Monday, December 14, 2009
Saturday, December 12, 2009
Nail Biters

I dont really remember when did i started biting my nails...
but as far as i remembered...
i've been at it for years.. since EVER??
i usually bite when im,
NERVOUS/STRESSED
(ultra worst)
THINKING
(long biting, but not bad)
SCARED
(i nibble till it bleeds)
ANNOYED
(usually with the tiny hard skins surrounding the nails)
BORED
(without realizing)
So, basically...
its hard for me to have pretty (or even proper) nails.
They are always ugly, bleeding and shredded...
(not to mention super short till u can see the inner nail...)
(and also not to mention the pain a felt after that...)
But now...
with all my guts and self-control..
i'm gonna let loose, and stop biting them!!
i need them to be normal... urghh...
but really...
i am controlling myself not to bite them..
DO YOU KNOW HOW ANNOYING IT FEELS...??
when u're eating and food gets stuck inside the nails??
when u're eating curry, and the color and smell gets stuck in there?
when u're shampooing ur hair, try not to scratch n hurt ur scalp??
worse of all...
WHEN U NEED TO BITE, BUT UNABLE TO???
urghh... too tempting..
FYI:
nailbiters are usually interesting people. check them out.. heheh.. *wink wink*
another FYI:
im a biter... BIG TIME.. XD
nailbiters are usually interesting people. check them out.. heheh.. *wink wink*
another FYI:
im a biter... BIG TIME.. XD
Friday, December 11, 2009
Thursday, December 10, 2009
Tissue Love
Messages of Love
for
Abang Shahrul
(4 years ago)
During this time, i remembered he played the guitar for me and sang a beautiful song while i was crying over my ex-bf...
thanks for ur support abg...
;D
Cockroaches
My sis was on the phone with a fren of hers...
and
was sitting on the ground
and
guess what came out from her leg partings?
a huge cockroach..
ahahah...
i didnt think it really came from her leg partings...
maybe it was just passing thru
and coincidentally went under..
ahaha..
SO GROSS!!!
and now.. she hunting for it..
with a shieldtox, and torchlight,
and
on the bed...
and
was sitting on the ground
and
guess what came out from her leg partings?
a huge cockroach..
ahahah...
i didnt think it really came from her leg partings...
maybe it was just passing thru
and coincidentally went under..
ahaha..
SO GROSS!!!
and now.. she hunting for it..
with a shieldtox, and torchlight,
and
on the bed...
FYI:
i used to get scared of cockroaches (even dead ones) .. but not so much anymore... still gross.. but not so much (if they dont attack me) ... maybe, coz i encountered alot of them before...
i used to get scared of cockroaches (even dead ones) .. but not so much anymore... still gross.. but not so much (if they dont attack me) ... maybe, coz i encountered alot of them before...
Sign Board Girl
10 December 2oo9, 11.13pm, Bandar Utama Home
Today, i received a call from my friend, Naddy, offering me a 2 days job being a model for a company...
..and location: KLCC
Today, i received a call from my friend, Naddy, offering me a 2 days job being a model for a company...
..and location: KLCC
Naddy is a Sign Board Fan!!
ahahaha...
No signboard.. no go..
cant even tell left or right
right? right?
hehhe...
too cute..
and i'm the one,
sitting at the front passenger seat,
giving her direction on left or right...
she even fought over a parking space with another person..
who was real in the wrong..
Real Dare Devil..
and a naive one too...
ahahah...
ahahaha...
No signboard.. no go..
cant even tell left or right
right? right?
hehhe...
too cute..
and i'm the one,
sitting at the front passenger seat,
giving her direction on left or right...
she even fought over a parking space with another person..
who was real in the wrong..
Real Dare Devil..
and a naive one too...
ahahah...
P.s:
I made new frens 2day... Lela and Nie... Nice shopping with u guys today!! teehee...
Tuesday, December 8, 2009
A Princess and Her Warrior
No words can describe
her love for The Warrior.
No song can be sung
his love for The Princess.
and
No tale can tell
their love story
but only themselves.
The black sky was my court
The glowing stars was my witnesses
The moon was my judge
This is a tale of A Princess and Her Warrior
This is OUR tale
The glowing moon reflected his eyes,
making it shine like no tomorrow.
His eyes told me his heart.
His heart that wants to be loved,
and i'm all his..
He smiled as he put his arms around my waist,
whispering words of love,
as his lips curled into a smile..
a smile so tempting..
as it came closer and touched mine gently..
I closed my eyes..
i felt warm in his arm,
as the chilled winds blows my hairs.
I buried my face into his chest.
His smell.. i miss it so much..
His heart beats fast..
i felt it on my cheeks..
The empty spaces between my fingers were filled,
His hands were big, i thought,
making me safe and secured..
It was cute when i saw his face..
blushing red as a plum,
as i pulled him in..
and hold him so tightly,
never wanting to let go..
Standing by the lake,
Just the Princess and her Warrior,
Reunited and Separated again
and the Journey continues...
her love for The Warrior.
No song can be sung
his love for The Princess.
and
No tale can tell
their love story
but only themselves.
The black sky was my court
The glowing stars was my witnesses
The moon was my judge
This is a tale of A Princess and Her Warrior
This is OUR tale
The glowing moon reflected his eyes,
making it shine like no tomorrow.
His eyes told me his heart.
His heart that wants to be loved,
and i'm all his..
He smiled as he put his arms around my waist,
whispering words of love,
as his lips curled into a smile..
a smile so tempting..
as it came closer and touched mine gently..
I closed my eyes..
i felt warm in his arm,
as the chilled winds blows my hairs.
I buried my face into his chest.
His smell.. i miss it so much..
His heart beats fast..
i felt it on my cheeks..
The empty spaces between my fingers were filled,
His hands were big, i thought,
making me safe and secured..
It was cute when i saw his face..
blushing red as a plum,
as i pulled him in..
and hold him so tightly,
never wanting to let go..
Standing by the lake,
Just the Princess and her Warrior,
Reunited and Separated again
and the Journey continues...
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