I admit I'm only human...
I feel tired, stressed, annoyed and easily irritated, especially when it comes to work.
But whenever I wanted to shout it out in my social media, I feel like a whiner. Like a loser who can't handle that one (or few) job.
But humanly speaking, I also feel like a pushover because of this. I don't whine about things, I just agree and do, get unappreciated at times.
Like now, I'm legit 9months pregnant, with body aches and mostly tired, I still have tons of work and clients to entertain. I can't even ask for help (but luckily I did). Been working at home for the WHOLE weekend until the wee hours of the morning, when I should be nesting for my coming baby.
I'm tired, exhausted and pissed. I only kept my calm because... I don't feel like being an irresponsible bitch. But yeah, I'm bitching!
I'm tired, I can't work and wife and mom at the same time. I'm not a superwoman. Not now.
I seriously need to quit working and start living. Been earning scraps for a shit ton of tolerance.
If no one cared for my condition, heck, I should care for my own! after this, NO MORE MRS. PUSHOVER!
YEAH BITCH, I'M CURSING IN MY BLOG NOW, COZ I AM ADULTING HARD!!
MORAL VALUES DOWN UNDER! SUCK IT!