Listen To Your Heart, You Will Understand

Tuesday, December 29, 2009

Obsessions on Lips

yeah... like the title above...
i hv this strange obsessions on lips...
especially the soft pretty ones...

n i love lipgloss/lipsticks...
tho, i dont wear them all the time..
but when i got my hands on them..
i can apply it on the whole day...
until i overdid them eventually...
haishh.... heheh... ;p

p.s: i used to think that blood red is a pretty lip colour.. so, i literally peel my lips until it bleeds, n smear the blood to make it pretty... yeah.. i know.. pretty eerie n gross.. ahaha!!


a funny fact about me is..

i hate coldness...
well.. it depends on the situation..
like when its DAMN HOT!!

but when im cold..
i'll off the fan or aircon or anything that makes me shiver..


i like warm things like
warm tea...
warm hugs...
the heat of a car stranded in the sun...
my comforters...
warm showers or simply a dip in the bathtub

ahh... nothing beats the warmness...
it resembles love n life...
ahh... im starting to crap... teehee... ;p


Few months ago, i discovered, im actually short-sighted.
Few months ago, i got my 1st specs.
Few FEW months ago, i lost it..
for a few months, i didnt tell my dad about it
until he found out about it himself..

yeah.. i received a few blabbers..
and, i got new spexy now.. heheh...

and i think i look pretty nerdy in them..
so, i have to minimize my needs on them...

but seriously,
the world is actually REALLY CLEAR!!
i can SEE!!

p.s: usually, without them, i cant watch movies, tv, or evn recognize my waving fren 7feet from me... (>.>)

Love is not about...

Love is not about

"it's your fault", but "I'm sorry."

Not "where are you", but "I'm right here."

Not "how could you", but "I understand."

Not "I wish you were", but "I'm thankful you are."

Monday, December 28, 2009

HandPhone Stalkers

hello, ur cute... can i have ur number?


please??? i wont bother u much.. just wanna be friends?

sorry, i dont give my number to strangers...

but, now, i know you...


this is one situation y girls hate guys to ask their numbers...

get a grip, guys...
if we say no...
it means, NO!!!

we're not the ones to say
' no means yes'

is saying
no/xleh/cannot/cant/tak boleh/no way
too hard to understand??

are you guys that dumb to understands...

ok, if you guys really wanted to be friends..
y dont you guys ask for email to
FaceBook or Twitter or Myspace or Friendster or ....

when a woman says no to phone numbers..
dont be forceful...

Phone numbers meant for Friends...
Not Strangers or
Friends u've just met on the internet, at a bar or evn at the street..

if u really want so badly..
get a b*tch!!!

ps: sorry, im so pissed

Mind on my Heels

its good to know most of my Graphics frens are continuing..
even when im abit separated from them..

but hye??
we're still close by, no??

but right now...
im totally panicking...

registration is on Saturday
and i've still done nothing..


need to print, scan, buy, waste, picca, lodging, money!!

and, despite all that,
im still blogging/facebooking/tweeting

gosh.. get a life!!

Holiday's over..
time to hit the road again..
honk honk!!

p.s: i still hvnt taken my driving license yet... abudenn????

Thursday, December 24, 2009

Animation Intake

24 December 2009, 1.24am, Bandar Utama Home

Today, i went to UiTM Shah Alam
to find the matter of my Degree..
i mean like...

didnt i get a degree??
my grades arent that bad??
is it the system??
or, i did something wrong..

While i was mocking and confused
i thought to myself??
why am i still here,
when i sud be there
settle whatever there is to settle??

so, i went..
with Nad..

and.. i get!!!
Animation Programme


So, now,
i wud like to thank

(thank you for supporting me the whole way i was at lost)

Toopet Hidayat
(my precious boo.. i love you.. thank for sticking with.
He had been telling me to stick with my needs.)

People of Earth!!

