Dream about the Beach

i had a weird dream about the beach last night

so, here goes...

i was going out from the hotel (alone) that i spent with my family,

(not any hotel that im familiar with, really)

to think, to hv a dip in the pool.

but, i saw the ocean infront of me and was tempted to go.

so, i shower abit before going there,

but to my surprise,

there's this huge... sand buildings at the shore,

preventing kids to go to the sea

(maybe coz of safety per-cautious)

but it also preventing me from going to the sea,

so i went inside the sand building,

only to find out there are different levels and windows inside.

so i went to the top floor, bottom floor...

n i thought,

if i dig my way to the sea, maybe i can get thru,

but it wud be dangerous for the kids,

so, i went top floor, thinking of jumping into the sea.

but, as i went to the top floor,

just before my attempt to jump,

apart of the building (including my part)

suddenly shudder n move..

to my surprise, its like a train!!

roaming around the sea within the few perimeters

looking in the ocean so red (becoz of the setting sun) n transparent

and kids on the same building as i am

was laughing n waving at people ashore..

it was sort of fun and magical..

when i woke up, to think what i dreamt about..

i ask myself...

how did the sand building float on the water??

100% sand!!

it seems my level of imagination hd just leveled up.. ;))

Defeat

its important to accept a defeat as a defeat.

if a person had nvr experienced the emotional impact of defeat,

he neither learns how to stand back up after he falls nor how to move on.

so cry as much as you like.

But when you're done, stand up and move on towards the future.. ;))

Oranges

Location: Rent House

Time: 8.45pm

Kak Ben

i love oranges.

Puteri

I love pears better.

Kak Ben

Do you know oranges actually good for you?

Puteri

Full of vitamin C?

Kak Ben

Not only that. When i was younger, i use to buy alot of oranges and made my lips juice red n my skin pinkish red... ahh... but i dont have enuff money anymore after that. so i turned pale again.

Puteri

Really?? *interested*

Kak Ben

Yeah, its true...

Puteri

i wonder if i eat oranges, it can make my skin red? but i hv tanned skin? can you see if its red or not??

Kak Ben

what i meant by red skin is, it makes your skin healthy.. not turning you to red..

its good for the blood circulation... understand?

Puteri

oooo.... i thought, it'll turned u red...

Kak Ben

no, Puteri... no... >.>

p.s: craving for Buah Kedondong... ermmm... ;((

Sex Spams??

why do i get this alot in my ym?

i mean, did i set my gender in ym as a male?

this is so sick, especially when it happens TOO freQuently..

i dunno if the ones adding me are my friends or not..

funny thing is, always women...

why??

what am i feeling?

was falling yet flying

was swimming yet drowning

was dreaming yet awake

was happy yet sad

what was i thinking?

heck what i thought

i was half awake, half asleep.

your "no" makes me happy

yet in so much doubt

am i wrong or am i right?

then again,

what's so wrong and what's so right?

common sense

what's common sense?

is it what other's think that shud be done

or the right thing that shud be done?

follow my heart or your head?

follow my head or their heads?

love

a virus or an antidote?

you got your answer right

or did you?

so happy yet so scared

wanting more what shud be less

am i stubborn?

am i wrong?

im not so sure..

why is something so simple

is so hard to understand?

*this drama of mine is suicidal*

i gotta get going before the sky falls

That day, oh the playground

we laugh without a reason

on my journey to pick up the pieces of my love

for some reason, im always so lonely

i gotta get going before the sky falls

everything in reverse and im searching for YOU

evn tho we're nvr gonna arrive

standing under the bridge, borne on the waves

we'll always be looking for an answer