why now la??

now Mika dah 8 bulan..

tetiba kan..

hati kuat je gendang2,

"best nya, bila next dapat baby girl? 

boleh pakai bows and dresses."

*snap to reality*

what the heck was that? 

another baby so soon for me?

trauma beranak pun tak habis lg.

tak yah cerita lah trauma topet tengok aku bersalin.

__________________________________________

maybe when Mika's a lil older lah.

Maybe 3 yo, or 13?

#familyplanning

#betterchildhood

#betterparenting

#bestlife

The Orange Incident

Back in the days when my parents were in love...
Probably 1986 or 87? or 89?

At the train station and the train arrived, having a couple of minutes before leaving.

Ibu Sri

Think should get something to munch on the train.

Ayah

I can drop at the convenient shop there before the train leave.

What would you like?

Ibu Sri

Probably should get some fruits and drinks.

Ayah

Sure

*walks to the convenient shop*

*came back and my mom can only snicker at what my dad bought.*

Ayah

What?

Ibu Sri

Seriously? You bought oranges (fruit) and orange juice?

Ayah

*derp*

p.s: proof that i happened to inherit my dad's derpiness~

Dear Allah,

Despite my crude behaviour in life, i am thankful for granting me many people in my life..

I am thankful for my mother, whom gave birth to me.. regardless the distance we have between us, we are never separated in heart. Never lose faith in me, always believe i can achieve many things (even the smallest things counts for her).

I am thankful for my father, always giving me a pathway towards the biggest picture in life. Always giving me the 2nd chance thought i don't deserve. And is always there to help. Sometimes, to teach a child to find, is to play 'Hide and Seek'. Nothing is given in the real world, except to expected to be taken back.

I am thankful for my fiancee, that 1st stranger to accept me as who i am. Always, and ALWAYS there whenever i'm down, whenever i'm at my lowest, most useless state. Knowing how stubborn, how anxious and how thoughtless i can be at most times. Notices the tasteless changes in me. You still stuck a ring on me.

I am thankful for my siblings, who are always my little rays of sunshine. My trouble makers. My migraine enhancements. My mud puddles. Always a grim, never a bore. Those lil baby talk we had, turns to meaningful chats. Everything you guys do, made me reminisce and smile. Never fail.

I am thankful for my best friends, my vitamins in life. Supports me to almost everything i do. Listens and listen good. Never sigh to my woes, never scream to my tantrums. Even after knowing that i'm not they type to contact all the time, never to forget me, as i never forget them, EVER! Always so important, so true.

So, Please dear Allah,

Hear my prayers, for you are the Most Loving and Most Caring, Most Forgiving.

Give love and protection to these love ones of my life. Give support and justice to their soul. Forgive their sins and banish their fears. Purify their heart from evil and stray them from hell fire, for they are precious to me on earth. Amin...

Really?

how my parents reacted the first time they met my boyfriend.

how rude... im decent enough ok..

lol

p.s: just finished watching Lovely Complex... a simple yet heartwarming anime.. LOVE!!

UiTM 78th Convocation Ceremony

congrats to all of us... we made it to the end... heheh..

thus, our friendship will never end... 

let us embrace what we've learned, taught, studied, 

day and night.. 3 years thru...

thank you ibu sri n ayah for being there for me..

also not forgetting uncle haidil...

i love you guys... <3 p="">

Final Results

right after mr.TH reminded me to inform him of my final results, i received an email...

it was my result... (duhh)

Alhamdulillah.

i manage to pass with good results...

with this, im an official degree graduate!!

woohoo!!

been studying since 1992 till 2012

gosh.. twenty years... 

life is about education, isnt it...?

now, i can look for a job to support self and family..

the eldest got to do what an eldest got to do... ;)

for this, (cliche drum roll)

i wud like to thank family, friends, boyfriend, best friends  those strangers with good will, classmates, teachers, lecturers, and all... <3 br="">





p.s: Masters? not anytime soon.. will be, in syaa allah.. :)
p.s.s: its kinda sad to leave the student life, isnt it?

Daddy's lil Princesses

2nd October:

Happy 49th Birthday Ayah

we love you very much...

<3

Daddy Day

Daddy Day to Ayah...

celebrated with lots of love, laughter, songs and... 

sadly, Bieber songs included...

made a Karaoke Surprise party for Ayah,

which was pretty hard to get him into the surprise...

golly... >.>

but evrything worked fine...

fond memory songs.. ;)

A Whole New World duet

Ayah and me

almost the WHOLE Bieber album

Ameen (solo) & Ain (solo)

almost all the songs there

Aisya rockstar-wanna-be

Lucky

Aiman and Me

Just The Way You Are

whole siblings...

Billie Jean & Bad

Ameen (dancing Jacko style)

Hijau (last song for that night)

Ayah & me

love love dearest daddy... :)

Daddy is home

now,

staying with daddy...

;p

she arrived!!

oh!! thank you daddy for this great toy!!

MY VERY OWN BAMBOO WACOM!!

I LOVE IT!!!

a pregnant man?

i know if this is probably an old news, but to know a man getting pregnant is nerves cracking news man!!!

this is thomas beatie... and he was pregnant for his wife.. gave birth to a baby girl..

how is this possible???

ok... actually... this guy was a girl before... yeah.. hard to believe... atleast for me la kn.. but what a waste here... the handsome looking man was actually a woman. who was no ordinary woman we pass by daily.. but was ms. hawaii!!!!

yeah!! that was him!! i mean.. her!! what a waste..

then, she went thru some identity crisis and she thinks that she's suppose to be born as a man... and started to hv a lesbian life.. n change into a tomboyish girl.. and lastly... she went under an operation.. cut off her breasts, planted a male organ.. *you know what la*... and ate testron pills... which changed her voice, body shape and dadaddada.... and finally legally change her identity to a male... and married her lesbian partner...

what's odd is... he purposely didnt throw his female organ (yes.. i refer her as him now)... so in case he need to use it, he's prepared... and he was right.. his wife wasnt able to get preggy coz she had problem with her vagina... so they went to a sperm bank and "bought" a sperm.. and planted it in thomas.. and there you hv it... a preggy man.. fuhh!!

there you hv it... a beautiful baby girl... haishh....

for those who wonder how he gave birth... he went under cesarean.. snip snip!!

Happy Superhero's Day

Dearest Ayah,

Thank you for giving me the chance to view the world in different perspectives.

Thank you for letting me taste the bittersweet flavours of existence.

Thank you for showing me the way to the great mountains of life.

Thank you for the stories you told me that taught me so much.

Thank you for lighting up my candle when it was blown out.

Thank you for reaching out when darkness surrounded me.

Thank you for letting me soar the skies of heaven.

Thank you for giving me the chance to live my life.

Thank you for your love.

Thank you.

i LOVE you daddy... ;))

You are forever mine

with Love

Kaklong.