Listen To Your Heart, You Will Understand

Wednesday, December 30, 2015

Eating Habits Gotta Go

Went to apply for the free gym trial the other day, and they were doing this weight test on me...

Unsurprisingly, they were surprised with my results and continued to ask about my eating routine and habits...


Hardly, but usually nasi lemak (hefty)

hmm... nasi berlauk, usually with soups like tomyam or beef soup.
I started to take only half of my rice portion. (bangga)

Good. What about, snack?
oh? erm.. i had pears today (sihat la konon)... but usually... 
that jumbo pack of potato chips, or chocolate or more potato chips.. jumbo...

this is usually the part where i go wild... >.>
Nasi kukus ayam rempah. KFC. Pizza. Nasi lauk. Steamboat (hefty). 
Sushi (not the good ones, because they're sooo good). Nasi Ayam.

And what time do you usually hv dinner? 
ahh... 10pm? 

And what time do you go to bed?
ahh... 11pm?

You do this everyday?
yeah.. pretty much?

*tepuk dahi dgn spanar please, thank you*

all of this.

Tuesday, December 29, 2015

30 Day Challenge (Day 12)

way too long overdue, but whattaheck...

Day 12: Favourite Childhood Book

Enid Blyton Collection, 

but only the ones with funny elves and talking bunnies, with naughty girls snipping dolls hairs, or good boys with candies to share. I love those books. Kept my imagination run wild. 

My mom 1st bought it so i can learn to read english fluently. I was told to read it out loud as she was doing chores around the house. I grew fond of it after a while. Never ordinary, always mild.

Saturday, December 26, 2015

Kantoi ke?

Tengah sedap2 membersihkan lubang pernafasan, tiba-tiba lampu polis mengerlip-ngerlip pulak kat belakang.

Apahal pulak ni? Siap dapat arahan kena berhenti tepi pulak...

Kantoi korek hidung ke? Salah disisi undang-undang ke??

Rupanya, pasal lampu kereta kami kat belakang tak nyala..

Fuh! Tak kantoi rupanya.


Monday, December 21, 2015


Yang, if you were to have any type of product in the world, with an international celebrity ambassador,
what would your product will be? who will be the ambassador?


I like Emma Watson! She'll be my ambassador for my clothing line. Mega awesomeness

*insert blabbers about Emma Watson*



What about you?

Me? Well, 
My product will be named after me..
something something bin Taufik Hidayat

and the ambassador would be you.


Was that another cheesy pick up line?

p.s: one of the few reasons I'm happy. May our marriage is blessed forever. In syaa Allah.

Wednesday, September 30, 2015

Solar Hands

Ever since I was a wee girl, aside from planting green beans in cotton, all my other attempts to plant plants always backfires. I could never figure out why nor did I put any thought in it at first.

But as time went by, my mom and maid got into gardening and pot plants. Gladly, I used to help out. But eventually, most of the plants I care for died in the end.. I don't get why.

One day, I came across this anime (I think it was Yakitate Japan) and talked about Solar hands, saying its very good for baking but not very for handling vegetables.

So, after gone through some 'researches', I concluded that I have solar hands. Even cactuses dies in my hand. These monster palms are only good for killing (cooking), not life (planting). Thus, if I can't be a good gardener, I must be a good chef! At home at least.

Guilty as charged. Lame story, but meh~

Stop Reading Media Comments

I decided to not even glance at media comments from the public as it can be really mean and stupid. People are so judgmental, they're proud of their stupidity. 

and there's this special comment that irks me hella lot;

"Asl nk tnjuk pndai je speaking english. CKP BAHASA MELAYU LA BODOH!"

*facepalm from Neptune and back.


So, yeah..
Destroy negativity from within.
Self control
Love to love.
and a lot more encouraging self control quotes.

please be smart. cyber bullying is real. don't be the next victim.

Monday, August 17, 2015

Oh brother

Invites girlfriend to his open house.
Plays football with the boys instead.

-as dense as my brother, peepol!

Friday, August 7, 2015

30 Day Challenge (Day 11)

Day 11: 10 Favourite Foods

Japanese cuisines


Sup Tulang Merah


Kuih Simpul Kasih (prawns)

Bread / Sandwiches

Steak / Ribs

Mom's Cooking

Nasi Kerabu Daging Bakar

Rojak India / Pasembor

p.s: Not the healthiest choices, but it wouldn't be 'favourites' if it were. lol

Thursday, August 6, 2015

30 Day Challenge (Day 10)

Day 10: Best Trip of My Life

Europe Motor Home Trip

For the first time in  my life, I went to the European country. Munich to be exact. The air was clear, the scenery was dreamy and the people are so polite! The nature was wonderful. We traveled in a motor home and usually stopped at the motor home campsite.

