Mika Uthman's 1st Year

Fun Fact:

Most of these footages are Mika's first everything,

etc:-

first commando crawl

first crawl

first lemon

first ferry ride

first announcement

pretty basic stuff,

but as a new parent, 

every single milestone count!

Prank Calls

As a teenager, i wasnt the brightest fun loving being in the world. But i was (and probably still am) always up to no good. Harmless no good it is. I've always loved how annoyed and confused people can be through their expression.

So one fine evening my mom signed me up to a tuition class and obviously, their kids from other schools there. Being the timid me, i made very few conversation with them. It is, afterall, my first week there. Then came this white sheet of paper came to me after being passed around. There's the name, IC number and phone number of the whole class there. We were reQuired to fill em every class.

Eventually, i knew few girls from the class and also had a few crushes on the boys (urgh, typical teenager, right?), but i just ignored em, until one of em were kind enough to speak with me, as he was one of the girls' schoolmate. We got along and stuff, until i got this sneaky idea.

That attendance paper? with names and ICs and stuff? yeah, i copied down all of their number after getting to know em. I dunno why, i just had the urge to prank call all of the boys, especially the annoying noisy ones.

I called em and pretended to be their long lost indonesian cousin, someone whom they own money to (ceti haram), sexy seductive schoolmate and other craps i could think off, and the stories they told to their friends in class were just too funny! They were annoyed and angry, and the more they were disturbed, the more i cant help bugging them.

Until the nice guy caught me in the act (actually while me prank calling him).

no more prank calls for me now... LOL...

p.s: I feel like i wanna try again more, but people report everything these days. Pulled the fun out of it.. pftt~
p.s.s: besides, nobody uses landlines anymore~

Sunny Ma Bunny No More~

Because of my tight schedule for work and personal playtime, I neglected my rebound love many times.. Im so sorry love...

Now, he's not with us anymore.....





 CHILL!! He's not dead yet!

My dad took pity of our situation, he gave my bunny to my aunt, thus making her, his new owner. I had to agree. Sunny isn't compatible with a grassless condo life with me. He deserve the sun, grass and a family attention, all which my aunt and her family can provide.

He is now happier his new family, which is the best for him. I miss him though. I heard he got new BFFs, a bunch of cats my aunt took care of. He even got a new name, Totoro (my cousin named him that.)

I know you're just a bunny and will never understand this, but you've been a special emotional aid to me all this while.. You heard my woes, saw my tears and laughter, my affections and everything. I'll miss those moments when we would sit together, side by side, on the darkest nights. You would some times run around and nibble me everywhere. I would snuggle you and you would just sit there, snuffling.. And when you're excited, you would run around so fast, then lay under a tree shade when you're tired. That's the cutest! You would get mad after I smothered my face on you until you got uncomfortable. You would just thump you feet so loud! Haha! Annoyed much? These scars you gave me, will always make me remember you by~

There's so much more... But the best is when you would kiss me all over my hands and chin when you missed me... You are such a puppy sometimes..

I miss you Sunny (now Totoro)

You are truly the sunniest part of my life. Thank you for everything. Will visit you soon ok?

my big baby boy~

Face Palm Myself In Love

Incident #1

Puteri

You know if you like somebody, you have to tell them.

Topet

Yeah, sure.

Puteri

I like you?

Topet

LoL, in that case, I like you too.

(most innocent / clueless face shown)

Incident #2

Puteri

My man criteria are that he's taller, older, funny and smart, 

also would tolerate and pamper me so bad!

Topet

Oh ho! He won't exist. No such man.

Puteri

That's why I won't get married until i'm 27 above.

Topet

In that case, I won't either.

(right here, i wasn't sure why he'd said that, but it was super sweet)

p.s: This was before we're a couple.

Teach Me Solah

When I was 9, I moved from my old school SKTTDI (1) to SK Datuk Keramat. To tell you the truth, that school had bad reputation spelled all over it. The kids were noisy, the teachers were lazy, and the place isn't much of an eyeful. I didn't have many friends, and I was constantly bullied (Imagine I was hit with a math textbook. Remember how thick it was?).

Among all that hulla ballo, there's one thing that stuck a post-it note in my memory.

