my sorrow heart sings...

I gotta say what's on my mind
Something about us
doesn't seem right these days

Life keeps getting in the way
Whenever we try somehow the plan
is always rearranged

It's so hard to say
But I've gotta do what's best for me
You'll be ok...

I've got to move on and be who I am
I just don't belong here
I hope you understand

We might find our place in this world someday
But at least for now
I gotta go my own way

Don't wanna leave it all behind
But I get my hopes up
and I watch them fall everytime

Another colour turns to grey
and it's just too hard to watch it all
slowly fade away

I'm leaving today 'cause I've
gotta do what's best for me
you'll be ok...

I've got to move on and be who I am
I just don't belong here
I hope you understand

We might find our place in thisworld someday
But at least for now
I gotta go my own way

What about us?
What about everything we've been through?

What about trust?

You know I never wanted to hurt you

and what about me?

What am I supposed to do?

I gotta leave but I'll miss you

I'll miss you

so
I've got to move on and be who I am

Why do you have to go?

I just don't belong here
I hope you understand

I'm trying to understand

We might find our place in this world someday
but at least for now

I want you to stay

I wanna go my own way
I've got to move on and be who I am

What about us?

I just don't belong here
I hope you understand

I'm trying to understand

We might find our place in this world someday
but at least for now

I gotta go my own way

p.s: i'll miss you.. bye...

I Wonder

I wonder, I wonder

I wonder why each 

Little bird has someone

To sing to sweet things to

A gay little love melody?

I wonder, I wonder

If my heart keeps singing

Will my song go winging

To someone who'll find me

And bring back a love song to me?

Malaysia International Toy Fair

After a lot of exchanges of buses and trains, we finally made it to midvalley by noon at the Toy Fair.

it was my VERY VERY first time taking the SUPER CROWDED train. i was SARDINED!!

ok ok... picca time!!

who was with me??

there was UmzarulNadia & Eno

and Muzzy and Nadia Hunny

the 1ST thing i saw as i walk in... cool..!!

artwork by Liselleart.com

me admiring one of her works... so cute!!!

cool picca kn??? ishh!!! envy!!!

this is... printing on canvas.. but so COOL!!

WantonDoodle.com

these are totally cute hanging deco... i think i'll use the same idea if i get my own studio in the future.. awesome kn?? :)

think this is UrbanCr3aturez

these are more awesome works i saw there...

pretty cool eh??

Saltnpaper  FallenGubies thepipit

alright.. i left my mark there.. tho, not really an awesome mark... and its time to go.. heheh...

extra story!!

ok ok.. we took the Rapid bus home, and there's this funny situation where Muzzy, UmzarulNadia n me were on a bus from KL Sentral to Sek2. it was crowded, so we had to stand.. i mean really crowded, like cramp crowded...

so, we had a few laughs in the bus, between me, nad n muz, how we struggle to keep in balance in the bus without falling. fuhh... i think i'v grown some muscles in my right arm.. ahaxx...

until, there were several situation when the bus SUDDENLY stop in the middle of the road. 

SEVERALS!!

like, evry 1 or 2km, the engine would stop.

and a few times, the bus light would go off... what's worse, in the hassle of too many people in the bus, the aircon died as well!!! OMGOSH!!!! we were sweating like cows in Hawaii??? i dont evn know if cows in hawaii evn sweat at all???

ok...

until, we almost reach the final destination after almost an hour in the bus, CROWDED N STANDING, the passengers started to cheer for the bus not to stop half way before it reach the place.. it was hilarious how the people actually reacts... its like, watching football... YEAY!!! GOAL!!! HAHAHAH!!!

ok... so we came out of the bus sweating.. but it was a cute experience... hahah!! 

ok... that's all... until next time... toodles... ;))

Life is About Living

busy busy busy

with lots of activities..

my Tuesdays n Thursdays are the most hectic ones...

classes from MORNING TO NIGHT...

but, so far, all fun classes..

this semester, i think i hv the oddest  classes... heheh

Music class, 

Acting class, 

Malay culture class 

(where i'll learn about malay arts like Mak Yong and Zapin and lotsa others).

basic animation classes such as drawing n 2d animations are ok too..

within my 1st 3weeks

alot of things happened,

good bad pleasant worst..

yada yada..

also, wanna tell you that,

im a happy changed person

cause im able to wake up in the MORNING (abit la)

arr... Puncak Perdana has gotten chillier than ever since i stayed in this rented house,

so, showering in the morning is just TORTURE!!!