There were ducks and swans everywhere, and their dogs were super big and fluffy. Their beers were really big and their food portion, HUGE! The shop districts were really unique. Flowers blooms every corner and fruit stalls, must be the cutest! The mountains were so up close, it looks like postcards! There're bell chimes from cows. Whenever I walk around people would always greet me, Guten Morgen. 

That has to be the best trip of my life, yet. I wish to travel more. :)
And I don't mind to travel again to Germany. 

Tuesday, July 28, 2015

30 Day Challenge (Day 9)

Day 9: What's In My Bag

Wallet, duhh
(cash, membership card of all sorts, receipts, sijil nikah, lipstick, lip balm, compact mirror, gift coupons, band aids)

Make up bag
(lipsticks, powder, eye shadow(small), contact lenses, crayon liner, liquid eyeliner, liquid brow, blusher, eye drop, lip balm, mascara)

power bank


face mist

mini fan
(bought in Penang, for hubby)

(for hubby)

my watch with wedding rings on it

(house and office)


body spray

hard disk

hand lotion


pins in a casing

Raspberry Ketone supplements

p.s: yes, i stuff my bag.. all of these are necessary.

Monday, July 27, 2015

Don't like, but not hate

There are many things i don't like, but not hate, example,

TV/Movie Dramas

It's not because I hate them,
It's because I can't win against them.

I'll end up too absorbed, crying, raging, ranting,
and be too tired at the end of the day...

True story~

p.s: anime diff story la... >,<

30 Day Challenge (Day 8)

Day 8: 5 Current Goals

To get slimmer 
(don't we all?)

Travel a bunch with hubby

Find cure to fatness

To start a business

To draw again

Eid Mubarak

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri
Maaf Zahir dan Batin
Taufik Hidayat and Puteri Nurul

p.s: Raya with the in laws was fun.. :)

Wednesday, July 15, 2015

30 Day Challenge (Day 7)

Day 7: My 5 Favourite Songs

Part of That World (The Little Mermaid)

Colours of The Wind (Pocahontas)

When Can I See You Again - Owl City

Dance In The Mirror - Bruno Mars

Honey Bee - Zee Avi

p.s: Do you know how hard it is for me to pick songs??? I had to ask my husband what I like.. >.>

p.s.s: I don't usually have favourites, I listen to what I like.

Tuesday, July 14, 2015

30 Day Challenge (Day 6)

Day 6: What I'm afraid of...




Nail ripping


Hell punishments


Wide open spaces (Agoraphobic)


Broken hearted

p.s: there's more to this list, but gonna leave 10 of em for now.

Monday, July 13, 2015


human are more animals than animals are to be human.

is it to be expected, or is the world to be in chaos?

the child is taught to be civil but the parents are more barbaric.

are these planned or are these fate?

people reaching to be individual but they are all the same.
they say they're nice but they bad mouth friends.
they say they're nice but the judge people.
they say they're nice but they disappoint their family.

they say they're all that, but they're none of it.

sometimes, i even wonder,
how to be extinct without feeling hurt or despair.
without any memoir.
without a trace. of. anything.

30 Day Challenge (Day 5)

Day 5: My Proudest Moment

When 1st received my Dean's List award. I wasn't (prolly still am) the brightest, so, to achieve something like an "academical award" sounds like a dream. What's more, I received it 4 times during my Diploma years. True, I wouldn't have done it without them lovely people around me. They gave me exactly what I need.. A HUGE PUSH!! Thanks a bunch, guys. (you know who you are).

Sunday, July 12, 2015

30 Day Challenge (day 4)

Day 4: My Dream Job

Ever since I was a child, I've always dream of drawing for a living. To merrily away with my tools and brushes, and make money out of it (duhh). At first I'd filled in "PAINTER". Anything to do with arts. As i grew a little older, I discover comic books and anime. I was obsessed. I talk about it all the time. Since then, my dream job is to be a Cartoonist. A comic book writer. It's my passion! My one dream job.

At one point, I wanted to be an animator, but being an animator itself isn't suitable for me, i know that now. So, I go back on pursuing to be a cartoonist. People often tells me that it's a tough world for a cartoonist, but I'm fortunate to have my husband support since forever. That is all i need. 

Even though, now I'm at that point where I can't draw anymore, I still haven't given up on it. Pray for me now. :)

Saturday, July 11, 2015

30 Day Challenge (day 3)

Day 3: My Favorite Quote

Not sure who wrote this, but my life is based on this ever since.
Thank you to whoever wrote this.

Friday, July 10, 2015

30 Day Challenge (day 2)

Day 2: 20 Facts About Me

Constantly wanderlusting.