I was young, naive and clueless (more or less, dense) and I had to stay back for something, one day. One way or another, I ended up at the school's surau. There, I saw my school senior (a prefect) with her other bunch of friends. She was one of the seniors who was fierce for no reason and I thought she despised me (she sort of made a lot of points of hating me. I was weak.). I think, I was told or asked to join to pray. So I followed them to take wudhu' (or rather, i copied their ways). I wasn't sure how to pray properly back them, and I was scared to admit it, so I copied how they pray.

Apparently, my copying was too obvious, the fierce senior stopped and turned facing me. To my surprise, she ask,

" Awak tak tau camne nak sembahyang ke?"

I shook my head weakly, and she taught how. How kind of her to do so, despite how strict she was.

That's the nicest memory i have in that school, and I shall never forget it, thought I kinda forgot who she was. LoL.

The Orange Incident

Back in the days when my parents were in love...
Probably 1986 or 87? or 89?

At the train station and the train arrived, having a couple of minutes before leaving.

Ibu Sri

Think should get something to munch on the train.

Ayah

I can drop at the convenient shop there before the train leave.

What would you like?

Ibu Sri

Probably should get some fruits and drinks.

Ayah

Sure

*walks to the convenient shop*

*came back and my mom can only snicker at what my dad bought.*

Ayah

What?

Ibu Sri

Seriously? You bought oranges (fruit) and orange juice?

Ayah

*derp*

p.s: proof that i happened to inherit my dad's derpiness~

10 years ago~

Lets see... #throwback

10 years ago eyh?

It was 2004, young lady at 16, secondary 4.

I was a happy goody two shoes girl. But nobody actually knew, I had my first heartbreak this year, when I just knew my 1st crush ever is going to move away to MRSM. Somehow, i knew that it was a mere crush and we would eventually move along separately. But I didn't expect it to be that soon. It wasn't a devastating, heart aching, suicidal heartbreak, in fact it was like a 'meh' thing. It was only one side anyway. We weren't even friends. Just someone I look from a far. *anime scene*

I have also lost a close friend of mine. My partner in crime in drawings. Her drawings were incredibly beautiful, and to compared to mine, it was amateur. But she never fail to praise me and to give me awesome spirit for drawing. We would just doodle away together. But her family moved to Perak and we had to say goodbye. Apart from my crush's transfer, my farewell for her was more saddening. We cried and held each other, saying silly things that she'll meet me again in a helicopter and we fly together to Japan.

Anyway, with that guy gone away, I literally wasn't interested to anyone. It should be a lay back year for me. PMR just ended and SPM is not until next year. The seniors called this period 'The Honeymoon Year'. The teachers really should cut us some slack. LoL. I joined as many clubs as I could, excluding the sports clubs. I was (and still am) never the athletic type anyway. 

Lets see... I've joined, the Karate-Do club, English Society, and Choir. I stayed back after school almost everyday even when there weren't any club activities. Some of my time I would linger around the school blocks, chatting with anyone. Then I would eventually loiter around the school botanical garden. The gardening club would always welcome me around, and I would voluntarily help with the gardening.

At odd times, I would just stay round the school canteen, chatting away with the canteen workers. Sometimes, they would be generous enough to give me free food or drinks (muka tak malu). I would play round with their son in the canteen with bunch of other juniors.

One fine day, a senior prefect called me. Knowing myself, I was determined to keep my school record as clean as I can, so I thought I've gotten into trouble, but I was actually appointed to be a prefect. Oh well, if that's so, that's it. I was glad tho, I didn't get into any trouble, knowing how mischievous my classmates is. LoL.

Speaking of classmates, after the PMR results, I intended to join in the literature class. I know my strength and I was very sure I want this class. The teachers insisted for me to join the economic class, as it suits with my results, but I declined. I mean, come on. Me? Economics? Numbers?? Nah... 

Upon entering the class, I was shocked. Oh hoo.. Now I know why the teachers want me to join other classes. Half of this class is filled with brutal and rather naughty boys. LoL. But after knowing them, no matter how mischievous these troublemakers are, they are very loyal and true. Sure they aren't academical smart, they have ways to show gratitude. Every night, I would tell my sister how my classmates were. She would get so annoyed and eventually ignore me. I mean, how could I not share? They were so comical and sweet at times. One time, one of our classmate had a terrible accident, and half of the class (all of the boys) would skip school to visit. This had gone for a week. Oh! I was also the vice class representative, and my 1st boyfriend was the class representative (coincidence?)

