Showing posts with label WARGH. Show all posts
Showing posts with label WARGH. Show all posts

Monday, May 15, 2017

High Blood Pressure

The back story of me giving birth to our son...

The due date was 6th May 2017, so my hubby and I figured we still have a week to go before giving birth. Atleast, 1st May lah.. not so soon.

Over that time, I was so stressing out with my workload, that I didn't get enough rest or leisure. So, by the time I was done with everything, I got up and get ready for my FINAL medical check up. Which was funny that coincidentally, this very 1st time, hubby wasn't able to accompany me to the hospital, to which I called my dad to asked if he's willing to accompany me instead.

All this while, throughout all the check ups I did with hubby, everything was normal, healthy and accordingly. BUT, this particular time, just this one time with my dad, EVERYTHING WENT WRONG! Low amniotic fluid and high blood pressure, to which the doctor quickly suggest me to admit that very day!

High blood pressure due to overworked, stress and not enough sleep. Terus terang cakap, memang salah MCMC event. no cover ups, ok!

My dad and Lily called hubby and told him everything. Hubby ditched his work and called me. I was crying hard and felt so guilty towards my baby. I kept apologizing, and also blamed my workload. Hubby was shaken. He drove straight to the hospital.

My dad confronted us, asking for our decision. We decided to just admit to the hospital. No more delaying.

***

The doctor gave me induce pills 3 times to force contractions, but I just wasn't feeling it. We slept one night at the hospital, hoping the contractions would come.

During that night, I wasn't able to sleep at all. Just that one night, I heard 2 women gave birth. One was screaming, one was having a hard time pushing. But both gave birth well. But it was scary for me. Every time I heard them, I'd call my hubby from the other bed, to come over and held his hands tight. He was trying hard to comfort me.

About 6 am, the doctor came in and asked if I was feeling anything. I felt nothing. She then gave me, the last option, inserting half pill into my cervix. If there's still no reaction, she told me, I might have to go under c-sec.

Just within half hour, STRONG CONTRACTIONS CAME! OMG! IT WAS SURPRISING PAINFUL. By 8 am, it was unbearable, I was sent to the labour room. My hubby, Lily and my dad were around. After almost 4 hours, I gave birth to a beautiful baby boy! Right after my baby's out and crying, hubby cried so hard. He was glad it was over. You were very supportive Cayang. You are a great husband and father.

And that's how my birth story went. Yeay!


Tuesday, February 14, 2017

MerMummy



Dulu cita-cita nak jadi mermaid... at long last, the perfect mermaid tail..
for my most favourite place in the world : The BED!! 

Saturday, May 7, 2016

Rainy Eyes

I just hate it that every time it rains, my body feels the need to take naps.
Like automatically.

Especially when it's day time, in the office.
I would feel annoyingly sleepy, and I can't win!

Monday, January 11, 2016

What a bloke

Yesterday, as my husband and I were driving out to my office, there's this one douche got angry at us in the trafic. He accused my husband playing with his phone and let the car go backward, which is very odd.

My husband apologised and just went off our merry way. It's not like we hit him or anything, i presumed. But my husband said that he may had hit him alil, but more like a touch or a bob. 

To my observation later on, he was following us so very close at the back. I could recognise his purple car. I ask my husband if he was tailing us. Turns out, he was very close to begin with (which probably cause of the bump). And if he's really following us, just to ignore him.

He was really following us! I got scared and annoyed, and until a certain junction, he drove past us, showing us his (unclear) middle finger, and made a U-turn. Well, that went well. I guess he did want to argue, but didn't have the guts to stop us. What a weirdo.

Tuesday, January 5, 2016

thoughtlost

In a conversation and your brain left you hanging?

Happens all the time, especially when it doesn't really caught my interest (but usually pretends to).

Every time! When somebody was talking to me so interestedly about their stuff, surely I'll pay attention, but then, at one point, no matter if the subject was interesting or not, my mind will seem to go wandering off somewhere.. no.. more like NOWHERE.

It's not like those usual brain occupied or was thinking about something random. No. It literally went to space. Blank. Empty. It's like i skipped time and went forward a few minutes. Then felt ultimately guilty about not 'paying attention'. This feels extra weird when that somebody asks me a question about it. But then, DATA NOT FOUND. Shit. What was the question? What were we talking about? Where did I left off?