I just love tea. Should be a pro by now (jk, no)

Never smoke. A vape puff doesn't count, though, i hate it.
That tar feeling on my tonsils, just no!

Major foodie (need the gym, pronto)

Chocolate! Must have!
(especially the dark ones)
(especially on period or bad moods)
(especially if you don't wanna see on a killing spree)

I dance, hell yeah I do! Just not with accurate body coordination.

Prefers to shower in front of the mirror, because, the shower is my stage!
(did i mention, i have to have music on while i bathe?)
(thanks Spotify)

I have 3 adorable kittens!
(Mueez, Mateen and Garfield(anak angkat))

I tend to procrastinate, a lot. Like, even if my life depends on it, 
if there's 5 minutes to spare, I'd take em.

The type to burn my cooking because I was busy washing the dishes.

Not a morning person. No surprise there, though.

When i work (like really work, not procrastinating), my workstation is a mess.
But, I remember where everything is placed. Don't try to clean it up!

I'm actually a shy person. Not extremely, just average shy.
If I'm likely to be surrounded by people I don't know (while my friends entertaining others), I'll be that fat awkward elephant the corner, eating.. just eating. Most of my friends would deny this.

I'm an ultimately an internet addict. (who isn't?)

I love to draw, but I'm at a point where I can't really draw anymore. It's like, my one and only gift is gone. Need to regain it. Dream job: Cartoonist (still!)

I am making waxing my monthly routine, including BRAZILIAN
(you're welcome, cayang)

Known as a bully my whole life, little that they know, that I was a bully victim myself (1995 - 1998).
Thanks childhood bastards. I still do pranks, though.

Don't tell my sister, but I'm actually a Disney Princess... shhh...

I shower everyday, despite the fact that I hate bathing.

I am constantly hungry. Constantly.

I have a horrid laugh. No joke.

I'm in love everyday, because I married my best friend.

p.s: meow~

Couple Name

Most people has the cutest couple name.




and us?

how about...






so weird...
sticking to PutPet then... >.>

p.s: my highschool friends calls me Putted (urghh lokman..), so they offically named Topet, Topetted.. bravo cayang, you've earn your title... >.>


Kalau awak sejenis kucing, awak kucing jenis apa?

Kucing.... Kucing....

Scottish fold! 

Kalau saya, cuba teka kucing apa?


Kucingta pada mu sampai bila-bila.

Before sleep pick up line, granted. Goodnight.

Thursday, July 9, 2015

30 Day Challenge (day 1)

Day 1: My Blog Name

The Heart Has Lips

Made this up when I was in university. I was at the peak of my teen years before heading to adulthood, so a lot had been going on for me. People assumed that I'm simple minded, but surprisingly, even to myself, I can't keep some emotions go under. But despite everything, I avoid being complicated at all cost (malas layan drama). So, I'm prone to keep things to myself.

By the day I created this particular blog, I thought, this might be the perfect opportunity for me to express, or better, to motivate myself. So, if this blog is the place for me to pour my heart out, this blog will be the lips of it. 

This blogs contains most of my childish brags and rants. Random bits of me and things i kept hidden inside. I made it public, to feel free from oppression and depression. Its not for show, but for memories, as i would go through it, throughout the years, and give myself a pat at the back.

p.s: got bored.. so this 30 days challenge it is.. duhh~

Wednesday, July 1, 2015

Things not to do during Fasting month

Fasting 101:

Do not wear corsets

Do not wear tight waist skirts

Thank you.

Married Life



How's married life so far? Best?

Gila xbest?

Are you happy?

Gila xhappy?


Are you happy, cayang?

Bahagia sangat.


Thursday, June 18, 2015


now, i am no longer,


Anak Dara




(bak kata Awin)


they call me puan...

( be precise)

(the nerve)


1st Ramadhan as husband and wife...

sweet and blissful. looks normal, but every usual thing i've done before turned special ever since i got married. especially during this holy ramadhan month.

going tarawikh together. before that, we did our Maghrib prayer together. *blush*

then, waking him up for sahur. eating together, chatting with ayah at the table. then did our Fajr (ececey arab seyh)..

not showing off like, oh how religious i am.. blaah..

but all of this, i didn't think it'll effect me emotionally inside. it's special, and im jotting down as a memoir of mine.

everything is special with a husband you love. literally everything. Alhamdulillah.
(newlywed statement)

p.s: we recently had our 1st monthsary. yay us! 

My Imam

That moment when your husband imam your solat. 


Wednesday, June 17, 2015


You know what's worst than having to wake up every weekday mornings?

KNOWING you have to wake up and leave the best morning cuddle,
every weekday mornings...


well, butter my butt and pop that pimple!
old killjoy...