I had my 1st boyfriend in this class, this year. He told me he had admired me from a far since Form 1 (well, oppss.. while I was stalking my crush, he was stalking me). The funny thing is, I knew he was around when we were Form 1, but I literally thought he transferred school or something. I didn't know he was around until we got together in this year's class. Gosh I was so naive and dense! Anyway, he asked if we can be a couple. The problem is, I have never engage this sort of situation and i was dumbfounded. So I said, I'll think about it. For awhile, I sat in a corner, thinking, how does thing 'couple' thing work? I surely read too much of shoujo manga not to understand this, but for it to happen in real life? So, I went back to him and said that I'll give it a try. Not that I have any mutual feelings, but I'll try. There you have it. My 1st couple. But we had a lot to encounter. My lack of emotions and insensitivity always made him upset, and by upset, i meant cry. Gosh I was mean! Then there's the other admirer, which happens to be his own best friend. It was flattering but I was like, 'oh, that make sense. The hair clip, the watch, the cards.'. I just accepts them without any knowledge of whats happening. I just thought he really cares for me as a senior. *face palm*. My 1st relationship didn't last long though. Lasted about 3 months. I just broke it off. There was no mutual feelings and so, I got bored. Him, on the other hand, took it hard and became anti girls for months. Refuse to talk to me, and had this markings on his bag about how he hate girls. But we became friends again eventually, since we need to work together as class representatives.

Students around this age, would eventually select or get selected for a god-brother or sister. Not officially, but just for the sake of company. I, too, had a lot of em. To them, I was the tomboyish baby sister they need to look after, or so they said. So I thought of them as family as well. I don't have an elder brother or sister back home, so I appreciate them more. They would hang out with me at the canteen and accompany me drawing. I would also watch them play basketball in the evening after school.

Around this year too, I had my 1st penpal. We meet on a literal penpal website (i don't remember which site though). I was an internet noob at that time, so we only exchanges emails almost every week. We had similar interest in anime and comics, so we hit off right away. He's from Netherlands and he taught me a lot of things about his culture and country. That was my 1st time knowing someone out of the country other than Singapore. As exciting as it is, he too was excited to meet someone from the asian part of the world.

Those were the days where money, jobs and bills didn't matter. I had a good school life, and I have appreciated it a lot. Never a moment I thought of wanting to grow up fast. I just wanted to stay a school girl as long as I can. To learn to love, make friends, appreciate those little things we thought would last forever. Can say, i was a Blooming 16.. :)

This is my story, 10 years ago. Whats yours?

Pemimpi 2.0 Photo Memories

Pemimpi 2.0

Over the last weekend, I went to a reunion gathering party held by the Pemimpi people (which are ex students of UiTM Graphic Design, Shah Alam). Though, I'm basically an outcast in the group, but majority of the people are my friends i made along the way from Diploma years to Topet's Degree years. 

I thought that, i left graphic designing a long time ago, and the people there knew each other more than me, i should feel left out of the group somehow. How wrong i was. They are all so welcoming and so much fun. I was announced as Topet's fiancee, but they knew better that i'm more than that to them. I knew them before the event, so things were less awkward. I just go with the flow (and also wouldn't wanna waste the fee that my fiancee paid for me, just to see me bored).

So, as soon as we arrived, we were greeted by the early comers (the event was held in Melaka btw, so we had few separated convoys). There was a small pool there, so as soon as the other boys reached, they hopped in straight away! They were like little rascals in the water. Us women, we were setting up with the kitchen and stuff, and we sure were excited to meet one another, especially my 6 month pregnant bestie!!

Dawn came, and the guys set up the barbecue. The smell of marinated chicken filled the area almost instantly! Oh! And Dya, our very own patisserie, she brought over her famous pavlova, brownies and chocolate fondue fountain, along with everything else sweet! We also had homemade ice cream and watermelons, and I was in charge of tomorrow's sandwiches for breakfast. Feels like summer and camping. Feels like youth. Reliving youth all over again.

