7 days

Just a week left of my single life. Every time I am reminded of the date, my heart beats so hard, I feel like puking. It's nerve wreaking to understand the concept of getting in a marriage life, that it scares yet excite me all in the same time. To be included in a new family. To be accepted. To learn a new family tradition. To understand others personally.

Understanding my future husband isn't that hard, as you all know how long I've been with him. But to be seen/known in a new way. a 'WIFE'. Can you imagine?

"Hey bro. Let me introduce to you, my WIFE."

It way sound simple, yet, to be called a wife, is already a new stage of life for me. Things may seem like normal, but it'll all feel brand new. Like a new born child. A new phase of life.

I know, this is nothing to be compared to being a MOTHER, but I believe in embracing each and every detail in life to the fullest. Not to take anything for granted, or we may never know the true essence of life (me, yapping).

Also, to be accepted by the other half, it's so fulfilling as all my flaws and dots are accepted and well embraced by him. It feels wonderful and magical. Every laughter, tears, anger are to be shared together for a life time.

Life is beautiful. To be accepted as who I am.

Thank you.

count down... 7...

Countdown

The countdown is real!

It's getting really intense!

Sore Butt

When you've worked hard to mold a puppet, to carve that smile, to shine that eyes, making it just perfect for your show.

Then this random sore butt came up and tells you it's ugly and horrid, ending it with "no offence".. 

Then you can only say, "none taken", cause you know, and anybody else knows, it is fabulous as f**k..

P.s: know that comments, critics and supervisions are far more different than insulting. Know your words. Know your motives. 

Melody of the Wind

chng chng chng

goes the wind chime in the ring

ding ding ding

goes the larger in the wind

melody of the wind

whispering that lullaby

painting unseen words in the air

with brushes from the sky

thus, we shall listen...

just listen

p.s: Still looking for this, for my room

I

I have my cool

I have my calm

I have my tantrum 

I have my numb 

I have my funny

I have my frowns

I have my ups

I have my downs

I have my wants

I have my needs

I have my obsession 

That sometimes i plead

I have my joy

I have my pride 

I have my happy

But i seldom cry

As heartless you see

As heartful i get

For every moment past

Is a treasure i had.

Hidup Senang

Ada orang, dia nak hidup senang, dia kahwin dengan orang kaya entah bagaimana.. Senang dia dapat macam-macam... Tapi sayang, dia tidak pernah senang duduk, walau dengan kesenangan harta, kerana gentarnya suami kayanya (punca kesenangannya) dirampas orang. Senang kah begini?

Ada orang, dia nak hidup senang, dia kahwin dengan lelaki pilihan hidupnya setelah dinilai rapi budi pekertinya. Mereka hidup sederhana namun senang hati dengan apa yang ada, kerana mereka ada kepercayaan antara sesama sendiri. Walaupun dia perlu bersabar untuk meminta sesuatu, namun, setiap pemberian dijaga bagai permata. Senang kan begini? 

Leteran seorang narcissist... 

Prank Calls

As a teenager, i wasnt the brightest fun loving being in the world. But i was (and probably still am) always up to no good. Harmless no good it is. I've always loved how annoyed and confused people can be through their expression.

So one fine evening my mom signed me up to a tuition class and obviously, their kids from other schools there. Being the timid me, i made very few conversation with them. It is, afterall, my first week there. Then came this white sheet of paper came to me after being passed around. There's the name, IC number and phone number of the whole class there. We were reQuired to fill em every class.

Eventually, i knew few girls from the class and also had a few crushes on the boys (urgh, typical teenager, right?), but i just ignored em, until one of em were kind enough to speak with me, as he was one of the girls' schoolmate. We got along and stuff, until i got this sneaky idea.

That attendance paper? with names and ICs and stuff? yeah, i copied down all of their number after getting to know em. I dunno why, i just had the urge to prank call all of the boys, especially the annoying noisy ones.

I called em and pretended to be their long lost indonesian cousin, someone whom they own money to (ceti haram), sexy seductive schoolmate and other craps i could think off, and the stories they told to their friends in class were just too funny! They were annoyed and angry, and the more they were disturbed, the more i cant help bugging them.

Until the nice guy caught me in the act (actually while me prank calling him).

no more prank calls for me now... LOL...

p.s: I feel like i wanna try again more, but people report everything these days. Pulled the fun out of it.. pftt~
p.s.s: besides, nobody uses landlines anymore~