Listen To Your Heart, You Will Understand

Monday, June 25, 2012


me, visiting the doctor coz of flu~~

hye there, long time no see..

hye, it has been awhile since i last visit you, isnt it?

yeah.. it has been.. *checking records*... a year!!


you rarely get sick, dont you... ;)

i... dont.... >.>

there's a saying:
"idiots rarely get sick...." >.>

p.s: ouch~
p.s.s: i hate flu

Sunday, June 24, 2012

am i....?

hye... am i.. fat?






Anan, Leo, Denel
sangat (very)

in conclusion,

p.s: but if i go on a diet, will my boobs shrink?

Friday, June 22, 2012

Krabby Patties

i totally LOVE youtube's cooking channel, Feast Of Fiction (Major OTAKU)...

and i tried the all famous, 
from Spongebob SQuarePants cartoon...

yey!! ;p

cooking fail

they say, fastest way to a man's heart, is through his stomach... in my case...

Friend #1
you cooked this?? awesome!!

Friend #2
OMG, you'r so creative!!

Friend #3
This is delicious.. even experts cant beat you..

Friend #4
you should be married now, girl!!!

Friend #5

yeah.. ok...

yeah.. ok...

yeah.. ok...

so, with that respond... im not really sure now... >.>

are my friends all about flattery.. or its him being a derp...

Saturday, June 9, 2012

Old Bunny Sunny

kisses for my LOVE

 Puteri Ain
so cute!! NYAA~~

p.s: he's old but still lovable.... my good boy... :)

Friday, June 8, 2012

Topet Andre??


answer : NO.... >.>

p.s: yes, part of my family members calls my boyfie.... Tompel... >.>

kids this generation~

whenever i say,
"kids this generations...."

i usually meant


Hipster, Platypus/DuckLips, Bieber/Gomez/OneDirection Fan...
yada yada yada..

not to mention her superbly annoying attitude
supersensitive singing dancing whining arguing lil'missdiva 24/7
(sorta reminded me of someone when she was younger)

but, undeniably... 
she's gorgeous...

and she's my sister...
SyaBee <3

p.s: i bet her fave song now is "call me maybe" and "boyfriend"


. . .

been there... and... still there...

atleast i know im nicer.... pffttt!!

p.s: annoying prettier-than-me sister... bweeekkk!!! >,<

Thursday, June 7, 2012

Scenarios in my head

what usually going on in my noggin~
  • super anime adventures (digimon, cardcaptor sakura, kingdom hearts)
  • Garden theme weddings
  • Having a child and walking him to school for the 1st week (married)
  • making bento's for hubby and son, and rewarded with cheek kisses (married)
  • having a super awesome home with lovely neighbours (married)
  • having my own single room, decorated by tumblr
  • going to Japan, laying down under sakura tree
  • Super world travelling!!! (Japan, Korea, NZ, Italy, Britian, Easter Island.....)
  • living in the middle of nowhere, grassy meadows and wild flowers, goats and bunnies, birds, green hills. blue sky... you get the idea....
  • cuddles.... :3
p.s: ofcoz, for now~~

Wednesday, June 6, 2012

Sweetie Me

if i were a type of sweet...
i wud choose to be Chocolate Mint! 

i love chocomint!!

How To Troll Racist Guys

i had a fun time...
trolling an old fool... 

but it is also nice to know that there are also nice people in the world... ;)

p.s: even kept my manners and restrain from using vulgar words... ;p

Tuesday, June 5, 2012


im the type of person who easily forget things....

when i was younger,
i always forgot to bring home my bento, homework, pj shirts, pencilbox and all...
and my mom said...

"if you could unscrew ur arms and legs, i bet you'd forget them too..."

come to think of it...
i seriously think, i could.... >.>

racist or just stupid?

this is exactly the problem with people nowadays.
shallow, stupid, jerks and just plain ugly...

i hv like, literally, lots of fact to correct him there,
but he was probably too arrogant (and dumb) to admit it,
so, kinda no use to argue no?

and really,
i just ended up trolling... and if he believes it...
nuff said..
(still going on tho)

p.s: i wudnt say malaysia is an entirely peaceful loving country much, but seriously, we dont eat people, cats or dogs... hahaha!!

p.s.s: fyi, im not the only one arguing with this douche... try and see...

