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im not the type to order people around coz i dont wanna sound like a typical malay boss.

im not the type to ask favour much coz i dont like it when people brag about it.

im not the type to borrow money coz i dont like the idea of owing people.

im not the type to blame others coz i dont the feeling to be blamed on.

im not the type to scold others coz i dont want friends to stray from me.

im not the type to take coz i dont like people to think im easily bought or take.

but....

i like to be ordered around coz i dare to take the job.

i like to be asked a favour coz i like to be appreciated.

i like to lend to / spend on friends money coz it makes me happy to be able to help in a way.

i like to be blamed on.... (what??? no way la!!)

i like to be scolded (not really) coz in a way, im being cared of and im learning something.

i like to give coz it makes me happy to see the ones i love smile... :)

Damn You!

you shud be sooooooo thankful that my parents taught me to control my temper! i swear i feel like calling you and curse you so bad, you'll regret that you even know me.

who do you think you are?? just because u think you'r greater than i am, doesnt give you any rights to take me lightly. i GAVE you this freaking opportunity for you to be known in the freaking industry. you swore to me to do your best and wont disappoint me and will make this work. but now??

right from the start you got me into trouble! i was scolded, dissed, mocked, all because of you! ever since this project started, all the troubles happened, all because of you!! seriously... YOU!!

now dont try to detest me or outsmart me or anything!!

yes, i do think its partly my fault too... why? because i was too soft to be pushed around. WHY? cause i RESPECT you... but now? dude.. you just lost it.. you're now just a DOUCHBAG to me, a sweet talker and all talk!! i dont care about your other works... you didnt prove to me anything..

dont try to say im stupid. i TRUSTED you, and you gave me CRAP!! oh wait, i was stupid... TO EVEN TRUST YOU WITH THIS IN THE 1ST PLACE... evn after weeks and weeks of excuses... i had enuff...

now we lost it, and its mainly your fault... i cant cover for you anymore.. you and your freaking EGO... 

Yes, i am a coward... for not telling this straight to your face. coz beside you, is a woman, whom happens to be my friend. you'r lucky enuff that im not that much of a bitch to call her and tell her on you. coz i respect your relationship.

p.s: FYI, im not the type of person to blame another frm a failure... but this... thanks alot... seriously, ALOT!!

There are five words that mean more than I love you 

and those words are 

"I'm here to stay forever"

:)

Society

Society:

#1

Call your family often.

#2

Each day give something good to others.

#3

Forgive everyone for everything.

#4

Spend time with people over the age of 70, under the age of 6.

#5

Try to make at least three people smile each day.

#6

What other people think of you is none of your business.

#7

Your job won’t take care of you when you are sick. 

Your friends will. Stay in touch.

Life

Life:

#1

Do the right thing!

#2

Get rid of anything that isn’t useful, beautiful or joyful.

#3

However good or bad a situation is, it will change. 

#4

No matter how you feel, get up, dress up and show up.

#5

The best is yet to come.

#6

Your Inner most is always happy. So, be happy.

aku bukan aku yang dulu

aku bertindak dengan melulu
aku bukan wanita sebegitu
apa yang menimpa diriku
aku bukan aku yang dulu

berputik dari cinta yang palsu
aku jatuh dalam dakapanmu
namun, bukan aku yang kau mahu
aku bukan aku yang dulu

hatiku parah dan juga pilu
walaupun ku tahu, kau bukan milikku
aku menangis tanpa jemu
aku bukan aku yang dulu

kini diri ini menjadi beku
mengira hati satu per satu
aku jadi gila tidak menentu
aku kini bukan aku yang dulu


p.s: this was a poem i wrote long ago, when i was confuse with love... ;p it turned out pretty good.. for me... >.>

Personality

Personality:

#1

Don’t compare your life to others. 

You have no idea what their journey is all about.

#2

Don’t have negative thoughts or things you cannot control. 

Instead invest your energy in the positive present moment.

#3

Don’t over do. Keep your limits.

#4

Don’t take yourself so seriously. No one else does.

#5

Don’t waste your precious energy on gossip.

#6

Dream more while you are awake.

#7

Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need.

#8

Forget issues of the past. 

Don’t remind your partner with his/her mistakes of the past. 

That will ruin your present happiness.

#9

Life is too short to waste time hating anyone. Don’t hate others.

#10

Make peace with your past so it won’t spoil the present.

#11

No one is in charge of your happiness except you.

#12

Realize that life is a school and you are here to learn. 

Problems are simply part of the curriculum that appear and 

fade away like algebra class but the lessons you learn will last a lifetime.

#13

Smile and laugh more.

#14

You don’t have to win every argument. Agree to disagree