Food Fetish

lately, i have been eating uncontrollably

(incredible Prosperity Burger)

(ate like 2 of 1/4 chicken with Choco ice-cream, hot coco, with chicken wings)

(a Cajun Ribeye Steak)

Sushi King
(alot of sushi with 2bowls of Tempura Udon)

Thai Food
(Green Curry, TomYam, Soft Shelled Crab)

Home Made Spaghetti

Subway Sandwiches
(very very tempting)

(urghh... i love it)

Big Apple Donuts

Midnight Supper
(this is da worse)

My body is at stake here!!!
i definitely gotta control my diet!!
i find flabs evrywhere..

but, the thing is..
i cant resist good food...
i eat to live but now it seems that i live to eat..
a sinful crime to self...

Yeah, i know,
there's alot of ways to gain good weight and all...
but, i cant help it..
i feel like i cud never eat it (the food) again if i miss this chance..
i need a psychiatrist

i need my mom...

*i especially love Japanese food n also meat*

His Surprises

'kapel ngan awk is a suprise
kiss ngan awk its a suprise
hug awak pon sama
pegang tangan ngan awak pon
ckp i love u ngan awk pon
apa yg cyg cube sampai kan
awk adalah kejutan bg sy'

by taufik hidayat


A Pool Holiday At Home

it was really hot that day and i was doing some cleaning,
and i thought, wudnt it be nice if i get a dip in cool water
then, it snaps me..
yeah.. i cud go for a swim...
but im not really the type to go out n find a pool

so.. yeah...
i went to One Utama and bought a mini pool that fits my balcony..
a pool in my room..
A self made Holiday
and you wont have to budge anywhere...
life is all about creative thinking and solutions...

le pool at the balcony.. with an 'spectacular' view

the water midgets

me in pool with them... lovely...

Wednesday, December 23, 2009

Ameen is 6!!

yo.. yo...
diggidy yo...
My baby Brother Ameen is 6 years old!!

14 December 2003

I love Him

and he loves me back!!


A December Baby



2 words for this movie from me

especially when u watch it in the theater...
on 3d!!

Totally when into another dimension..
a different world full of surprises...

i personally love the glowing jungle...
it was so romantic, calming and different

it is some how abit 'Final Fantasy-ish'
but, hey, what the heck still so cool...

2 thumbs n 2 toes up!!

*and its in blue too!!*

Saturday, December 19, 2009

Thank Your For Loving Me

Thank You For Loving Me by Bon Jovi

He dedicated this song to me...


i will always be thankful for Loving You...


Wednesday, December 16, 2009


I am a born Disney Fan.

I watched and lived in Fantasy made by Disney

especially the Classics...

Mickey Mouse and Friends

The Disney Princesses

Most of my life, i relate it to any of the disney princess
*when i was young,
i always thought im Cinderella when my mom made me clean the my mess*


Other Disney Classics

i love Disney Cartoons
Because, this kind of cartoons
have hidden meaning to me...

Meanings that made me believe,
there will always a great
Happily Ever After
for who ever try their best.

im not being optimistic
or being cute...

but, be positive here,
if you think nothing is a fairytale
and 'Happily Ever After' doesnt exist,
who else wud create that for us,
but not ourselves?

i believe,
thinking 'fairy tale is a child's dream'
then, you're the type of person, to take evrything too serious.

no, no, no

its not wrong to take things seriously..
but, its not right to take it TOO seriously.
Give urself some space
smile and laugh abit...
Think of a positive thought
from there, you are close to your
Happily Ever After.

like Walt Disney said,
"All your dreams can come true if you have the courage to pursue them."

Note: i ran out from the topic didnt i?

Monday, December 14, 2009

Pocket Size

*Cute as a mouse*

how i wish he could shrink that small so i can put him in my pockets??


Ameen Is A Rally Racer

my bro was so cute at this point..
his legs was too short to hit da clutch..
but he still got it..

too adorable seyhh...


i *chu* u


Saturday, December 12, 2009

Nail Biters

I dont really remember when did i started biting my nails...
but as far as i remembered...
i've been at it for years.. since EVER??

i usually bite when im,

(ultra worst)

(long biting, but not bad)

(i nibble till it bleeds)

(usually with the tiny hard skins surrounding the nails)

(without realizing)

So, basically...
its hard for me to have pretty (or even proper) nails.
They are always ugly, bleeding and shredded...
(not to mention super short till u can see the inner nail...)
(and also not to mention the pain a felt after that...)

