Listen To Your Heart, You Will Understand

Friday, December 30, 2011

Xmas 2011

a week late post but still.... ;p


as usual... Xmas...
a day filled good food, presents and more good food...

my Grandma gave me a white Handmade scarf
love it so much!!

and there was durian under the christmas tree...

and a time of laughter and that sort of stuff...
there's actually few photos of the xmas event... but i didnt get it yet... so, nvm la...

the memory is great... :)

Sunday, December 18, 2011

u said this... then... that....

one day, you yelled,
"yang (yayang), buy me a drink, ok?"

and i replied,

and bought you one of my fave,

and you went,
"eww, yuck!! you like this drink?? it tastes weird!!"
"you and your exotic taste bud... >.>"

but then....

one day, i yelled,
"cayang, buy me a drink, ok?"

and you replied,

and you bought US my fave,

and i asked,
"i thought you hated this drink?"

and u said,
"change of taste... ;p"

p.s: yeaahhhh.... riiiittteeee...... ;p

Saturday, December 17, 2011

best dating spots 101

the Arcade

(kicks some badarse and race our hearts out!!)

p.s: and i still love parapara ;p

Tuesday, December 6, 2011


im the jealous type...

i get jealous when my mom said she got an "anak angkat"

i get jealous when my dad treats his wife more than me...
(duh factor)

i get jealous when my stepmom dowan to layan me and layan her hubby instead...
(duh factor)

i get jealous knowing my siblings got "kakak angkat"
(some loser b*tch thinks she's a better sister than i am eyhh??)

i get jealous when my boyfie talks to other pretty, nice girls 
and does a better job than i do (workterm)
(duh factor)

i get jealous when other people get better "toys" than i do... >.>

im the jealous type...

Sunday, December 4, 2011

Milk Secret

when i was young,
i had these 2 problem in life,

i hate my skin color
i hate milk

people who know me may be surprise now..
"no way?? put hated milk??"

seriously yeah...
and how did i turn to love milk from hating it?

funny story...

u see...
my mom (ibu sri) was having a hard time making me drink milk,
(something about me hating it since i was a baby..)
(and i do recall drink milo instead of milk frm a bottle)
but after she knew how i hated my dark tanned skin,
this is what she told me....

"if u wanna be fair, u hv to drink white drinks, like soy drink or MILK..."

and there you go...
tricked for life...

since then, i LOVE milk!! 

p.s: and soy drink, and taufufa...
p.s.s: and i dont hate my skin color now... its BLARDY RARE YA KNOW!!! ;p

Tuesday, November 29, 2011


crocheted hearts
you & i

p.s: handmade!! :))

Singaporean Malaysian Trip!

after a year of not seeing each other!!
i finally met my life lover, my mom!! 

she stopped by at Damansara for a lil holiday with her family,
and my, arent they a pack!!

i miss em all so much!!

Uncle Haidil (ibu sri's hubby) & Baby Ayu

sweet rascal!! :))

abang (Haizil)

hailisya (bubble)

sha'amin & Hairil

my sweet2 rascals... just em both can be a handful!! >.>

my ibu is a derp-er!! TROLL!! ;P

the reason im alive..
the reason im strong...
the reason im me
the reason for evry good thing in this world that happens to me!!

i love you ibu!!

Monday, November 28, 2011

Young Tigers

thanks to Boyfie's busy2 schedule, he assigned me to be apart of his project...
which acQuired me to go to the stadium to watch one of the country's football match...

my 1st time going to a stadium to watch football!! ;p

tho, im not much of a football fan,
i do understand the game and the excitements and stuff...

it was fun watching fans cheering full heartily for their team...
mostly for the Tigers la...

of cos, there must be our fave couple,
Proffy and Ayu

us wearing the blue jersey!!
(well actually, i was wearing his jersey... i dont own one...)

and let the game begin!!

p.s: even tho we lost the match (Msia vs Syria)... we'll still root for you... :)

Thursday, November 24, 2011

Bakso Getaway

with buddies Cuk Aten and Ayie....

didnt get the chance to click on the Bakso coz it was too good... 
we had i munched b4 snapped... ;p


Sunday, November 20, 2011

Monday, November 14, 2011

dia nangis lagi

hari panas, aku rehat di kafeteria,
situ aku lihat seorang gadis muda
tapi, matanya,
penuh air mata,
bibir merahnya bersedih sahaja

aku angkat teh aisku, duduk dengan dia,
muka aku tak malu tanyakan namanya,
kenapa hiaskan
wajah yang jelita
dengan air mata?
hatinya pasti

ceritanya padaku
cinta hatinya yang satu
pergi tinggalkannya sendiri
pada cinta yang baru
air mata di pipi
luka yang dalam dihati
dia seorang diri
dia nangis lagi....


something i did in June 2010

p.s: random...

PUTPET 1st Year Anniversary

1st year Anniversary for Put & Pet

yup... consider 1st since our only break up...
not the 2009, but the 2010...

