Listen To Your Heart, You Will Understand

Monday, January 31, 2011

Ibu and Me

my mom on the left n me on the right...

do we look the same??
i cant help laughing...
i dunno why...

i love you ibu... ;)

how i got my name

Puteri Nurul Fatehah

long, simple, common yet different, and stuff

here's how i got this name...

when i was born, my mom wanted to give me an simple name,
Puteri Nurul Ain
can you guys actually imagine me in that name...? :)
they say that, the choice of name actually gives character to the beholder.

the name Puteri was actually a reQuest from my late grandfather (i think),
he said that we came from a royal family.. 
and my dad was the eldest...
so yeah... simple maths... ;p

and then,
 my grandmother said that she wanted to name me,
and she choosed Fatehah..
there was a slight argument about naming me..
but then, they came to a conclusion of naming me
Puteri Nurul Fatehah

The First Royal Light
or in Malay..
"Baginda Cahaya Pembuka"

the Eldest Daughter to the Eldest Son

im the first light to the family
the first to be born...

and my youngest,
Putera Muhammad Ameen
is the end...

Amin... ;)

Wednesday, January 26, 2011

Things i DONT ....


(born not to eat it visibly)
(doesnt taste that good)
(tasteless to me)
Coca Cola
Other gassy drinks
(hurts my throat and too sweet)
(against my religion n health breaking)
(again.. against my religion and didnt you see the worms coming out from it?)
Non-halal food
foods/stalls/restaurants with no legal halal sign
or a sign that said "NO PORK NO LARD"
(not very convincing eh?)


Smoke cigarettes
(never been my whole life and never will, insya Allah)
Smoke shisha
(believes that's its a starting stage of smoking ciggis)
(life murdering... so no..)
(what?? no... >.>)
(a very high potential place for one to destroy his/her life)


(i find that very immoral... so... no.. there are other ways to throw tantrums)


Watch gore-ish videos/movies
(they scares me.. ALOT)
Cruel acts to human or animal
(due to torture or killing... no... im not strong enuff)

im neither an angel nor devil...
but i live my life to my own beliefs and my own way..

Saturday, January 22, 2011

Central Market

1st.. it was only a thought of mine
"hye.. i hv all the free time today... so why not, i do something"
and that's how CM got into my head...
to buy some asgmnt materials and all...
and me goin on FB... "hye! anybody wanna join me today?"

so... ready.. set.... go!!
my darling Topet, my bro Eno and my sQueaky Nad (umzarul)

off we go!!
so what we planned..
get my stuff and them taking photos at Longkang (that grafiti site)

but we end up doing....

and this

and this...

and this

*he was freaking out.. big time!! GELI GELI GELI!! hahhaha!!*

so forget asgmnts... we didnt actually did anything on the list...

dang it... but it was fun today tho... thanks guys... ;))
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Friday, January 21, 2011

cmne awk syg sye?

mcm mana sy syg awk?

sy syg awk dgn 3 cara

1. lisan
2. perbuatan
3. spiritual


Subway Heroes

Help~!! help~!! i need subway!!



I'll drive... :)

pretty much what's going on la... ahaxx!!

Thursday, January 20, 2011


 my boyfie promised me this big monkey for my birthday last year.
but, he told me to wait awhile...
and today... i got it!! woohoo!!!
im so happy!!

and i call him Etet...

topET gave me a monyET (monkey)


simple maths ya... :))

A Day With Lokman Hafiz

started at 8 am in the morning,
i think my body got used to waking up in the morning,
so i cant get back to sleep.
i slept like, 4-5am last morning... goshh!!

then, i dilly dally a lil,
and got ready for the bus to Shah Alam Sek2
(lok claimed that he didnt know the way here. That's why i took the bus)

so we went on...
to One Utama!!!!

had Pizza Hut for Lunch,
fix my Necklace watch Cayang gave me (out of batteries),
window shopping abit,
walked around OU to fix Cayang watch strap (spoiled) but didnt find any.
and had SHIMINO CREPE!!!
yummm!!!! Strawberry with honey and almonds!!! :))
(been craving for that)

and so.... we'r out n went to my house 
for me to pick up some stuff and documents.
so happy to see Sunny still healthy and happy!!  i miss him so much!!

and then off to Lok's house for him to send his bro to tuition....
all the way at Subang.... with traffic jam and all...