But now...
with all my guts and self-control..
i'm gonna let loose, and stop biting them!!
i need them to be normal... urghh...

but really...
i am controlling myself not to bite them..

when u're eating and food gets stuck inside the nails??
when u're eating curry, and the color and smell gets stuck in there?
when u're shampooing ur hair, try not to scratch n hurt ur scalp??
worse of all...

urghh... too tempting..

nailbiters are usually interesting people. check them out.. heheh.. *wink wink*

another FYI:
im a biter... BIG TIME.. XD

Friday, December 11, 2009

Receipts Love

again.. thanks abg Shahrul

these random advices really helped me alot!

Thursday, December 10, 2009

Tissue Love

Messages of Love
Abang Shahrul
(4 years ago)

During this time, i remembered he played the guitar for me and sang a beautiful song while i was crying over my ex-bf...

thanks for ur support abg...


My sis was on the phone with a fren of hers...
was sitting on the ground


guess what came out from her leg partings?

a huge cockroach..


i didnt think it really came from her leg partings...
maybe it was just passing thru
and coincidentally went under..


and now.. she hunting for it..
with a shieldtox, and torchlight,
on the bed...

i used to get scared of cockroaches (even dead ones) .. but not so much anymore... still gross.. but not so much (if they dont attack me) ... maybe, coz i encountered alot of them before...

Sign Board Girl

10 December 2oo9, 11.13pm, Bandar Utama Home

Today, i received a call from my friend, Naddy, offering me a 2 days job being a model for a company...

..and location: KLCC

Naddy is a Sign Board Fan!!

No signboard.. no go..

cant even tell left or right
right? right?
too cute..

and i'm the one,
sitting at the front passenger seat,
giving her direction on left or right...

she even fought over a parking space with another person..
who was real in the wrong..
Real Dare Devil..
and a naive one too...

I made new frens 2day... Lela and Nie... Nice shopping with u guys today!! teehee...

Tuesday, December 8, 2009

A Princess and Her Warrior

No words can describe
her love for The Warrior.

No song can be sung
his love for The Princess.


No tale can tell
their love story
but only themselves.

The black sky was my court
The glowing stars was my witnesses
The moon was my judge

This is a tale of A Princess and Her Warrior

This is OUR tale

The glowing moon reflected his eyes,
making it shine like no tomorrow.
His eyes told me his heart.
His heart that wants to be loved,
and i'm all his..

He smiled as he put his arms around my waist,
whispering words of love,
as his lips curled into a smile..
a smile so tempting..
as it came closer and touched mine gently..

I closed my eyes..
i felt warm in his arm,
as the chilled winds blows my hairs.

I buried my face into his chest.
His smell.. i miss it so much..
His heart beats fast..
i felt it on my cheeks..

The empty spaces between my fingers were filled,
His hands were big, i thought,
making me safe and secured..

It was cute when i saw his face..
blushing red as a plum,
as i pulled him in..
and hold him so tightly,
never wanting to let go..

Standing by the lake,
Just the Princess and her Warrior,
Reunited and Separated again

and the Journey continues...

Sunday, November 29, 2009

Crazy Moment Of Happiness

This vid was made on 7th January 2007.

Imitating the famous Indonesian Drama,
Bawang Merah and Bawang Putih.

Especially the frequent close-ups..

Then, my Dad knock and warned us about being too noisy.. hehehe...

It was in the middle of the night?
who wouldn't?

Saturday, November 28, 2009

A Love Note

a message in my bottle

Hari Raya Aidil Adha 2oo9

28th November 2oo9, 2:36am, Bandar Utama Home

a beautiful family portrait
(only Along was left out)

Thursday, November 26, 2009

MJ Fan

Ameen the youngest bro in family

he's a big fan of MJ
and he's trying to moonwalk..

so cute!!

love him so much!!!

