Listen To Your Heart, You Will Understand

Wednesday, February 27, 2013

my personal version of "The Last"

let me tell you a lil bit of my love life...

how many men i loved before you...
there's 5...
Who, What, Where, When, Why

Who i love...
has a strong personality of kindness, modesty and selflessness. i was only a plain jane of my high school, and he was definitely in center of all attention. a lil bit of goofy, a lil bit of seriousness. we hardly say anything towards each other, so, i only see him in a distance. he was the one to fill me with shyness and it was the 1st time for me to hv woman emotions within.. (i was rougher then).. he never fails to make me blush when he spoke to me. like i said, he's kind... treats evryone eQually even towards a plain jane like me...

What i love...
was the new things he exposed to me. taught me different types of art and people. brought me to a whole new level of life. taught me affection and fun. never thought i cud do so many things and knew so many colours of people. he showed me how to react when loved and how to return the favour. a simple gesture like a stroke of a smile is enuff to satisfy one another. also, i learned that its never right or satisfying to hate the other. to care for each other... just so u can see them happy...

Where i love...
was in the heart of a best friend. never seem to give up on me no matter how hopeless it seems. giving me that bit of light for me to find my way out. here, i learned the true meaning of love and sacrifice. he stayed even in my hardest times in youth. found me a perfect place in myself to believe in. we didnt seem to need anybody else. just both of us in the world. i found many of my 1st's here. we had fun together, without a care. who wud hv thought that the meanest person in ur life, can be the one you wud love most...

When i love...
was the time of "the accident" happened. startled and almost down to tears. figures... he's the clumsy type whenever. thus, never fail to make others laugh and smile. that good feeling he gives around, making me happy just to hv him by my side. even if he's the clumsy one, he's always careful not to worry others. keeping what's bothering him to himself. just to see the people that he loves happy, even if it kills him.....

Why i love...
was to be able to trust another. always around when im in need and supports however i plead. never knew trusting another person can be so reassuring. to be able to believe that u can always count on this person whenever u'r in trouble. he was like reality superman. saving me when the heart is in need. what's really cheeky was, he always knew when and how to act. to understand each other, to bind together, just for the sake of believing one another.

and lastly, You...
You are the 6th...
you are none of them, because you are ALL of them...

You are who i love, because of ur strong personality. u'r kind, modest, and selfless. you may not notice, i do feel shy whenever we'r together. you made a plain jane like me a woman.

You are what i love, for u exposed me into another reality of art and people. showing me my true colours and telling me i can do just anything i believe in, bringing me to a whole new level of life.

You are where i love, in the heart of a true best friend. never show me any limits and always giving me hope to achieve the things i believed was impossible. u showed me love and sacrifice. u'r the meanest person in the world, and u have my love.

You are when i love, with ALL of those funny accidents happened. making me laugh, cry, angry and speechless. you are clumsy in so many things, i know so... never fail to make people feel good, just having u by my side makes me happy.

You are why i love, because of the trust we hv for each other. u are always around, helping me in so many ways. my reality superman. we understand each other, bind together, because, we believe in one another..

this is How i came to love you, by heart and soul..

you may not be the first, but you are The Last....

love, 
Puteri Nurul

p.s: inspired by Wong Fu Production video in youtube... "The Last"..

Tuesday, February 26, 2013

driving??

i planned to get my driving license since... forever...
but i cant find any guts to actually sit for it...
people thinks if scared of the tests and failures...
no.. that's not it...
im scared of the mechanism itself...

riding it is fine...
but driving it??
just the feel of pressing the gas pedal gave me the chills..
and the steering...?? what if overturn n hit the divider??
or worse?? a person?? another car??
and the mirrors??
rear mirror! side mirrors!!
and the gear??? manual?? engine complications??

NOOO!!!

but, thru out, i understand,
no matter how scared i am..
in this modern era...
evn if i dont hv my own car...
i still need the license.. the skill...
in case of emergency or stuff...

why cant people just be happy with bicycle??
simple, cute, affordable, gas less, and convenient...
right?? right?? *nod nod*

p.s: doing this for my MOMMY!!!!

Friday, February 15, 2013

Final Results

right after mr.TH reminded me to inform him of my final results, i received an email...

it was my result... (duhh)

Alhamdulillah.
i manage to pass with good results...

with this, im an official degree graduate!!
woohoo!!

been studying since 1992 till 2012
gosh.. twenty years... 
life is about education, isnt it...?

now, i can look for a job to support self and family..
the eldest got to do what an eldest got to do... ;)

for this, (cliche drum roll)
i wud like to thank family, friends, boyfriend, best friends  those strangers with good will, classmates, teachers, lecturers, and all... <3 br="">





p.s: Masters? not anytime soon.. will be, in syaa allah.. :)
p.s.s: its kinda sad to leave the student life, isnt it?

Tuesday, February 5, 2013

Animator in the Kitchen

used to be "Friendster Cafe"

i had time to kill until i get my results,
 so cant really go applying jobs anywhere just yet~

so, coincidentally saw an old friend/manager..
said hi.. talked.. met 2 other old colleagues..
(all of em, Quit working there some time ago, apparently they came back)
...mentioned about hving staff shortage in the kitchen...
*i volunteered*
(well, of course, PAID la..)


and here i am... in my kitchen uniform..
1st time working in the kitchen section...

good cooking exposure..
definitely bad for the diet
(munching non stop!)

p.s: i love working in the FnB section!! om nom nom!!