Oh, dang it Put, you time travelled again, didn't you??

oh. brain farted again.

Tuesday, July 14, 2015

30 Day Challenge (Day 6)


Day 6: What I'm afraid of...

#1
Cockroaches

#2
Riots

#3
Gore

#4
Nail ripping

#5
Pain

#6
Hell punishments

#7
Heights

#8
Wide open spaces (Agoraphobic)

#9
Guilt

#10
Broken hearted



p.s: there's more to this list, but gonna leave 10 of em for now.

Monday, May 12, 2014

Swollen Cheeks??

Back from the dentist, met Ayu on the way... My left cheek was numb and uncomfortable~

Ayu
Put, you ok?

Puteri
Yeah, just a lil numb. Can't feel half of my face! LoL!

Ayu
Yeah, I can see it's abit swollen there..

Puteri
Really?

Ayu
Yeah.. Your right cheek looks puffier than the other.

Puteri
Right?
* but I'm numb on my left?*

...

Puteri
Ayu... I'm numb on my left.. 
What are you trying to say??

Ayu
Opss...

*honestly! she's implying that im FAT!!!!!!!! Puffy cheeks?? You really meant CHUBBY CHEEKS!!*

Tuesday, April 22, 2014

The Dentist

I'm ok with doctors or dentists... medical checkups.. I'm good...
But what I'm terrified of is.. the SYRINGE!! I hate needles to the max! terrified of it, actually. They poke through your skin and shoot in liQuid that makes your skin feels like bursting.

Today, I had a GRUESOME visit to the dentist due to my horrible tooth decay. Not that I don't brush my teeth well. It's just that, I let the decay be for almost 6 to 7 years to rot in my mouth. So it got worse, eventually, obviously lah.

The dentist was a nice lady, checking my tooth and explaining how severe it was. Basically, it has already deepen till it reached my roots. No wonder it felt deadly. So then, the only way to cure this is to do the Root Canal Procedure, which is a bit costly, but heck, for the sake of my daily meal pleasures, I agree. 

I was calm and composed, until the dentist held the SYRINGE! OH GOSH, how I wanted to cry! For heaven sake, she was poking it in my mouth! 2 BOTTLES OF THE ANESTHETICS! The 1st bottle wasn't enough to numb my root, but the 2nd one really takes the cake! My lips felt 2 strikes of this hurtful bursting sensation, and I was numb up to my ear! Half of my mouth was malfunctioning, i couldn't even rinse my mouth without spilling. LOL!

So, she did the drilling and pasting and all, and it was all good. I have another 2 visits to finish up the whole process.

After that, I brought my fiancee for lunch (as promised), and since the anesthetic is still working, I sure had a hard time slurping my noodles. Sigh. I even can't feel when I'm chewing (literally chewing) my lips. I had my fiancee slapping and pinching my numb cheeks and can't feel a thing, for almost 3 to 4 hours. It was hilarious.

p.s: I'm still traumatized with the syringe... :(
p.s.s: Just thinking I have another appointment makes me Quiver...

Wednesday, March 12, 2014

I NEED THAT PS4 NOW!!

I made a promise to my fiancee to buy a ps4 to be part of our hantaran. 
I really dont mind if he wanna hogs it up later on.. 

NOT UNTIL I'V FOUND OUT THIS NEWS!!!


)

OH GOSHH!! IMMA HOG THAT THANG FOSHOOO!!!!

thats it!! 2 consoles please!!! when this game comes out, hell yaww its ma birthday!!!
AND DONT CALL ME TO WASH DISHES WHEN IM GAMING!!

oh my god.. the feels.. this nostalgic feels... im crying~ its so beautiful...
Tetsuya Nomura, you've teased us for years, but its worth the wait...

p.s: i need to replay everything now..

Saturday, March 1, 2014

Don't forget the Lotion!

I randomly remembered one funny scene during my e-day (seriously random)...

Topet bought my engagement ring, about a month earlier before the actual date. So i got a bit worried about my finger size (well, actually about my whole body weight).

Afraid that the ring won't fit my finger during the ceremony, my mom advised me to apply lotion on my hands, just to make it a bit slippery (bonus: soft hands.......).

Well, i was so nervous, i immediately forgot the tip!

So, when the ring wearing event took place (i was already nervous), my mom (who was sitting beside me), whispered harshly behind my back,

"Lotion!! I told you to apply lotion!"

