Why?

20th November 2oo9, 6.32pm, Bandar Utama Home

I always ask him...
Why am I so into you?

It turns out, the question is on me...
and my answer is...

I love his heart
that helps people sincerely and for loving me

I love his lips
that smile so heartily after seeing his success and other's
and the smile that make me so calm
and the sweet kisses

I love his eyes
that shine so bright with love and affections,
looking so deep in me...
with a glimpse of a little boy who wants to be pampered

I love his voice
calling my name and saying love words
and many wisdom of life

I love his hands
so warm and big
making me feel safe and protected

I love his arms
that wraps around me
making me safe and wanted

I love his hair
so cushion like and bouncy!! :p

I love his name
that reflects who he really is

I love his tummy
that's also soooo cushion like!!

I love his smell
so sweet and man-like.. yeowzeerss??
making me remembering him every second

I love his words
that have deep meanings

I love his concern
that makes me feel so cared for

I love his love
that took my love for him

p/s: I love you... <3

Astro Boy

19th November 2oo9, 11.02pm, Bandar Utama Home

Today, i went out with the famous Graphic Couple
MIRABOYA
or
BOYAMIRA
or
FITRIMIRA

whatever la...

hehe..
i miss these 2lover birds so much..

so..
i meet them at Ikea and had lunch there..
it has been awhile since i ate Ikea's Meatballs..
yumm!!!

we had a blast talking n gossiping...

and so... later on..
we headed for the movie...
Astro Boy

The movie Astro Boy...
emm.... the 3d is awesome...
but the storyline for me...
is a bit serious..
but...
if its ok.. then, its ok lahh.. heheh

and... i almost gone Cockcoo as i was stalked by a middle-aged guy at Borders.
and i know he was stalking me...

he looked at me and smiled... i just ignored...
then, i quickly walked between bookshelves and he followed..
i felt... this cant be right.. too weird...

so, i hurried to the Border escalator.... and i was positive... he went up to the escalator too...
i walked faster and faster and he was gaining on me...
soon... he stopped me, and ask weird questions...

Pervert
are you a student?

Puteri
Yeah??

Pervert
which school?

Puteri
urmm... im in UiTM??

Pervert
owh.. in Shah Alam?

Puteri
Umm.. yeaa... why??

Pervert
emm.. im just wondering, if i can get to know you..

Puteri
err.... sorry.. not interested...

*walk away or rather RAN AWAY*

and while he was talking to me.. he scanned my body...
argghhhh!! that huge PERVERT!!!
i should have gave him my dragon glare...
STAY AWAY!!!

so yeah...
moral of the story...

MEN.. the older they get.. the cheekier they are..
WATCH OUT!!!

My 3 Besties

16th November 2009, 11.35am, UiTM Perak

MY 3 BESTIES
in one car

imagine that.. hehehe...

CheQin
Intan
Toopet

Super Happy!!

wonder when my 6 besties will gather together?

141109

15 November 2oo9, 4.30pm, UiTM Perak

14 November 2009
or
141109

will be the most nostalgic group of numbers for me
as he broke my spell of Loneliness

i'v just started and i have matured...
will never repeat the same mistake...

I AM SINFULLY IN LOVE
AND
I DON'T CARE...

i just want to be love and to love back...

who is he?

its not the time yet...

for he is my savior i must keep safe
until the time comes...

my heart is taken when my hand is taken..

Thank you for your heart
and
I will treasure it always
next to mine..

i never meant to hurt anybody
but if you're hurt...

im sorry
and
move on

im happy and he's happy
and that's all that matter...

xoxo

It Ends Here

12 November 2009, 6.19pm, UiTM Perak

Music playing: Say Goodbye by Chris Brown

Weather: Dull n Wet

Mood: Quiet and Dim

>>

There are only a few days left for me to be here in UiTM Perak. The feeling starting to get so lonely just by thinking about the memories of us all around the campus.

My lecturers
My Friends
My Classmates
The people i know around me
The new friend i made

The feeling is somehow quite similar when we finish high school...

but then again...
im happy
to achieve what ever i dream of..

after 3years of sweat and blood...
after 3years i studied and being independent

i know the true meaning of life...

its not about you all the time.
its about US, WE and ALL...

its about Struggles, Friendship and Family

its about Love, Joy and Happiness

its about Sacrifices made between each other...