We had karaoke sessions, with ALOT of cheering! It doesn't matter if you're singing is bad or good, as long as we all had fun, laughing and singing together. Soon, Topet and Eno hosted a guessing game, where we acted out the words and everybody guess it. It was hilarious! They sure had different actions for different things (like dog, king and tree). True enough, my team lost, and we were punished to sing the UiTM song, but who knew, that it would be so epic, everybody starts joining in and soon, started marching, circling the pool. Its too bad we can't held another game after that since everybody was exhausted from excessive cheering and singing, and being thrown in the pool, LOL.

The rest of the night, we just chilled. There were people who sang karaoke. There were people continued eating. There were people playing mini games among themselves. And there's me, lying on the carpet, outdoors, gazing at the stars and moon, feeling the breeze and singing along to Pijan's guitar tunes. It was heavenly. I was so grateful to attend the event. I was grateful to Eno who had thought of this. Everything was peaceful and nice. Wishing that time would somehow slow down just a little bit for us. Oh well....

Next morning, i woke up to make breakfast, only to witness a massacre scene in the living room! LoL! Its the boys. They sure can sleep just anywhere. Not just that, some of them, still have the energy to go swimming! Or tossing people in the pool! Oh well, they need to shower anyway...

Just before we check out, we had our final group shot (wajib)! I was a bit weary, though. So, as soon as we start convoying in Melaka city, I took a nap. I woke up in the middle of the convoy and they were still discussing where to head for lunch. They even accidentally left Pijan at the gas station all alone! Cruel much! But these are the things that jot the dot in our memories.

After lunch, we head to the desert of Klebang, where we had beautiful photo sessions all together. But it was so hot and dry!! The sand were soft and there's some got into my shoes. So i walked bare footed, but it burns!!! But better than having sand in my shoes though. Just after the scorching heat of the dessert, we had COCONUT SHAKES!! It was so heavenly, i had brain freeze! It was extra tasty when we drink with friends all around. As dusk shadowing the land, we decided to head home.

As we were driving home, we had news that 2 of our friend's car broke down and can't start at all. But since we've gone too far from them, we decided to wait for them at the RnR station. There i took a shower in the public toilet. Even after all that fixing, our friend's car still can't seem to be done. The rest decided to stay and help, and they told us to go ahead home rather than wait for them. Feeling helpless, we head home.

As they all say, in all matters, there's a silver lining. The rest had so much fun hanging out in Melaka still until dawn, and i'm really jealous! We should have turned back, just to see what we can help mentally and be a team about it. pfftt!! And Dya cant seem to get enough about rubbing the fun they had to my face... LOL!! Worse come to worse, they manage to solve their problems, and all is home safely..

I had so much fun writing this post, as i reminisce the good times we had. Reality may be harsh, but being a 'dreamer' makes everything possible. Thank you all for giving me the opportunity to feel energetic and positive! And i wish you all a happy life, until we all meet again soon, for Pemimpi 3.0 perhaps?

p.s: i wasn't invited to Pemimpi 1.0 because i was in Puncak and that was meant for AD students. But now, what the heck! ;p

How we confessed

I've always been that girl who can not stay in a relationship for more than 3 months. Even if the guy was my best friend for years. I'm that type to leave when i feel it won't work between us. It was never about another guy or girl. Never about fights or arguments. But there's this one particular guy that broke the record.

I started eyeing this guy from our early acquaintance times. He's creative, funny, cute and very helpful. He took notice of me when he realized that i was kind of helpless in designs. He was my classmate after all, and that's how it all began.

He was generous about his knowledge of design and i was very keen to know more. He invited me to a one-on-one Photoshop tutoring and he was strict on it. He taught me a lot! He made me practice and gave me extra assignments even though i have a lot more to do. I was going half mad and pissed, but i keep in mind that he actually took his personal time off to tutor me. He didn't even ask me to repay him in any sort of way. He was sincere.

Not long after, i knew he had a girlfriend. I thought, "Oh come on! Of course he has a girlfriend! He's bound to have one. A good looking one, too." So, I decided to back of a little bit and line my limits. Before i had any serious feelings for him.