This loveblog is for you, Taufik Hidayat...

yup, 1 year of our relationship has gone by, and u promised me more and more love in the future... 
i know it may not be as JIWANG as we used to be... but as long as im sure, ur sure, that we love each other until the very end... that's fine by me....

alot has happened in the past year, feelings involved, tears, laughter, and lots more love...

am actually Quite proud of our relationship... we do Quarrel and argue alot (or less).. but it made us stronger each day...

and truthfully, i dont care if u dont have a car, that much money or time (ok.. maybe i do care about ur timing)... but it doesnt matter much ok... no matter who my family are, who i am or who you are... it doesnt matter... you and i, we belong in another world of reality... no drama involved much... i love you as who you are, and that's final... and i do love ur family so much, from the bottom of my heart...

sorry if i annoy you with my jealously and insecurity... its just that, i do...

yes!! im still stubborn, lazy and undependable... still working on it... tho, i think it might just getting worst.

and you need to stop smoking and stop losing ur temper (or atleast change that tone)... but seriously STOP SMOKING!!

and thanks to you.. im getting womanlier by the day... im not sure if its a good thing for me or not... >.>

ok ok... time for the real thing.... :) (ehem..ehem)

u r my Maru in a box
u r my fave kitty blog
u r my best teddy bear
u feel the best when u r near.

u r my Sora, im ur Kairi
u r my cherry on my jelly
u r my slapper when im blur (?)
u r definitely my Tumblr (ok.. whatever)

ur voice reveals my chains
ur arms are like my key
had bloodrush thru my veins
when u said u love only me. 

2 1/2 years friendship
6months love (1)
7months break/friend
1year love (final)
forever years to come...

total: never ending story... ;)
real total: 4years 7month of US.. :)
(pretty much of a big deal, an?)

Thank you for loving me heartily, lovingly, warmly.. everythingly....
your love put me at the top of the world!!

my Taufik Hidayat...

p.s: sorry u didnt like my pasta... >.>

Sunday, November 13, 2011

overthinking it?

we, women, 
need to stop this assumptions. we cud get hurt...

you, men, 
need to stop the stupid silences in the 1st place!!


if Cayang and I are meant for each other, 
i bet this is how our baby boy somewhat will look like...

*clenched fist, scrunched face*

can i have one now?
(statement gatal...)

p.s: anniversary gift.... more than enuff dearest!! (> 3<)



today is already Sunday!!
a week of mid semester holiday is over!!
and today is Sunday... already...

during that early days of the holidays...
oh! what joy of doing absolutely nothing...
neither internet much or asgmnts much...

but now...
its Sunday... (yes yes..)

and iv been here since Friday..
here as in, back in puncak...
just to do my asgmnts...

BUT NO!!!!!
evrything on the internet HAVE to look so freaking interesting!!


oh gosh!!!

dang you

curse evrything!!!!

Monday, October 31, 2011


dear Taufik Hidayat,

how come you dont wanna hv a rugged look like him??

macho crazy an?? 

Saturday, October 29, 2011

wishful thinking

forget healthy diet and exercises!!

i want this body


p.s: im getting so lazy and fattening up! help me!!

Friday, October 21, 2011

like a boy

" ala... lek la... Put ni kan laki..."

same ole same ole

same old saying thru out my life...
primary secondary diploma degree

and all from different frens...

 from the ones that knew me long time,
to the frens the know me now...

am that boyish? manly? boyish??

hmm?? go figure...

p.s: well... i do hv my naughty days.. making mischief and all...

Saturday, October 15, 2011

one night tonight


my bad habit is here again!!!
stay up till the wee hours of dawn...
and now i lost my body time coordination,
i cant sleep at night!!!

urgghhh!!! why do i hv to be so STUBBORN!!
i just fixed my biological time during the holidays!!


Friday, October 14, 2011

xtra curriculum

considered as an extra xtvt....

regular faces
(not so)
of Puteri..


Thursday, October 13, 2011

Happy 23rd, Puteri

11 October was here again..
making me older this year..
23 eyh...

my aunty told me,
"2 more years and u'r getting married..."

but for me..
2more years and i'll be a Quarter of a decade!!
thats where wrinkles and bone aches starts!!!


but hye!! thank you all for the lovely wishes VIA 
hp msges, FB wishes, Twitter and phonecalls!!

i love em all!!
evry lovely prayers and wishes!!

bday present?
Droolie from Nadia Hanie
(new BedCommunity member)

lovely cake with MY NAME (and face) on it!!
from Aunty Sarimah in Singapore

most awkward and surprising and loveliest gift..
in a silver bag,
wrap in newspapers (slight hint),
with my altered jeans,
there's a new sling bag!! wow!!
and what's this? a box??
with a silver ring in it...

awww... of coz from the great heart thief,
mr.Taufik Hidayat...

i love you so much!!
forever and ever and ever!!

wait... come to think of it...
why are all of my presents are in PINK??
(except for the silver ring la kn.. its silver.. >.>)

Graphic Melaka Trip

a one day Melaka Trip with old buddies and new ones too...

what we did?

  •  BeachPartying @ Pengkalan Balak
  •  Chendol time in the middle of the Melaka River
  •  Roaming around Dataran Pahlawan
  •  Jonker Walk walk..
  •  Finally, Dinner @ Sungai Duyong.. of coz la seaFood!!!

fun time...
i miss these people.. >.>



spot the green monsters!! rawr!! ;p

Tuesday, October 4, 2011

Saturday, October 1, 2011

Tuesday, September 20, 2011


a father to us future animators,
caretaker to us new philosphers...

thank you, En Ezwan
May us studies in the UK be a success!
we love you!!

Friday, September 16, 2011