:::

We are not Kids anymore


We are able to stand up on our own and speak for ourselves


We are moving forward to create a better generation


We move with clear visions in our burning hearts


and we know
with LOVE at heart

ANYTHING IS POSSIBLE

people of the future
MOVE ON

Chocolate Magic

23, October 2009, 3.49am, UiTM Perak

People once told me,
"when your feeling down, gobble down a chocolate"

At 1st, i dont really get it?
why would i wanna eat choco when i'm down?
i dont even like sweet stuff?

well, according to research,
Chocolate contains
Theobromine,
that's partly responsible for the
mood-lifting effect.

and guess what?

Well, chocolate did lift my mood up when i was terribly down..
it's
CHOCOLATE MAGIC!!

and..

Chocolate wont make you fat.
Just the sugar in it... heheh...
;p

I love bitter chocolate BEST!!

Animation Interview

21 October 2009, 10.48pm, UiTM Perak

6days before the interview.

time: 9am

location: hostel room

note: skipped Major class

situation: asleep and received a call

call conversation:

Puteri
Hello. (half awake tone)

caller
hello, is this Puteri Nurul Fatehah

Puteri
Yeah (still half awake). Who's this?

caller
i'm calling from UiTM. You have an interview for Creative Industry Management at Puncak Perdana on the 20th of October.

Puteri
Ha?

caller
It's for your Degree.

Puteri
Oh!! (fully awake now). urmm.. What time?

caller
The interview will be at 8.30am, but just come at 2pm, ok?

Puteri
owh.. Ok.. When is it again??

caller
2oth October at Puncak Perdana, ok?

Puteri
Ok. Thank you.. bye.

end conversation..
(though, panic just started)

a day before the interview

time: 11am

location: Coordinator Room

note: Help seeking

situation: conversation with En. An

Conversation:

Puteri
Good Morning


En. An
Yes Puteri? How can help you?

Puteri
I troubled with the interview call i received. Should i go?

En. An
What's your 1st choice?

Puteri
Graphics. But I don't want it anymore? can i change course to Animation, which i just discover it's under the same faculty as the one i got the interview with.

En. An
Owh? Hold on. (makes a few calls)

Puteri eagerly waits for a respond

En. An
It seems that we can help you. Just write a letter and i'll sign it to support you, aite?

Puteri
OK!!!

(Puteri type the letter and En. An signed it)
;)

7hours before the interview

time: 8am

location: In a car with Yuz, Khairy and Fatin (whose interview under the same faculty)

note: Very SLEEPY

situation: Not so important

on the road:

My house at Bandar Utama to pick up few documents

Yuz's house at Sg, Buloh and light breakfast

Straight to Puncak Perdana

The faculty is abit rip off.. but im willing to undergo it...


During the interview

time: 3pm

location: Interview Room with one of the Lects and Hassan Mutalib, Malaysian Animator

note: DAMN NERVOUS!!

situation: act confident

Conversation:

Puteri
Assalamualaikum


Lect and En. Hassan
Waalaikumsalam


Lect
You may sit. and introduce yourself.


Puteri
Ok. Im Puteri Nurul Fatehah and im doing my Diploma in Graphics and Digital Media from UiTM Seri Iskandar Perak.


En. Hassan
Hye, do you know me? i gave a speech there few month ago there..

Puteri
Yeah. I was there.


En. Hassan
I thought i knew you. One of the frontseat viewer.


Puteri
*snicker* Yeah. Im very interested in animation since young and i started drawing since primary school. I brought some of my artworks from highschool till i entered UiTM. (handed them my file)


Lect
*browsing works* I see you've already got the basics.


En. Hassan
How long have you stayed in Japan?


Puteri
Huh?


En. Hassan
I see most of your drawings are anime. You need to work up some identity. But, it's still good.


Puteri
Im abit obsessed with cute things and im trying to look for my own identity. That's why i want study animation here.


En. Hassan
I see.

Lect
Have you got any animation works you'd like to show us? In CD? or anything?


Puteri
Yeah. But it's in my pendrive.

Lect
You brought your laptop?

Puteri
No.

Lect
Ok, lemme get the laptop. (when out and came back)

Puteri showed some animation work and the lect and en. Hassan dicussed it among themselves.

En. Hassan
It's a very good progress and you have future in animation

Puteri
Thank you.

Lect
Is this your 1st choice?

Puteri
No. It's my 2nd. But i really want this course!!

Lect
Ok. But, what if you failed to enter this course since it's your 2nd choice.

Puteri
I'll take a break for 1semester and i apply again till i get it.

Lect
*laughs* Ok. I'll do what i can to get you here. Ok. If you get it here, welcome to FACT.


Puteri
Thank You!!


En. Hassan
Keep up the good work!


Puteri
Em!!
;)

End conversation.

WOW!!! IM SO HAPPY!!! PRAY FOR ME ANIMATION COURSE YA!!!