New Moon

26th November 2oo9, 2.00pm, Bandar Utama Home

New Moon Movie Premier
held by Tayangan Unggul
on the 25.11.09

I cant say im a Twilighter fan, but it captures my heart deep...
The continuation of Twilight, New Moon just did the same.

A movie that collides Vampires, Humans and Werewolves
A choice between the Cold and the Hot
A love triangle between true love and friendship
Rebelling heart over missing love
Love sacrifices

Hot bods and cute beau!!!

Some people commented its a Vampire ver. of Romeo and Juliet
Some people said Bella was too obsessed with her beau
Some said its a women movie

I said the reactions and facial expression are really blank sometimes
but still all dreamy and good.


spoilers are bad.. so that's all for now..

Cant wait for the Eclipse to show.. maybe on June?? hehehe....

watching this movie made me wish myBoo was with me that night..
But, my Dad got the tix, so, what the heck..

Tuesday, November 24, 2009

An Advice


You can't live with them
You can't live without them

Monday, November 23, 2009

6 weeks, 6 month, 6 years

Dating Process
6 weeks: I love you, I love you, I love you
6 months: Of course I love you
6 years: GOD! If I dont love you, then why the hell did I propose??

Back from work
6 weeks: Honey, Im home!
6 months: BACK!!
6years: What did your mom cook for us today?

6 weeks: Honey, I really hope you liked the ring.
6 months: I bought you a painting, it would fit the motive in the living room.
6 years: Here's the money. Buy yourself something...

Phone Ringing
6 weeks: Darling, somebody wants you on the phone!
6 months: Here, for you.
6 years: PHONE RINGING!!

6 weeks: I never knew food could taste so good!
6 months: What are we having for dinner tonight?
6 years: AGAIN??

6 weeks: Honey muffin, dont you worry, I'll never hold this against you.
6 months: Watch out! Dont do it again.
6 years: What's not to understand about what I just said???

New dress
6 weeks: Oh my God, you look like an angel in that dress!
6 months: You bought a new dress again??
6 years: How much did THAT cost me?

Planning for vacation
6 weeks: How do 2 weeks in Vienna or anywhere you please sounds?
6 months: What's so bad about getting to Istanbul on a charter plane?
6 years: Travel? What's so bad about staying home?

6 weeks: Darling, what would you like us to watch tonight?
6 months: I like this movie.
6 years: I'm going to watch ESPN, if you're not in the mood, go to bed, i stay up by myself.

Sunday, November 22, 2009

The Land Before Time

I love this cartoon when i was small... where can i get a cd of it??

Friday, November 20, 2009


20th November 2oo9, 6.32pm, Bandar Utama Home

I always ask him...
Why am I so into you?

It turns out, the question is on me...
and my answer is...

I love his heart
that helps people sincerely and for loving me

I love his lips
that smile so heartily after seeing his success and other's
and the smile that make me so calm
and the sweet kisses

I love his eyes
that shine so bright with love and affections,
looking so deep in me...
with a glimpse of a little boy who wants to be pampered

I love his voice
calling my name and saying love words
and many wisdom of life

I love his hands
so warm and big
making me feel safe and protected

I love his arms
that wraps around me
making me safe and wanted

I love his hair
so cushion like and bouncy!! :p

I love his name

that reflects who he really is

I love his tummy
that's also soooo cushion like!!

I love his smell
so sweet and man-like.. yeowzeerss??
making me remembering him every second

I love his words
that have deep meanings

I love his concern
that makes me feel so cared for

I love his love
that took my love for him

p/s: I love you... <3

Thursday, November 19, 2009

Astro Boy

19th November 2oo9, 11.02pm, Bandar Utama Home

Today, i went out with the famous Graphic Couple

whatever la...

i miss these 2lover birds so much..

i meet them at Ikea and had lunch there..
it has been awhile since i ate Ikea's Meatballs..

we had a blast talking n gossiping...

and so... later on..
we headed for the movie...
Astro Boy

The movie Astro Boy...
emm.... the 3d is awesome...
but the storyline for me...
is a bit serious..
if its ok.. then, its ok lahh.. heheh

and... i almost gone Cockcoo as i was stalked by a middle-aged guy at Borders.
and i know he was stalking me...

he looked at me and smiled... i just ignored...
then, i quickly walked between bookshelves and he followed..
i felt... this cant be right.. too weird...

so, i hurried to the Border escalator.... and i was positive... he went up to the escalator too...
i walked faster and faster and he was gaining on me...
soon... he stopped me, and ask weird questions...

are you a student?


which school?

urmm... im in UiTM??

owh.. in Shah Alam?