But as time goes by, he naturally comes to me, claiming i'm his best friend. I was delighted with the title. Too delighted perhaps, that friends around me started to notice something. They reminded me that he has a girlfriend. I do realized, some times, i tend to forget that. That was when i started to feel more lonely and filled with jealousy and ego. I started questioning the typical jealous girl questions. "What does she have that i don't? What does he sees in her? Does time gap between me and him, and her and him, really makes that much differences?" Yes! I questioned those things. But really, i slapped myself into reality. Why on earth must i question these things? If she's is making him happy, i'm happy for them. I may sound like a hypocrite, but at least i don't ruin other people's relationship, despite my previous relationship history. 

This push pull, love hate relationship i had with myself was unbearable until i can't take it anymore by the time we were in our final semester. This was my most crucial time of my Diploma years. I had an argument with my mother and father. I was financially broke for final year assessments and survival. I was crying so bad almost every night. Sleepless nights from assignments. Throughout everything, CheQin (my bestie) and him helped me a lot! Like really A LOT! They were my savior, my life savior. They helped me escape this awful reality. If it wasn't for them, i would have quit, even though i was only days away from completing my studies. 

All of his effort of helping me, made me fall for him even harder, which is bad, considering he has a girl friend. He even told me that he cares and he is willing to do anything to help, even if i have no place to stay (in case i refuse to go back to KL), he was willing to take me back to Penang with him and let me stay with his friend. How on earth could i NOT fall for him at this rate? I strictly told myself No! I need to get myself straight. I can't do this. So, i decided to leave him for good after we finish our studies. I decided not to continue my studies in the same course and to cut any connection with him after. My wish for him to be happy with his girlfriend was sincere. Honestly.

Since i decided to leave him, i'v gotten much friendlier to him (not flirting, i think?), just my little goodbye gesture for him. I made him happy as a friend. Laughs with him, work with him, studied together. It was sad for me, so i went all out! Made him a special friend, made him happy, for my own benefit. Few days later, he told me, he broke up his girl friend. I protested. I wasn't sure why and i don't want to ask, but i thought, why put him into pressure when he's very near to our most important presentation ever? It wasn't fair, thus, i wasn't in place to question other's personal problems.

Days went by and we finished our final project presentation, so we celebrated with our friends. We went for an all-nighter outdoors. We planned that each one of us to buy a gift, and give it to whoever gets it in a game. We split up in a mall, and he caught up with me. We were looking and chatting and all. Boy, was my heart beating as hell! I just can't keep it to myself anymore. I was at my limit. In my head, all the words and planning jumbles up, i just don't know how to say it. He eventually noticed my awkwardness. How my heart beating like it wants to burst. My head was malfunctioning. I wasn't sure what was wrong. Seriously, this has NEVER happened to me. NEVER! I have never liked a guy so much, i feel like dying. I was in a serious dilemma. If i said it, what will he think of me? Will he hate me? Will he think that i just want to hook up with him because he just broke up? What will my other friends say? A man snatcher? I love my friends so much, i don't want them to think i'm bad. But if i don't tell him, doesn't it mean i'm hurting myself? Besides, i'm going to leave him anyway, whether he likes it or not. I'm going all out! I'v only got 2 days left before i go back to KL. Now or never!

I pinched the back of his shirt, which put us on halt, in the middle of the mall. He wanted to turn around but i told him not to. I was sweating and nervous. My mind went blank and the only words that came out was, "aku suka kt kau (i like you)". The funny thing is, despite that it took all my guts and effort to say those words, he didn't hear it clearly and asked me to repeat. Can't blame him though. We were in a mall. It was noisy and loud. I chose my words again and repeated. This time, he heard me, and wanted to turn around. I begged him not to, but he insisted. He pulled me by the side. I just hid my face behind my hair, refused to look at him. My face was hot! I was blushing so bad, i can't look at him, but he insisted. He said he wanted to see my face. Straight to my no make up, messy hair and pale black lips, he said, "aku pun suka kt kau sebenarnya (i actually like you too)". 

I stopped breathing a bit. I couldn't believe what i'v heard. I was overjoyed and deliriously happy. I started grinning to myself, and he reached for my hand. We were walking hand in hand! It was the greatest feeling ever. But what if our friends sees us? What would they say? I was nervous and wanted to let go. I looked at him and he was looking back. We let go together. We knew it was too early and was a bad idea to let them know like this.

