I'm still dazed

Despite the old age I'm coming to,
I still can't really say that I've matured along with my age.

I still act repulsively.
I still am not sophisticated.
and not to mention, still am very playful.

And there are worse times, when i have to admit,
that I'm not sure i'm womanly at all.
I'm lack of sensitivity and just plain ignorant.

While some girls would watch love movies with emotions,
I'd rather watch my cartoons and Anime.
Yes, I watch dramas as well..
but only selective ones, like Rom Com (Romance Comedy) or Anime.

I should have attended that grooming school for girls my mom suggested.
(but it was too much of a hassle at that time.)
I still lack of that delicate feel.

But then again, i must have some strong points, somewhere, right?

URGH!! This frustrates me even more!!
Just let me try being...  womanly sometimes..
HAHAHA!! I'm sure it'll shock everybody!!

p.s: and here i am ranting about my selfish self again, when knowingly it's noon and I haven't slept a wink last night! Well, just have to stay awake for the rest of the day now~ goshh~

Those sweet simple things I love (top 10)

#1

somebody playing with my hair till i sleep

#2

long slow drive in rural area with the window down

#3

holding hands

#4

long snuggly hugs

#5

little children's stories

#6

sharing good food

#7

staring at people i love 

(even though, they're uncomfortable with it)

#8

cheeky kisses!

#9

screaming my favourite song together

#10

laying down, sharing the sound of the rain, silently

[MTV] Hazama - Penglipur Lara

One of few Malay songs with passion.

Isnt about love. But life..

awesome work.

truly inspiring. :)