Umm.. yeaa... why??

emm.. im just wondering, if i can get to know you..

err.... sorry.. not interested...

*walk away or rather RAN AWAY*

and while he was talking to me.. he scanned my body...
argghhhh!! that huge PERVERT!!!
i should have gave him my dragon glare...

so yeah...
moral of the story...

MEN.. the older they get.. the cheekier they are..

Monday, November 16, 2009

My 3 Besties

16th November 2009, 11.35am, UiTM Perak

in one car

imagine that.. hehehe...


Super Happy!!

wonder when my 6 besties will gather together?

Sunday, November 15, 2009


15 November 2oo9, 4.30pm, UiTM Perak

14 November 2009

will be the most nostalgic group of numbers for me
as he broke my spell of Loneliness

i'v just started and i have matured...
will never repeat the same mistake...


i just want to be love and to love back...

who is he?

its not the time yet...

for he is my savior i must keep safe
until the time comes...

my heart is taken when my hand is taken..

Thank you for your heart
I will treasure it always
next to mine..

i never meant to hurt anybody
but if you're hurt...

im sorry
move on

im happy and he's happy
and that's all that matter...


Thursday, November 12, 2009

It Ends Here

12 November 2009, 6.19pm, UiTM Perak

Music playing: Say Goodbye by Chris Brown

Weather: Dull n Wet

Mood: Quiet and Dim

There are only a few days left for me to be here in UiTM Perak. The feeling starting to get so lonely just by thinking about the memories of us all around the campus.

My lecturers
My Friends
My Classmates
The people i know around me
The new friend i made

The feeling is somehow quite similar when we finish high school...

but then again...
im happy
to achieve what ever i dream of..

after 3years of sweat and blood...
after 3years i studied and being independent

i know the true meaning of life...

its not about you all the time.
its about US, WE and ALL...

its about Struggles, Friendship and Family

its about Love, Joy and Happiness

its about Sacrifices made between each other...


We are not Kids anymore

We are able to stand up on our own and speak for ourselves

We are moving forward to create a better generation

We move with clear visions in our burning hearts

and we know
with LOVE at heart


people of the future

Friday, October 23, 2009

Chocolate Magic

23, October 2009, 3.49am, UiTM Perak

People once told me,
"when your feeling down, gobble down a chocolate"

At 1st, i dont really get it?
why would i wanna eat choco when i'm down?
i dont even like sweet stuff?

well, according to research,
Chocolate contains
that's partly responsible for the
mood-lifting effect.

and guess what?

Well, chocolate did lift my mood up when i was terribly down..


Chocolate wont make you fat.
Just the sugar in it... heheh...

I love bitter chocolate BEST!!

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

Animation Interview

21 October 2009, 10.48pm, UiTM Perak

6days before the interview.

time: 9am

location: hostel room

note: skipped Major class

situation: asleep and received a call

call conversation:
Hello. (half awake tone)

hello, is this Puteri Nurul Fatehah

Yeah (still half awake). Who's this?

i'm calling from UiTM. You have an interview for Creative Industry Management at Puncak Perdana on the 20th of October.


It's for your Degree.

Oh!! (fully awake now). urmm.. What time?

The interview will be at 8.30am, but just come at 2pm, ok?

owh.. Ok.. When is it again??

2oth October at Puncak Perdana, ok?

Ok. Thank you.. bye.

end conversation..
(though, panic just started)

a day before the interview

time: 11am

location: Coordinator Room

note: Help seeking

situation: conversation with En. An

Good Morning

En. An
Yes Puteri? How can help you?