Our friends soon knew in our guessing game at the end. Some of them was pleased and some protested. But overall, we had their blessings, which means a lot to me. 

We had a few rough bumps on and off, here and there after that. But i will never forget how we confessed. Sure it wasn't by the beach or under the stars, but i treasure those times most. Throughout our hardships and togetherness, I'm blessed to have you in my life, Mohamad Taufik Hidayat. Happy 3rd Anniversary.

With Love

Puteri Nurul

p.s: all of this are true. I'm neither an angel, nor a devil. i'm only human. I admit i was bad and too rushed. But Alhamdulillah, we're happy now. The most important moment is NOW.

UiTM 78th Convocation Ceremony

congrats to all of us... we made it to the end... heheh..

thus, our friendship will never end... 

let us embrace what we've learned, taught, studied, 

day and night.. 3 years thru...

thank you ibu sri n ayah for being there for me..

also not forgetting uncle haidil...

i love you guys... <3 p="">

Aging??

you know ure getting old when....

- u receives too damn many wedding invitations

- ure updating ur resume

- ur friends approaches u with strollers

- ur friends calls u to introduce u to an aging product
    - and u agreeing on actually needing em..

- u cant really find the time to actually really enjoy life (constant worries)

- instead of  "i forbid u to hv a boyfriend!!" , u get "haiyaa... when r u getting married, i want grandkids"

- instead of  "ibu... i scraped my knee and my palms are bleeding"... to "ibu... i scraped my brain, n heart.. n cant find my soul... am i dying??"

- u seriously can hear ur bones cracking...
    - even considering anmum milk now~

- u thought of changing ur wardrobe (coz evrything look too childish for ur age n career.. and also doesnt fit anymore)

- u  ACTUALLY have a career...

- u think uv experience evry emotions in life

- u even start to eat drink healthily...

- saving money for car, house, marriage, parents (not for self nymore right~)

-u made ur own saving account... on ur OWN will~

- u felt that the songs today are crappy~

- uv already realized that uv graduated high school too long ago~

-u starting to say " those good old times"

- u think teens n kids nowadays are wasting their youth

-u appreciate sleep more!!

- instead of  'dear diary...'  you wrote  'wednesday appointment and meeting... thursday doctor checkup'

what else ek? the list goes on~~

p.s: most of it are personal... but im sure u guys had these too.. ;p

when we were friends..

those funny years when we were bros... ;p

Life as a Degree Student

Alhamdulillah...
all hustles and bustles as a student has finally ended..
(in syaa allah, if my result turns out well)

im sorta sad (expected) to leave my dear friends in Puncak..
they're the best comical people iv met..
of course, my school and diploma friends are awesome too..
but these guys, they're really, undeniably comical.. (and they said, im the cartoony one)

anyway,
within my 3years of degree in animations..
alot of frustrations and challenges faced me, and i was afraid i fear it alone.
thus, a few gentle and loving friends stood behind me, supporting me all the way..

together, we faced all sorts of challenges,
assignments, tests, exams, death, revival, mockery and discouragements.

thank you guys,
for coming to accompanying me in my room,
for letting me hang over ur house almost all the time,
for lending/giving the sweater,
for giving me the awesome anime collections,
for sharing awesome asgmnts updates and infos,
for sharing cool VFX tutorials,
for trusting in me with your lighter,
for being such a lovely dope,
for helping me with my japanese vocabs,
for letting me sleepover at ur house freQuently,
for giving me moral support when im down,
for your warm loving hugs,
for all ur troll jokes that make me laugh so bad,
for being my irritator and fight buddy,
for bring me to mamak almost evry night,
for being a sweet awkward fellow,
for having such awesome patience with me,
for laughing at my lame jokes,
for sharing hilarious youtube vids,
for sharing new experiences,
for that many lovely things we shared together...

but mainly,
thank you, for being you... :)

and also,
im sorry if,
i made you guys angry and frustrated,
i happened to hit you too hard,
i made you sad and disappointed,
i owe you guys and hvnt paid back (do tell, im very forgetful)
i was stubborn
i was passive in a group project
i was such a a**hole,
i even said anything offensive,
i was being too insensitive,
i made things awkward,
i embarrassed any of you,
i was being too annoying and troll much,
i was such a scumbag,
i made all the things that i shudnt hv done or said towards you guys...