(the silly things we do, G6 style!!! hahah)

then.. back to Puncak Perdana...
had a lil drink while i help him woo some girls here...
and sent me off back home in resak...

that's when i change Quickly to play badminton with my friends..

so much hd happened today...
thank you Lokman Hafiz..
my best bestie ever since 2005... ;))

Wednesday, January 19, 2011

Countdown Survey

How did you get one of your scars?
i fell of my bicycle when i was speeding.

How did you celebrate your last birthday?
with a surprise bday cake, giggling my night away.

How are you feeling at this moment?
half awake, hungry and stuff... >.>

How did your night go last night?
i had supper with my guys, laughing my ass of with TEH TARIK and chatting with my GUY. :)

How did you do in high school?
im grades, i was never good, 
but school life, im maybe the few lucky people who actually enjoyed it.

How did you get the shirt you’re wearing?
i went shopping with my aunt when she treated me with alot of Cotton Ons.
this shirt is one of them.

How often do you see ur best friend? 
pretty often, same class,
pretty rare, away at home or at main campus, but always at heart.

How much money did you spend last month?
erm... not much... i dont hv much... hahah!!!

How old do you want to be when you get married?
26 or 27... when im mature enuff to take the next step in life.

How old will you be at your next birthday? 
23. goshh... >.>

Your mothers name?

What did you do last weekend?
slept-over at besties's college dorm and met him... ;)

What is the most important part of your life?
my brothers and sisters

What would you rather be doing?
marching in One Utama for japanese crepe!!!

What did you last cry over?
family matter

What always makes you feel better when you’re upset?
comics, chocolate and bear hugs.

What’s the most important thing you look for in a significant other?

What are you worried about?
my sins

What did you have for breakfast?
arrr.... nothing yet.... and its almost 10am... hahah!!


Have you ever liked someone who had a girlfriend/boyfriend?
yeah.... and not proud of it...

Have you ever had your heart broken?
yeah... enuff said.. ;p

Have you ever been out of the country?
every year... hahhaha!!!

Have you ever done something outrageously dumb?
yeah i have... punched the wall so hard until my fist was swollen blue. haha!!

Have you ever been back stabbed by a friend?
im not sure... even if i hv.. i dont think i remember...

Have you ever had sex on the beach?
no? i nvr evn hd sex?? hahah!!

Have you ever dated someone younger than you?
frendly dating yes... seriously no...

Have you ever read an entire book in one day?
if you count comics, all the time!! hahah!!


Who was the last person you saw?
kak fio...

Who was the last person you texted?
Lokman.. about meeting today and all...

Who was the last person you hungout with?
The guys!! yest night!! hahahha!!

Who was the last person to call you?
The Dude Of My Life!!! <3

Who did you last hug?
Nadia... we always hug each other... hehehe

Who is the last person who texted you?
Lokman again... it works both ways... hahah!!

Who was the last person you said “i love you” to?
Taufik Hidayat... :3


Where does your best friend live?
Pahang, Bandar Utama, Damansara Damai, Johor, Penang.

Where did you last go?
the mamak restaurant yest night..

Where did you last hang out?
still, the mamak restaurant... hahahha!!!

Where do you go to school?
if school as in my Uni, in Puncak Perdana... ;)

Where is your favorite place to be?
where nature is around me...

Where did you sleep last night?
my rented house... my bed... ;)


Do you like someone right now?
DO I??? ahaxxx!! YEAHH!!! *gedik*

Do you think anyone likes you?
of cos!! they wudnt be my frens if they dont... ;))

Do you ever wish you were someone else?
yeah... im only human.. but yet.. im just grateful to be me.. ;)

Do you know the muffin man?
yes i know the muffin man... he lives on Drury Lane. heheh

Does the future scare you?
yes it does... but i hv to face it... need to move people!!


