i still want you,
despite all the SH*T u did...
i still love you,
despite all the lies u told..
i still miss you,
despite all the crashes u made..
who said im desperate?
dont they know the difference between love and desperation?
becoz this is NOT desperation...
this is fighting for my rights to love again.
im trying so hard to forget the pain.
im trying so hard to overcome all of this.
im trying so hard to stay strong...
im still trying...
but evrything reminds me of you
the sun, the crows, the sleep, the time, the pharmacy, Mid Valley Mall, Art exhibitions, Photoshops, the webcam, my phone, ur manikin, ur silly doodles in my sketchbook, satay, kerang bamboo, and on and on and on and on....
how can i not be hurt when
evrything i do is you?
evrything i see is you?
evrything i feel is you?
p.s: Virgo ek... yappari... wakatta...