forgive me? :(

the time between 2010 to 2012, those times can nvr be replace by anything in the world,
even when there's an alien invasion, going to suck my memories of you guys for no good reasons,
i'll nvr give em up... for you guys are awesome, stupendous and super AWESOME!!

i love you guys, may we meet again someday and hopefully, you guys will only change physically and maintain your awesomeness.. :)

p.s: you know who you are.. :)

Woman of Degree

congrats my darling Shawty~ :)

u are now a woman of DEGREE!!

Fret not of the troubles troubling in ur troubled mind..

for your future isnt troubled at all...

be at ease and i promise evrything will be fine...

again, syabas very2 much!!

forever my true derping friend

forever my shawty

FOREVER MY NORASHIKIN ABD RAHMAN... ;)

sayang awk

<3

Man of Degree

Congrats to my Hunny Buns for his recent graduation...

finally done with his Degree in Graphics..

and received 1st class... yowzers... pretty awesome...

and that's my man... ;)

Congrats la... can only afford a rose for him...

Praying for his happiness in the NEW WORLD

*hint hint*

supportive family, he has.. ;p

and i have to admit,

i was super attracted on how sexy he was 

in sleek and leather shoe, tuck in shirt and tie and all.

(instant meltation, seriously)

again, im super proud of you, me love!!

and pray for my best so u can be proud of me too...

and always remember, i got ur back... ;)

iloveyoutaufikhidayat

p.s: gomo gomo nooooo... ;p

Milk Secret

when i was young,

i had these 2 problem in life,

i hate my skin color

i hate milk

yeah,

people who know me may be surprise now..

"no way?? put hated milk??"

seriously yeah...

and how did i turn to love milk from hating it?

funny story...

u see...

my mom (ibu sri) was having a hard time making me drink milk,

(something about me hating it since i was a baby..)

(and i do recall drink milo instead of milk frm a bottle)

but after she knew how i hated my dark tanned skin,

this is what she told me....

"if u wanna be fair, u hv to drink white drinks, like soy drink or MILK..."

and there you go...

tricked for life...

since then, i LOVE milk!! 

p.s: and soy drink, and taufufa...

p.s.s: and i dont hate my skin color now... its BLARDY RARE YA KNOW!!! ;p

official wrap for kali kedua drama...

arini, 

dgn jayanye,

put abeh jd conti-girl.

selama 39ari,

kami dok wat keje ari2 cm adek-bradek, cm family...

gerenti rindu korg gile2..

seriously rindu sgt2...

thank you:

Crew:

Abg Ramdan

(assistant director)

"byk ajar put mcm2, seriously mcm2.. 

wpown prangai xsberapa snonoh, but, ur da man, bro!"

Abg Azrul

(PM)

"wpown muke blagak nk mati, tp hati ade taman.. xmo nakal2.."

Abg Wan Janggut

(assist PM)

"seriously sokmo wat put tkot, tp, lme2 dpt tau, hati emo upenye... 

sorry klu put nakal2, wat abg terasa ke ape, tp abg gak punce die.. hahah!!"

Tam

(make-up)

"asl ade can je.. calit lipstick, calit eyeshadow, last2 full dinner makeup... 

aduh... tp tam sgt matang... skit... suke dok dgn tam.. mwahh!! <3"

KakNowra

(assist make-up)

"satu2 nye crew pompuan yg ari2 put blh mngadap, put blh mngendeng... 

will miss you most"

Syawal

(wardrobe)

"plg byk salah paham and perang gajah dgn makduyung ni.... 

pape pown, bila syawal menjelang, kami 0-0 ye nok.. <3 mwaahh!! "

Abg Junid

(runner)

"mula2 put egat die ni, jenis penyepi, xcmpo dak2 gile cm kami.. upenye... hamik... ble dpt tau.. tlopong put tgk... wat lagak2 bapok sume.. hahaha... kacak la abg junid ni.. hahah!!"