Why are you best friends with your best friend(s)?
because, they're always there in my ups and downs, and we hv THANGS together!!!

Why did you get a myspace?
cos my mom made me one... >.>

Why did your parents give you the name you have?
they didnt... my grandmother did... ;p

Why are you doing this survey?
coz it looks fun... simple as that??


If you could have one super power what would it be?
does magic count as a super power??

If you could go back in time and change one thing, would you?
stuff.... :)

If u were stranded on a deserted island & could bring 1 thing what would you bring?
Doraemon's Pocket....


Would you ever get back together with any of your ex’s if they asked you?
pfftt... i just did.... hahahhah!!!

Would you ever shave your head to save someone you love?
uuuu.... that person MUST be family.. MUST!!


Are you happy with your life right now?
happy but not satisfied... ;) 
so much achievements to do... 
so much sins to repent of...

patch it up

Some people maybe congratulating me for the recent relationship i made.
they're Questioning n kept warning me...

"why are you back with him?"
who begged who??"
"dont you remember what he did?"
"are you putting your pride aside??"
"when did this happened??"

ok.. ok...
here's the deal...
1st off...
as a man who knows what he wants,
(despites the painful fact that HE dumped me before)
he's the one who made the call,
and i did gave him a pretty hard time gaining the trust back.
looking at the efforts and the ULTIMATELY slow planning he made,
i think, it was worth it taking him back in,
since i do hv a couple of LOVE for him.

i personally saw him.
saw his strong will and effort of 
putting things back together and making things right again.

yeah, sure,
it may look like im diving in a pool of piranhas
i cud get hurt in love again.
but, i dont see any loss of trying once more.

if i dont give him a 2nd chance,
i may never know his sincerity.
and i do love him very dearly.
very very dearly.

like my mom said,
 he's the one i choosed and there's nothing she can do about it.
it is the Will of the heart and she cant control it.
she knows,
 if i fall again, i can always get back up! i hv no prob with that.

i know... i can get hurt..
but my past relationship with him,
taught me to be strong inside.
i can still smile... no worries...
win some, lose some... ;p

if you dont want to get hurt climbing,
might as well dont climb at all...

*i promise i will be*

Bad Curry

had a bad curry 2days ago...
and made me sick yesterday...
so, made a silly vid out of it...

yeah.. i know...
i seemed ok...
but i wasnt before...


again.... pardon for the stupid expressions... ;p

Thursday, January 13, 2011

what a day!!!

I just HAVE to tell what happened today!!!

my classes for the whole day started at 10am to 7pm
it was raining monkey after that and im DRENCHED!!
dropped my glasses and one of the handle snapped!!!
my laundry... DRENCHED as well...


what's more..
i hv this animation meeting at 10pm that will probably ends at 11pm...

aw man....
im gawked!!!!

there's always light

*us on new year*
*him black kitty.. me grey mouse*


so yeah...
we're OFFICIALLY together...

my 11.1.11 at 11.11pm wish came true.
my last year new year's wish came true.

life's a bliss... ;)
the light will always come if you wait for the sun to smile..
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Wednesday, January 12, 2011

Bagaikan Puteri

i love this song...
it has my name on it!!! ;p

(pardon the silly facial expressions.. it made me feel good)

Monday, January 10, 2011

video for Ibu Sri

my 1st video on internet..
yeahh... that's how i talk basically..
i stutter and stammer alot...
pardon me...

haa.. hamik... xdpt bce so tgk la vid ni... hahah!!
no more alasan!!