I troubled with the interview call i received. Should i go?

En. An
What's your 1st choice?

Graphics. But I don't want it anymore? can i change course to Animation, which i just discover it's under the same faculty as the one i got the interview with.

En. An
Owh? Hold on. (makes a few calls)

Puteri eagerly waits for a respond

En. An
It seems that we can help you. Just write a letter and i'll sign it to support you, aite?


(Puteri type the letter and En. An signed it)

7hours before the interview

time: 8am

location: In a car with Yuz, Khairy and Fatin (whose interview under the same faculty)

note: Very SLEEPY

situation: Not so important

on the road:
My house at Bandar Utama to pick up few documents

Yuz's house at Sg, Buloh and light breakfast

Straight to Puncak Perdana

The faculty is abit rip off.. but im willing to undergo it...

During the interview

time: 3pm

location: Interview Room with one of the Lects and Hassan Mutalib, Malaysian Animator


situation: act confident


Lect and En. Hassan

You may sit. and introduce yourself.

Ok. Im Puteri Nurul Fatehah and im doing my Diploma in Graphics and Digital Media from UiTM Seri Iskandar Perak.

En. Hassan
Hye, do you know me? i gave a speech there few month ago there..

Yeah. I was there.

En. Hassan
I thought i knew you. One of the frontseat viewer.

*snicker* Yeah. Im very interested in animation since young and i started drawing since primary school. I brought some of my artworks from highschool till i entered UiTM. (handed them my file)

*browsing works* I see you've already got the basics.

En. Hassan
How long have you stayed in Japan?


En. Hassan
I see most of your drawings are anime. You need to work up some identity. But, it's still good.

Im abit obsessed with cute things and im trying to look for my own identity. That's why i want study animation here.

En. Hassan
I see.

Have you got any animation works you'd like to show us? In CD? or anything?

Yeah. But it's in my pendrive.

You brought your laptop?


Ok, lemme get the laptop. (when out and came back)

Puteri showed some animation work and the lect and en. Hassan dicussed it among themselves.

En. Hassan
It's a very good progress and you have future in animation

Thank you.

Is this your 1st choice?

No. It's my 2nd. But i really want this course!!

Ok. But, what if you failed to enter this course since it's your 2nd choice.

I'll take a break for 1semester and i apply again till i get it.

*laughs* Ok. I'll do what i can to get you here. Ok. If you get it here, welcome to FACT.

Thank You!!

En. Hassan
Keep up the good work!


End conversation.


Monday, October 12, 2009

Look What Aunty Leyla sent me on Facebook

Happy Belated Birthday Put.....may yr life be bless with happiness & semoga Allah sentiasa bersama mu. This video is specially fr you. Enjoy...... Luv & Hugs :D

Sunday, October 11, 2009

11 October 2oo9

12th October, 2.16am, UiTM Perak

I am officially 21.
I am officially an adult.
A LADY turned WOMAN.

I would like to thank all my family and friends
for remembering my birthday
Calls, SMSes, Facebook and Self-wish

I appreciate every way...

I started my birthday this year very calm and almost nothing...
I almost cried..
CheQin, Wawa and Ana
came to the room with a choco cake with my name on it!!
So, we had a blast...
even though it was only the 4 of us,
it was the best 4 person birthday party ever...
Planned by The Best friend, CheQin...
Thanks Dear.. You're The Best!!

Later on, in the evening,
a few other friends brought me out for dinner at Top One!!
thanks guys...