Monday, June 4, 2012


some people misinterpret marriages in some way...
in my assumptions, mostly thought its all about,
  • love
  • possessions
  • money
  • heritage
  • babies (well, of coz its about babies...)
but they also forgot that it is also about,
  • religion
  • commitment
  • passion
  • struggle
  • togetherness
  • babies......
for some, i dare to say that, Hollywood really influence our lifestyle and beliefs... traditionally and spiritually... but of course, feelings are too, important in a relationship... to build trust and love towards our future spouse, but really folks? must we bury the need of 'movie romance' in reality?

think about it! mostly ladies..., those unreal chick flicks and soap opera you guys are watching. you really think people are like that? have you forgotten that its only entertainment? that is why, you are entertained, am i rite? im not against people who has dreams of endless romance and true love, but to be very very keen on getting exactly like one, you are definitely scaring people away...

for example,
screaming and ranting how good guys didnt want you, whereas there's alot of nice guys you'v friendzone. arent you being too picky?


crying and gossiping about how your boyfriend is sooo insensitive when he bought you a burger when ur on a diet, when u didnt even gave him the clue of you dieting? (guilty as charged)

you see, from this stage, people are already being judgmental, wanting a perfect relationship and ranting here and there.... its not wrong to choose the perfect spouse, coz u'r the one who will be living with the same person for the rest of your life.. but with this 'drama' attitude, im not surprise with the DIVORCE DRAMA literally evrywhere.... and also why people eventually turn homo....

talking about choosing a spouse, sometimes, parents are at fault too.. me, as a Muslim woman, we believe that marriage is Allah's blessing upon us. He gave us a path where 2 people meet and trust each other. and when marriage is brought up upon discussion, what men (and sometimes women) fears most is the Dowry. parents sometimes put the dowry price too expensive, making the men, either too scared or work hard but takes too much time... it may also a sign of parents disagreement of the match, but, wud it be nice if they were to be more rational? this kind of... threat.... is being a trend to parents nowadays and it is also, to show off how VALUABLE their daughter is... educated and polished and all... like diamond, or so~~ what they really didnt see, how the daughter vie for love and affection of being committed in a marriage... that is how 'forbidden acts' happens (one of the reason, anyways)...

also, marriage is actually about 2 people bonded with each other for all their lifetime... not how grand the wedding is or how tall the wedding cake is... not about racing to be 'Wedding of the Year'.... it is as simple as uniting 2 people together in a proper and halal manner... so personally, wedding events are just a way of telling friends, family and neighbors that you are married and happy.. that is all... its like celebrating 2 people's birthday at the same day... i said 'LIKE'! it is also fine to only fulfill the wajib stuff of marriage.. not hving a wedding ceremony, nobody's judging, but if they do, let them... it is only important when he said, "aku terima nikahnya......" and you being forever happy and content...

"aku terima nikahnya...."
that will be THE most romantic thing a man can say.

i understand that getting hitched only happens once in a lifetime, but which matters most? having a grand ball worth thousands of Ringgits? or the thought of successfully achieving being with the one you care for, for the rest of your life? there will always be anniversaries, and birthdays, and can also hv a pretend wedding again, partying with friends and family (creative, no?)... you will have hunnymoons and babyshowers and babies... and alot more to celebrate in life... dont hv to be too eager or competitive of having a GRAND wedding.. be humble and moderate.... and those xtra cash? keep it and buy future house appliances... well, unless you hv REALLY REALLY nice parents and friends, giving you xtra sponsors for a GRAND wedding... congratulation, you must be a really nice person... :)

so, in this extremely long post (considered long lah)... i pinpointed 3 things about marriage, Reality, Dowry and Weddings... which is, i think, THE most important issue in this matter. whatever i ranted about, i may be wrong, i maybe right... im not saying im totally right... evrybody has their perspective in life... this is only apart of it.... it is really up to you to think about it or not... hye, its a free world in that head of yours.... :)

p.s: ranting until 9.45am??? get real lah Puteri?????


im the type of person, who'll constantly hv new friends evry year or so~~
but really, it doesnt mean i forget the old ones...

my fault, im not really the one who'll constantly, freQuently call or ask my friends,
how's their daily lives been or what are they up to... 

but really,
as long i know that they're on my love list, hvnt forgotten me yet, im fine...
as long as they'r still saying that im their friend, then, they are...
as long as i know they're there, im ok...

just for you to know,
no matter how long we hvnt converse...
when i get to meet you, you meet me, again....
we will still be, like we've nvr been apart...

its not that i dont care...
im just the type to shut up if i dont anything to talk about...

p.s: FYI, my family and boyfriend is pissing off too, with this particular attitude of mine...
p.s.s: must'v got it from daddy... seriously  >.>

daily mirror

i live my life wonderfully, daily, 
so by the end of the day, i can look at the mirror and say