OMG!! In that split second, i wanted to scream STOOOPPP!!!

I CANT BEAR THE EMBARRASSMENT!!!








but the ring fits anyway...
i wasn't that fat after all...



LOL! worrywart...

Friday, July 12, 2013

Public Massacre

tho.. the title might be abit misleading...
thus, what i did cud lead to one (not literal tho)..

my whole life, in any relationship...
i have never... i repeat.. 
NEVER!! 
been soooooo embarrassed in my whole entire life!!
thus.. i'v unintentionally did it!!

omg... i was so upset..
in fact, im still upset!

i know im probably exaggerating,
but the humiliation was too great,
i feel like digging the cement floor and hide in it...
the shame was to big for me...
oh my god!!
forgive me love..
im no longer a lady..
i hv scarred my gracefulness before you.
it wasnt on purpose, i promise!!
oh god! the shame!!!!!

p.s: i farted infront of my bf... it was so awkward, i cant let him live to tell the tale...

p.s.s: no... i didnt kill him.... i just slapped him unconscious...

p.s.s.s: no... i didnt.. i lied... he's still alive.. coz i love him so much...

p.s.s.s.s: i wish i did tho....

p.s.s.s.s.s: please enjoy the butterfly above... thank you... :)

Friday, July 5, 2013

Demi Dia

Alhamdulillah...

our 70 days of battle on the drama field has ended... fuhh... toughie~~

the challenges we faced thru the job was unbelievable... heheh...

thank you guys... we will meet again sooner or later... :)

now, watch Demi Dia on TV3 (Akasia) every 7 to 8 pm... :)


Monday, July 1, 2013

drained but ok...

oh boy... 3 more days to go till i'll finish this shooting job...
warghh!!!

im drained but... gotta move on...

3 months...
almost 3 months of work...
even in the weekends...

alhamdulillah.. :)

strive!!


Friday, April 12, 2013

i GAINED???

evryone else
"OMG!! gained 2kg!! need to workout more!!"


me
"OMG!! gained 2kg!! need to poop more!!"

Thursday, March 21, 2013

Social Network Maniac

lets see... what do i hv...


Facebook >> http://www.facebook.com/princesscahaya (personal)

Twitter >> https://twitter.com/princesscahaya (personal)

Tumblr >> http://princesslovechocolates.tumblr.com/

2nd Tumblr >> http://scribblingwords.tumblr.com/

BlogSpot >> http://puterinurulfatehah.blogspot.com/

KEEK >> http://www.keek.com/princesscahaya

Youtube >> https://www.youtube.com/user/DoodlingPrincess?feature=mhee

9GAG (not that iv posted anything yet) >> http://9gag.com/puterinurul88

Instagram >> http://followgram.me/puterinurul88/modal 

Pinterest >> http://pinterest.com/puterinurul88/


oh dear... this is bad... :((
almost like i dont hv a real social life... which i dont, really~

im a sad kind of human being.. :(( huwaaa~


Tuesday, February 26, 2013

driving??

i planned to get my driving license since... forever...
but i cant find any guts to actually sit for it...
people thinks if scared of the tests and failures...
no.. that's not it...
im scared of the mechanism itself...

riding it is fine...
but driving it??
just the feel of pressing the gas pedal gave me the chills..
and the steering...?? what if overturn n hit the divider??
or worse?? a person?? another car??
and the mirrors??
rear mirror! side mirrors!!
and the gear??? manual?? engine complications??

NOOO!!!

but, thru out, i understand,
no matter how scared i am..
in this modern era...
evn if i dont hv my own car...
i still need the license.. the skill...
in case of emergency or stuff...

why cant people just be happy with bicycle??
simple, cute, affordable, gas less, and convenient...
right?? right?? *nod nod*

p.s: doing this for my MOMMY!!!!

Thursday, December 20, 2012

in my calendar

hectic days ahead...

