Those sweet simple things I love (top 10)

#1

somebody playing with my hair till i sleep

#2

long slow drive in rural area with the window down

#3

holding hands

#4

long snuggly hugs

#5

little children's stories

#6

sharing good food

#7

staring at people i love 

(even though, they're uncomfortable with it)

#8

cheeky kisses!

#9

screaming my favourite song together

#10

laying down, sharing the sound of the rain, silently

[MTV] Hazama - Penglipur Lara

One of few Malay songs with passion.

Isnt about love. But life..

awesome work.

truly inspiring. :)

Vivian Maier slideshow in HD

I was watching Vivian Maier photos, looking up the pictures of people, old and young.

It got me to think.

'How will i be in the future?'

When thinking that, what I did in my past life as a child, how will i be in the future,

it sort of giving me the chills.

I just don't know how to say this actually, but the fact that,

this chilling sensation im feeling, it's telling me,

'If somebody were to found pictures of me, how would they portray me? Can they know how I was through the image of my eye? Will they be able to tell my past? My emotions of aging? Of life?'

Because, that's how I feel exactly for this people in the photos.

Vivian did a wonderful job portraying these people. As if, they are still around. She definitely stopped time.

I'm not sure if i convey this emotions in me correctly here, but I'm sure I did, atleast 30% of it here now.

Hijabster

I used it when I was in High School but took it off when i was 17.

That was my highest rebellious point during my teen years. LoL

And now that I'm Taufik Hidayat's fiancee,

I'm practicing to make a change in myself,

starting with Hijab.

Pray for my weak heart and iman to be strong.

Help me maintain this way of Allah.

Slowly, I want to change for the better!

I might start small, and may be with my old ways again.

But, I will stay strong and independent!

Amin. :)

Selfie Me

I just like these pictures of me very much!

credits to Amad. :)

My Eday was PINK?

Yes... It's pink.

For people who know me from long before,

they might be surprised at this. Why?

Because I used to hate pink.

But, thinking that, i want my eday to be sweet looking and cheerful,

That's the color alright. Since I'm not a kid anymore, so I don't hate it (much).

naive, soft, sweet and subtle

everything that's not really me. LoL!

But, it's an Eday. So yeah, granted!

Turns out, the color came out just nice and i love it!

It gave me the feel that i wanted, just in the right amount!

Not so bad at making decisions huh?

And his side?

BLUE!

He said pink won't go well with blue.

pffttt~ really?

Turns out fine to me.

So, at a cliche end..

Pink Woman, Blue Man

nice.. :)

EDay Thanks

Thank to all who helped me manage the ceremony so smoothly and beautifully~
but mostly...

Thank you Ibu Sri
... for the catering.
... for the moral support.
... for traveling from Singapore to Damansara for me. (becoz when she goes back, she hv to work so much OTs)
... for accompanying me shopping for items. (Im just so bad in KL)

Thank you Ayah
... for helping with house cleaning and decorating the dais too.

Thank you Puteri Lily
... for being the most wonderful event manager ever! Decorating the dais and organizing almost everything.
... for letting me rely on you so much!

Thank you Aunty Sarimah and MAC
... for sponsoring the door gift and the cake. Such lovely gifts.

Thank you Aunty Irma
... for helping me with my shopping in KL. Driving us around here and there. (Its just so hectic there.. >.>)

Thank you Pak Ngah and family
... for being the pantun maker, the entertainer and mini organizer for the on going ceremony

Thank you Abg Faizal Rezza
... for sponsoring the photographer. Took beautiful images of the ceremony. I love it!

Thank you UmzarulNadia
... for making me beautiful that day, and at a half price too! You're a wonderful (and talkative) friend indeed. Everybody praised your work. I especially loved it too!

Thank you Paksu Fendi
... for the time u spent to brief us before the ceremony. Helped us a lot and clearly too!

Thank you Aunty Sa'adah and Uncle Ali
... for proposing and accepting me as your son's lover and future bride.

and especially you...

Thank you Taufik Hidayat
... for loving me.

Without everybody here, i can't imagine how the ceremony would turned out like. Im just so bad at event planning... So thank you, THANK YOU SO MUCH!