Abg Wan

(handy)

"mat romeo... hehehe... wat muke miang sokmo... 

jrg dpt bcakap dgn die, sbb sokmo tido... hahahha"

Kecik

(assist handy)

"mat kecik muke jambu ni... bdn kecik, tp ade hati nk bgusti dgn put... 

hahah!! muke nk sinis je kn?? ;p"

Abg We (Wan)

(Audio)

"crew yg suke wat nakal n loya buruk... tp ble dpt BB baru... hamek.. 

anti social tros!! heheh.. org kedua suara plg kuat... akn ku rindu audio man ini.. ;)"

Pok Ki (Pak Zuki)

(D.O.P)

"wpown nmpak cm ikut org je.. ni otai dlm crew woo... diam2 die... 

sgt cool je.. heheh... suke mngalah dgn sume put ckp... hehehe... ;p"

Abg Zul

(assist D.O.P)

"ni lg satu, sgt cool... ble wat keje, follow the flow je... heheh... tp nakal2 dlm diam... 

abg zul!! tuka tape!! tuka bat3!! lap lense!! heheheh"

Pok Li (Pak li)

(lighting)

"suke pggey put "ADEK..." seyum aje... ari2 xpenah miss fist bump dgn put... heheheh"

Abg Awie

(lighting)

"haa... yg ni ha... ape?? bf put on location?? mmg xla... tp die ni, plg best wat sakat, melatah kemain!! hahahah!! suke buli org, xsedar die tu mgse buli gak... hahhaah!!! klu gelak org bcakap je... dr KL ni, rse2 blh smpai JOHOR la sore die org je.. bak kte abg Zul, 'seb baek, die sorg je kt sni cmtu... klu 3 org??'"

Abg Jai

(prop master)

"otai prop yg sokmo M.I.A.. cr brg prop.. hehhe... tp die blh tahan sarcasm gak die ni.. hehhe"

Abg Shah

(prop)

"blh tahan gatal, selenge dgn poyo... tp pape pown, dlm golongan hati ade taman gak... 

ckp besar, jnji akan dpt geget put... xdpt pown... bweekk!!!!!"

Plakon:

NasT

( DUDE.... you... no comment... hahahha.. egat matang.. upenye, slenge gak...)

Faralyna

(manje2.. tp sgt bbakat dlm mghafal skrip... wahh.. truja)

Hairul

(mula2 lagak poyo.. skali.. sengal gakk.. sesuai dgn gf die, si fa tuh... ;p)

Ramona

(makcik mona ni, sgt2 cute, tp ble gelak.. hamik.. cm ape tah xtau.. hahah!! miss you mona)

Kak Anne Ngasri

(muke chantek.. tp sengal abeh akak ni... no comment la.. hahah!!)

Nazim

("muke chantek, tp mulut cm longkang".. ayat trademark tuh!!!)

Kak Sophie Hana

(suke kakak ni... tmpat plg best bmanja... ;))

Abg Ery
(lagak gaya macho poyo2.. tp gamers upenye... GENG.. ;))

Aunty Dian P.Ramlee

(muke serious.. tp klu bab mnyakat.. suke no!!!)

Abg Awien (ridzuan hashim)

(mamat yg plg no comment laaa.. (muke sinis) kan? kan? abg la konon... geng silau)

Nenek

(dlm drama ni, die la plg garang, tp real life... ramah abehh... )

Jobot

(mat romeo yg sokmo nyanyi syok sendri.. hahaha...)

Kak Wan Azlin

(watak mak kampung.. tp real life, sgt vain.. hehe.. rambut yg sgt chantek.. and ade anak yg cute tp nakal/lasak yg suke pggey put, Kakak Puteriiiiiii....)

Naim

(budak yg senang teruja.. sgt innocent... mwahh!! hehehe)

most of all:

Thank you ayah for giving me this opportunity... mwahh!!

p.s: yes.. i know.. in future, i may work like this again.. but this is my first time... i wanna remember them as much as i cud.. ;)... (hamek.. pjg bderet post kali ni.. sje wat malay, nk bg dorg tau how i feel towards them.. ;))

p.s.s: DONT FORGET TO CATCH KALI KEDUA DRAMA IN TV9, STARTING 8TH SEPTEMBER!!! :)

school kid

can u find me?

clue: bowl head.. ;p