Bad Dream

I had a horrid dream, about hubby dying, leaving pregnant me...

It woke me up, terrified. I looked over my hubby snoring so soundly beside me. I pray to Allah, to let us live a long properous life together. I can't shake that bad feeling away. It felt so real and scary. I cried so hard, my nose got blocked, so I had to sit up to calm myself down. I know it's just a dream now, but the thought of something happen to my husband, terrifies me. I love this man so much, I can't even bear the thought of losing him.

Ya Allah, this must be because I took a nap during maghrib just now.

Ya Allah,
Ampunkan lah dosa-dosa kami,
Panjangkan lah umur kami,
Kuatkan lah iman kami,
Ringankan lah beban kami,
Tabahkan lah hati kami,
Bukakan lah jalan yang luas untuk ke Jannah buat kami,
Jauhkan lah azab neraka dari kami,
Hanya kepadaMu ku pohon,
Sesungguhnya Engkau maha Pengasih dan Pengampun.
Amin...

Time to get back to sleep. Nightmares sure are tiring... 😑

Gym Farts

Went to the gym.

Forgot my gym shoe. 

Wanted to go home.

Didn't bring enough cash. 

Sitting idle at the gym.

With flip flops.

Damn it Puteri... Damn it... 

P.s: well, can always use the sauna now.. 

30 Day Challenge (Day 8)

Day 8: 5 Current Goals

#1

To get slimmer 

(don't we all?)

#2

Travel a bunch with hubby

#3

Find cure to fatness

#4

To start a business

#5

To draw again

Out of Glass

Dear future hubby,
             You should know by now that I'm a Disney fan.. and now, so you know...

Can you please get me a pair of these? (sparkly eyes)

with Love,

Puteri Nurul

p.s: delusional much, aint I?

Pemimpi 2.0 Photo Memories

Weirdest dream

I just had one of my weird dreams last night...

It all began when a nuclear system somewhere exploded and it was so big and hazardous, many people died and all of the power system in the world blacked out.

I found myself with few of my family members, trying to survive the calastrophic event and we eventually went through it for few years. Within those years, everybody in the world turned inhuman and barbaric.. Somewhat insane.. And we're trying our best to survive everything. Nature took our cities and everything was left bare. 

Before sun down, me and my sister went out to look for branches and twigs to make fire.. (Since there's no power, we depend on fire for light at night). We came across an abandoned small children theme park and we went in (because i happened to saw a snake, those red, black and yellow ones)...

While collecting some brances and twigs for the fire, in the play park, it was almost dawn. We need to get back to our family before dark, and we know we wandered too far. When suddenly, we were captured by men in helmet and suits.

We were brought to a place, which seems like a modified school. They had power and running system and all.. It seems like a military base now. 

We were trained harshly and... ( i forgot the rest)...

I remembered being called to the office and being told that i'm selected to the special force. I had enough and ran away... All of the team force looked for me and i had to keep myself hidden.. I hid myself in a hooded sweater and tried to find my way to my family... And i had to get back in to find my sister.. LoL...

... And, i woke up... 

disney dream

if i were born with

BIG eyes

button nose

pink lips

fair skin

i'll be freaking disney princess by now

but im not... duhh??

sad story of my life..

lol

p.s: im loving the adult Hiccup!! cant wait for HTTYD2!! :))

Victoria's Secret BoomShell

i love

i want

i need

wishlist!

Scenarios in my head

what usually going on in my noggin~

• super anime adventures (digimon, cardcaptor sakura, kingdom hearts)
• Garden theme weddings
• Having a child and walking him to school for the 1st week (married)
• making bento's for hubby and son, and rewarded with cheek kisses (married)
• having a super awesome home with lovely neighbours (married)
• having my own single room, decorated by tumblr
• going to Japan, laying down under sakura tree
• Super world travelling!!! (Japan, Korea, NZ, Italy, Britian, Easter Island.....)
• living in the middle of nowhere, grassy meadows and wild flowers, goats and bunnies, birds, green hills. blue sky... you get the idea....
• cuddles.... :3

p.s: ofcoz, for now~~

Dream about Zombies

yes...

i had a weird dream about zombies last night..

and it goes something like this...

I was one of the few humans who survived Zombie-disease, which kill you n revive you again, but with rotting bodies... 

adopted by a family of zombies, whom i think didnt realize i wasnt one of them, i was asked to accompany 2 little zombie boys (supposedly my brothers) to buy some apples. so i went out, in the middle of the night, with the streets half busy (zombies cant stand the sun.. they'll dehydrate fast).

so, by accompanying them, i learned that, good is bad and bad is good... evrything about this world is upside down. like..

• work at night, sleep during days
• rules are bad, breaking them is good 
• fresh is bad, rotten is good

get the picture?

so in this case, 2 of my "brothers" were choosing apples and one was like...

"hmm... this apple is half bad... i want the most rotten ones..."

and the other "brother" was like...

"yeah...."

so, while "brother" 1 was choosing regardlessly, my other "brother" was like, being wishy washy, as if he wanted to get a good fresh apple instead.. but to avoid being teased, he took the rotten one still.

but when he took a bite, he was like... squishing his face of disliking but uttered the other,

"emm.. good."

so i turned around and rummaged the apple basket and found a sort of fresh looking pear. the seller said that, that's a bad buy, but i just bought it anyway, and gave it to my other "brother".

he took a bite and was mesmerized by the taste and said, "sweet".

and we all went home happily...

i dunno what's the point of the dream... but... its one of the dream i remembered... so yeah... ;p