No joke.

I'm in love everyday, because I married my best friend.

p.s: meow~

Couple Name

Most people has the cutest couple name.




and us?

how about...






so weird...
sticking to PutPet then... >.>

p.s: my highschool friends calls me Putted (urghh lokman..), so they offically named Topet, Topetted.. bravo cayang, you've earn your title... >.>


Kalau awak sejenis kucing, awak kucing jenis apa?

Kucing.... Kucing....

Scottish fold! 

Kalau saya, cuba teka kucing apa?


Kucingta pada mu sampai bila-bila.

Before sleep pick up line, granted. Goodnight.

Thursday, July 9, 2015

30 Day Challenge (day 1)

Day 1: My Blog Name

The Heart Has Lips

Made this up when I was in university. I was at the peak of my teen years before heading to adulthood, so a lot had been going on for me. People assumed that I'm simple minded, but surprisingly, even to myself, I can't keep some emotions go under. But despite everything, I avoid being complicated at all cost (malas layan drama). So, I'm prone to keep things to myself.

By the day I created this particular blog, I thought, this might be the perfect opportunity for me to express, or better, to motivate myself. So, if this blog is the place for me to pour my heart out, this blog will be the lips of it. 

This blogs contains most of my childish brags and rants. Random bits of me and things i kept hidden inside. I made it public, to feel free from oppression and depression. Its not for show, but for memories, as i would go through it, throughout the years, and give myself a pat at the back.

p.s: got bored.. so this 30 days challenge it is.. duhh~

Wednesday, July 1, 2015

Things not to do during Fasting month

Fasting 101:

Do not wear corsets

Do not wear tight waist skirts

Thank you.

Married Life



How's married life so far? Best?

Gila xbest?

Are you happy?

Gila xhappy?


Are you happy, cayang?

Bahagia sangat.