So, this is the list of the top 20 who wished me:

0. Apam (he's number 0 coz he wished me 2 days before)
1. Epi (surprisingly sweet!! ;p)
2. KakDewi
3. Nad Sepet
4. iQin
5. Toopet
6.Ibu Sri
7. FarouQ (I'm so sorry I forgotten ur bday before mine!!)
8. CheQin, Wawa and Ana (they bought me a cake.. and splurge me on the face.. (-.-'))
9. Zack, Zila and Echam
10. Rashid Harith
11. Ayah
12. Aunty Sarimah
13. Azila
14. Khai Accountancy
15. KakTasya
16. Zaris (my late ex-Boyfriend's sis)
17. Lynda
18. Danial (iQin's friend)
19. Kok leong (schoolmate)
20. Ciffi (Toopet's friend from Penang)

The others..
Azman, Eno, Zalia, Reez Bagax, Lyiana, Paan, Bhavani, Hui En, Dahnia, Rina, Mira (schoolmate), Ayu, Syamil, Shazreen, Rafik, Ika, KakIntan, Sarah iQbal, Leanna and Deanna, Am, Aiman (Facebook), Dya, BalQis (we have the same birth date!!), Aja....

and last but never ever the least..
Ibu Aliah..
wondering why?
she said, since she can't be the 1st to wish me..
so, she'll be the last..
*blink blink*

i'm sorry if i didn't mention any other friends,
but the wish is important aite??

Fun Fact About Me That I Just Knew MySelf:

*Born at 6.45pm (right when the Maghrib azan called off)

*My mom last meal before my birth was Spaghetti because she yearned for it.

*When my mom was in 8month pregnant, she took the roller coaster ride in Genting!! (0__0)

*My dad faint in the sight of blood when i was born (pretty cute huh??)

The Birthday Presents so far...

The Lilo and Stitch figure from Eno
Strawberry Scented Candle from Ana

A Blue Teddy Bear (I named him CheQ) from CheQin
Chocolate Moist Cake from CheQin, Wawa and Ana


From this... this... THIS!!!

I can't show my other girls pic coz they're not in their tudungs...
so, kind of forbidden...
Thanks again to all my Family and Friends.. I Love You... <333

Saturday, October 10, 2009

Quatrefoil Key Pendant!!

Daddy.. can i have this??? PLEASE???

Tiffany & Co.
Quatrefoil Key pendant!!

Beggars and Fakers

10th October 2009, 2.12am, UiTM Perak

I was updating my Facebook when i was caught up in a conversation about beggars and donation collectors in Malaysia. I was really frustrating when i recall all the bad things about donating...

all the crime they do!!
to the poor old men n young children...
using them to beg for money!
selling tissues and stickers...!!

Now!! We have to stop donating money to them!!!

true fact!!::::
Did you all notice old blind beggars, collecting and begging for money with their spouses? Guess what? Those aren't spouses? Those were bodyguards!! Their Boss!! THE BIG BULLY!! Sure, it seems like they're selling tissues, but, only 30% of the money was given to the beggar and where did the other 70% go? To the charity... NOT!!!

It's totally unbelievable!!!
cruelty to humanity!!

true fact!!::::
Have you collided with young children in open cafes, asking to buy tissues or stickers, especially stickers with the Holy Al-Quran on it... There wont be one kid.. but its like a whole group of kids asking for donations at every table... Now think... Where does those kids come from? Where did they get the stickers to sell in the first place? But. 1st of all, is Malaysia such a bad place that they let children run around, stranded in the cruel world?? WE HAVE ORPHANAGE, YA KNOW...

Ok, now here's the deal about these poor kids..
its either they were kidnapped or adopted by some bad dude
and they are forced to work or they won't eat and will be beaten up!!

true fact!!::::
Sometimes, we saw men n women on the side walks begging... Some of them wearing sunshades or wrap their eyes, some we saw was handicapped ... Well, as we all know and sometimes, it's obvious, their faking it!! All they do is to fake it, unable to walk or see, wear ragged clothes and didn't bathe for days, sitting on the sidewalks, and wait... and then, u gave them money over sympathy... and the next thing you know.. u saw them, skipping on the other side of the road, WITH A BOTTLE OF BEER IN THE HAND!!!

Ok.. those were the ones being bullied to death to beg... How bout those who were lying to us?

Money for my own pocket?