DECEMBER

11:
12:
13: Directed Studies Submitting
14: MTV Presentation
15:
16:
17: Final Review Thesis n Project
18:
19: VIVA
20:
21: MTV Submitting
22:
23:
24:
25: XMas
26:
27: 3D and VFX Submitting
28: Finishing School
29: Finishing School
30: Finishing School
31:
___________________________________________________________________________

JANUARY

1.
2.
3.
4.
5.
6.
7. Animation Showcase
8. Animation Showcase
9.
10.

p.s: pray that i'll succeed in all of these... amin... :)

Thursday, December 13, 2012

silly me

pretty messed today...

submittion today from 9.30 to 12.30

focus!

yesterday: at fac from 10.30am to 11.00pm

home, feeling damn tired

"guess i shud take a nap 1st..."

look at the time... 1.30 am...

naptime estimation : 2 1/2 hour : will wake up at 3am..

percentage of work for submittion : 85% (mostly, the tedious parts)

woke up... WHAT THE MATH!!!! 7 AM!!!!

Class starts 9.30.. maybe, will be ready at 10.. alil late, but better than never..

*type type type*

WHAT THE SCIENCE??? 9.15??? HOW DID THAT HAPPEN??

*shower shower shower*

continue.. *type type type*

WARGH!!! 10.15!!! DONE!!!

gone to neighbour's house....

nak print please? ok.. thank you.. :)

*print print print*

OH EM GEE??? MY COMPILING FILE??? ITS IN THE STUDIO, YESTERDAY... ON THE 5TH FLOOR!!!

*rush rush rush*

climbed to 5th floor

*weeze weeze weeze*

got it!! run down again...

wait... where's the rest of the document...

I LEFT IT ON THE TABLE... IN THE STUDIO... 5TH FLOOR!!!

climbed to 5th floor... again....

*weeze weeze weeze*

down again...

got to class... phewwhh!!

marked...

i guess, im going home now, need to adjust my thesis... oh wait...

where's the doodle paper that my supervisor made remarks to correct my thesis?

I LEFT IT ON THE TABLE... IN THE STUDIO... 5TH FLOOR!!! AGAIN!!!!

climbed to 5th floor... again.... i cant take this anymore...

*WEEZE WEEZE WEEZE*

go..t..... i..t...........

result: knees shaking, sweating like a pig... bought 2bottles of greenteas, half naked at home, facing the fan... 


p.s: im dead beat... will start thesis at 2.30... supervisor at 4pm... on the 5TH FLOOR!!! URGHH!!!



Wednesday, December 5, 2012

let me swear in Malay...

ha.. elok sgt la tuh!!!

time keje belambak cm haram...
time tu lah macam2 bende nk jadi...


  • computer nk lagging la... (berhabuk teruk sgt kowt)
  • anti virus expire la...
  • software xleh install la...
  • tenet slow nk mampos la...
  • ade video awesome la...
  • deadline makin singkat la.. (lecturer ubah2 date suke hati mak nenek dorg je)
  • tibe2 ade lak finishing school time tgh busy... (ni lg satu lect gile)
  • dwet lak short sokmo...
  • 9gag memanggil lak.. (ok.. tu salah sendri)
  • VIVA dekat gile (xpaham npe nk wat awal2 sgt?)

WARGH!!! apsal sume ni??? npe la dorg ni xmake sense lgsg??
amende la... sem lepas xbg nk tarik subjek.. sem ni (final sem) pakse students sume amik smpai 5 6 subjek..
amende ni???

in real world.. xde nye org nak amik 5 6 job dgn deadline singkat2, rapat2... gile.... budak baby pown tau la camne... adoii... ni kes aniaya ni... seriously~~

im in my freaking final sem, and to be hving 6 subjects?? gile hape??
and student animation, core subject Music Video???? WTF??
ape la kaitan MTV dgn Animation? aplikasi AE? animation??

bro?? AE pown korg letak part 6... nk apply mendenye???
padan la 4 org je lepas part 6... yg len sume haru biru.... sbb silibus gile nk mati...
agak2 la... weyh.. gini gaya.. rindu gile en.Ezwan... he understands us more than you artsy fartsy wannabe...

p.s: dont say we'v never brought this matter up.. we did.. but.. we were shun away.. (nanti la~ nanti la~)

Monday, November 26, 2012

drain as a ditch

2more months to go....

i dunno if to be sad or happy?

that i'll be ending my studies in universities....

if i were to take my masters... it wudnt be anytime soon...

argh!!!

busy busy!!

that im actually toning my body unconsciously.... LOL!!

Mak Turut

 Everybody knows. My father was one of the greatest filmmakers in the industry in Malaysia. (not bragging) I only got to witness him in star...