Friday, May 29, 2015



I'm a wife since 2 weeks ago. Crazy? I know! But expected. Know him too long to get married. LOL.

15 May 2015

After a week of not seeing each other, I saw him smiling confidently in front of me, facing my dad. My dad on the other hand, tried hard to distract himself from feeling cheerless. He, after all, am going to hand me over to another man.

The ceremony started with doa's and speeches. Friends and family members took this chance to smile and wave at me on the dais. My mom and I, both were feeling excited and nervous, witnessing 'business talks' between men, of the exchange (of me).

The moment my dad took Topet's hand, my heartsank.

" Mohamad Taufik Hidayat bin Mohamad Ali Shahbuddin, aku nikahkan kau dengan anakku, Puteri Nnrul Fatehah binti Aziz, dengan mas kahwin, RM**, tunai."

"Saya, Mohamad Taufik Hidayat bin Mohamad Ali Shahbuddin, terima nikahnya, Puteri Nurul Fatehah binti Aziz, dengan mas kahwinnya, RM**, tunai.'

With those words, going only once, I officially became Taufik Hidayat's wife. Puan Puteri, I must say. LoL. My mom got excited, whispered, congrats sayang. You're a wife now. Whereas for my dad, he tried his very best to hold in his tears, as i saw a glimpse of him looking at me with teary eyes. I love you ayah.

The feeling is tremendously heartfilling.

Thank you ayah, for being there for me ever since forever. For 27 years, I failed you multiple times, but never once you failed me. Thank you for everything. You truly a superhero. I love you so much.

Wednesday, May 6, 2015

7 days

Just a week left of my single life. Every time I am reminded of the date, my heart beats so hard, I feel like puking. It's nerve wreaking to understand the concept of getting in a marriage life, that it scares yet excite me all in the same time. To be included in a new family. To be accepted. To learn a new family tradition. To understand others personally.

Understanding my future husband isn't that hard, as you all know how long I've been with him. But to be seen/known in a new way. a 'WIFE'. Can you imagine?

"Hey bro. Let me introduce to you, my WIFE."

It way sound simple, yet, to be called a wife, is already a new stage of life for me. Things may seem like normal, but it'll all feel brand new. Like a new born child. A new phase of life.

I know, this is nothing to be compared to being a MOTHER, but I believe in embracing each and every detail in life to the fullest. Not to take anything for granted, or we may never know the true essence of life (me, yapping).

Also, to be accepted by the other half, it's so fulfilling as all my flaws and dots are accepted and well embraced by him. It feels wonderful and magical. Every laughter, tears, anger are to be shared together for a life time.

Life is beautiful. To be accepted as who I am.

Thank you.

count down... 7...

Monday, April 27, 2015

Sunday, March 29, 2015

Sore Butt

When you've worked hard to mold a puppet, to carve that smile, to shine that eyes, making it just perfect for your show.

Then this random sore butt came up and tells you it's ugly and horrid, ending it with "no offence".. 

Then you can only say, "none taken", cause you know, and anybody else knows, it is fabulous as f**k..

P.s: know that comments, critics and supervisions are far more different than insulting. Know your words. Know your motives. 

Tuesday, March 17, 2015

Melody of the Wind

chng chng chng
goes the wind chime in the ring

ding ding ding
goes the larger in the wind

melody of the wind
whispering that lullaby
painting unseen words in the air
with brushes from the sky

thus, we shall listen...
just listen

p.s: Still looking for this, for my room

Monday, January 26, 2015


I have my cool
I have my calm
I have my tantrum 
I have my numb 

I have my funny
I have my frowns
I have my ups
I have my downs

I have my wants
I have my needs
I have my obsession 
That sometimes i plead

I have my joy
I have my pride 
I have my happy
But i seldom cry

As heartless you see
As heartful i get
For every moment past
Is a treasure i had.

Friday, January 2, 2015

Hidup Senang

Ada orang, dia nak hidup senang, dia kahwin dengan orang kaya entah bagaimana.. Senang dia dapat macam-macam... Tapi sayang, dia tidak pernah senang duduk, walau dengan kesenangan harta, kerana gentarnya suami kayanya (punca kesenangannya) dirampas orang. Senang kah begini?

Ada orang, dia nak hidup senang, dia kahwin dengan lelaki pilihan hidupnya setelah dinilai rapi budi pekertinya. Mereka hidup sederhana namun senang hati dengan apa yang ada, kerana mereka ada kepercayaan antara sesama sendiri. Walaupun dia perlu bersabar untuk meminta sesuatu, namun, setiap pemberian dijaga bagai permata. Senang kan begini? 

Leteran seorang narcissist...