Sometimes, I do doubt the people asking for donation for building a mosque and stuff.... help the unfortunated.. yadyadayada....


and the helping charity...
its obvious when u see the ones asking for it is giving fake coupons and stuff... you'll get the idea...

huu.. i was ones fooled by a Pakistan guy,
came to my house asking for donation, showing me pictures and stuff, saying that he need money to go home.... My mom wasnt home and i was stupid and naive (yeah aged 14).. so i gave him a few bucks... then.. he looked at me and asked if he could borrow my house phone... i wanted to say no.. but he looked so scary.... so i let him.. it was a long call.. and he went away after that.... when my mom checked the phone bill, she said their was a strange number on the bill.. and it cost 100++!!!!

You see.. it's these kind of thing we wanna avoid... I bet there are more dirty tactics that people dont know how the gain money through this kind of method, just not clear of it....yeah, pity them.. but them for what they're going through and pity us for being fooled.. we wanna donate the people we're giving the money in their hands... not the bullies....

Pity the Beggars, Not the Fakers

Sunday, October 4, 2009

Selamanya (Forever)

Angin malam memanggilku,
Di kamar kecil dimana ku titiskan air mata ku,
Indahnya bintang bersinar cerah untukku
dan berkata...

Janganlah bersedih lagi,
Kan ku ubati luka hatimu dengan lembut,
Takkan biarkan mu sendiri.

Terlalu pedih mulutku hendak berbicara,
Mataku samar dengan air mata.
Sebelum cinta datang menjemput,
Kan ku terus tersenyum.

Datang pada ku bagai mimpi,
Bintang kecilku tinggi diawana,
Bersinar cerah,
Jatuh pada bahuku,
Dan berkata...

Janganlah bersedih lagi
Genggam tanganku sekuat hatimu,
Ku peluk mu dengan hangatnya...

Detik-detik dengan mu,
Tertanam di hati ini,
Abadilah kamu disini,
Seperti bintang2 diatas sana,
Ku cintakan kau selamanya...

Thursday, October 1, 2009

Ken Akamatsu

I wanna be a cartoonist just like him!!!


Magister Negi Magi
(22 comics and more to go... kyaaa!!)

Love Hina
(I got the full collection!!! ALL 14 comics)

Akamatsu sensei drawing for Final Fantasy Advent Children

Unreachable DeanList

October 1st, 3.35pm, UiTM Perak


30th September was supposedly to be one of my greatest day in my 6th semester..

The 'Anugerah Dekan'

One slight problem..

i didnt register, so, out of the picture...

all my buddies...



no going..

sob sob... (TT^TT) hwaaaaa...

i missed it... so stupid of me to be careless!!!

what's passed is passed aite... *pat pat*

Wednesday, September 30, 2009

I'm Just Me

Accept the FACT!!

Kingdom Hearts

September 30th, 2.22am, UiTM Perak,

is my very own addiction...


This game had been going on for so long.. since i was schooling and still going on
with more and more great features!!

Great combination between Disney and Square Enix!!

i didnt get the chance to play it anymore..

my PS2 problem
lost my entire game cds
Kingdom Hearts moved from PS2 to PS3 and Nintendo (Gameboy) and PSP
*sob sob*

so, i've only manage to play
Kingdom Hearts 1 (PS2) *finish*
Kingdom Hearts 1.5 (Gameboy) *half way and gone!!!*
Kingdom Hearts 1.5 (PS2) *HUWWAAAA!! no memory card in PS2!!*
Kingdom Hearts 2 (PS2) *finish*

The complete menu:-

Kingdom Hearts

Kingdom Hearts Chain Of Memories (1.5)

Kingdom Hearts II

Kingdom Hearts 368/2 Days*

Kingdom Hearts Birth By Sleep*

Kingdom Hearts coded*

*the red means new and excited to know about, and also on PS3

i want NintendoDS and KH game ayah..
pretty please!!!

KH Comics
KH Sountrack CDs
KH Neckchain
and i want more...

FYI: i am rather an Otaku... ;p

Saturday, September 26, 2009


my cousins booboo, hishma and shasha

Ibu Sri and me!!

my small but happy family.. hehe...

my anak saudara... cute kn??
baby aizan!!!

pretty not???


braya with the kamal family