Friday, January 7, 2011

i wish im a cat

how i wish to be a cat...
to be somebody's pet....

to be loved and pampered and not a care in the world 
except for choosing which toy to play or which furniture to scratch...

to sleep all day and play all night
to not fear of such things that's not life threatening...

to hv less emotions except love hate and curiosity
when loved, embrace
when hated, ignore
when curious, pursue
such simplicity...

and not to care if i wear the same fur my whole life.. ;))


Thursday, January 6, 2011


i still hv a long way to go...
and im considering walking alone..

i dont need sympathy or cries..
its pathetic...

i dont need to act or beg...
its just not me much...

yeah.. i know.. no need to tell..
evrybody NEEDS somebody..
that's why im walking alone for now..
to be sure who really needs me and who doesnt...

i dont need the hustles and bustles of wasting conversations and actions..
its just too tiring... considering the people around me isnt think rationally much

life is pretty much simple.. dont make it complicated...
dont hv to create a diversity to attract empty attentions..

i need friends...
among whoever...
anybody who laughs and cry with me...
my friendship and love is priceless...
so dont worry about whoever you are..
if ur cashless or homeless...
we are how we look at ourselves...

for now.. yes...
im walking alone..
you may hold my hand while im walking along...
but i still consider...
walking alone...

p.s: after that long typing... i dont bother to read it again... opss for the typo...
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food is love

u know i got this weird fantasy of being able to eat anything anytime
and never ever get fat!!

wow.. some dream...
its food people!!

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Epic Box


did this n LMAO!!!

Saturday, January 1, 2011

Apple + Potato + Carrot

This MIRACLE DRINK has been circulating for a quite long time ago. It is worth your while to take note. There is a celebrity Mr. Seto who swears by it. He wants to make it public to draw the attention of people who have cancers. This is a drink that can protect from bad cells forming in your body or it will restrain its growth! Mr. Seto had lung cancer. He was recommended to take this drink by a famous Herbalist from China . He has taken this drink diligently for 3 months & now his health is restored & he is ready to take a pleasure trip. Thanks to this drink!    It's like a Miracle Drink!  It's simple.  
  You need one potato, one carrot one apple that combine together to make theJUICE! 
  Wash the above, cut with the skin on into pieces & put them into the juicer & immediately you drink the juice. You can add some lime or lemon for more refreshing taste. 
  This Miracle Drink will be effective for the following ailments: 
  1.  Prevent cancer cells from developing. It will restrain cancer cells from growing. 
2.  Prevent liver, kidney, pancreas disease & it can cure ulcers as well. 
3.  Strengthen the lungs; prevent heart attack & high blood pressure. 
4.  Strengthen the immune system 
5.  Good for the eyesight, eliminate red & tired eyes or dry eyes 
6.  Help to eliminate pain from physical training, muscle ache 
7.  Detoxify, assist bowel movement, eliminates constipation.  Therefore it will  make skin healthy & LOOK more radiant. It is God sent for acne problem. 
8.  Improve bad breath due to indigestion, throat infection,  
9.  Lessen menstrual pain 
10. Assist Hay Fever Sufferer from Hay Fever attack. 
  There is absolutely no side effect.  Highly nutritious & easily absorbed!  Very effective if you need to lose weight. You will notice your immune system will be improved after 2 week routine. Please make sure to drink immediately from the juicer for best effect. 
Drink it first thing in the morning on an empty stomach. After 1 hour, you can eat breakfast. For fast results, drink 2 times a day, in the morning & before 5pm.  


Fireworks... Foam Spray.. 
People Dancing n Screaming... 
Smiling n Laughing

not really my idea of a celebration 
n not really the picture i had in my head..
but, oh my...

it was truly magical...
among that crowd..

you n me, holding hands and hugging,
with matching kitty and mouse hats
whispering happy new year to my ears,
smiling together seeing the fireworks,
with falling foam falling on us like snow,
colors of the fireworks reflected on ur face..
*i looked when my neck cant stand looking up...>.>*
just wonderful... i wish to stay in that way forever...

ok ok... stop it...

im wishing evrybody
HAPPY 2011
and I LOVE YOU all so much!!