Sunny is more friendlier and tamed and lovable (>,<)

he's getting fat too!!! hahhaa

this semester, i wanna get more involved with my faculty (i think)

and, thinking of looking for a parttime job (dont go against me!! i know you will!)

i wanna start my random life!!

for a better living.. :)

*life is a gamble.. no? hahahah*

I am

who am i?

i....

muslim. malay. javanese. malaysian. selangorian. woman. sister. daughter. lover. fighter. student. storyteller. artist. facebook addicter. food lover. libra-ian. october baby. dragon year woman. a mother's child. independent. neutral. full of emotions. sensitive. happy-go-lucky. positive. a friend. never an enemy. cute lover. vain. smiler. fat, and happy with that. simple. confusing. curious. animal lover. internet addicter. blogger. karaoke-ian. bad dancer, but still dance anyway. onion hater. sleeper. coldness hater. beauty lover. environmentalist. cartoonist. anime lover. comedy lover. laugher. walker. adventurer. dreamer. fantasy believer. chatter. random-mer. crybaby. low profiler. egoist. stubborn. bitchy. cute. confident. strong hearted. not a very patient person. silly. good person. honest. liar. naive. stand for what i believe. non-arguer. compromiser. child at heart. swimmer. romantic. classic music listener. acoustic listener. comic collector. weirdo. shy person. tanned skinned. forgetful person. senile. clumsy. colour lover. cartoon lover. violent. biter. evil in disguise. not a sport goer. exercise hater. worker. fierce. easily annoyed. not a very good commenter. bad eye sights. believe in true love. flexible. hate cockroaches. hate absurd people. lazy person. quickly get excited. weak body. forgiver.

Rebound Girl

it has been a month or so since i broke up with my boyfriend, just to know all this while, i'm just a rebound girl. he lost a tiny piece of love in his past relationship, so i think, it kinda made him lost n cant find his way out. so, i sorta figured, he found that piece when they were away with what they suppose to have. like the old saying, 

you can only know how to appreciate when you lost it. 

(or something like that)

well, im a rebound girl alright. i was so stupid to play with fire, i couldnt tell the difference between hot and warm, so i got burned n hurt. but, its ok. im not really sure what to do now, but will figure it out eventually.

to him:

thank you for the memories that you gave me all this while. i cant forget you even if i try, but somehow, i dont want anymore memories with you cause it hurts alot. you're the best memory i could have, but the worst person i've met. i'll be gone now, and please, live your life pleasantly and take care of her, ok?

to her:

im sorry for everything i said, do or react. i was a coward, spoil and dumb. can say i was a bitch, i dont really mind. but, i apologize for everything and thank you, for letting me "borrow" him in the time being. he's a beautiful souled man and a very lovable person. hate me if you want, but forgive his past action. it was uncalled for. im partly at fault for this. i hope you guys find your way to each others hearts again. and i pray for your happiness. if you think im a goody-goody person for doing this, im not. i just dont have the guts to speak with you face to face or even chat with you through facebook or even in your inbox. im ashame with what i've done to you. again, im sorry.

i'll play

i'll play with fire

i'll burn

i'll play with water

i'll drown

i'll play with earth

i'll buried

i'll play with air

i'll get blown away

i played with the heart

i got hurt

go figure...

Sunny The Bunny

hye evrybody...

im Baby Sunny The Bunny...

im 1month old baby boy

im Puteri's new suitor, baby and friend..

CHU her.. mwahh!! 

;p

Back in School

after a long holiday...

it feels great to be back in school..

:)

LENSA BURUK, THE CONTEST by Ti Anne Mohd Yassin

*click her to join... shud be fun.. ;)*

i was randomly walking in my fren's blogs, when i encountered a blog post of a photo contest and i thought of giving it a shot... the reason i picked this photo is because, this lovable brat of mine took this on his own when he was only 3... yup... his 1st camwhoring moment.. ehehe... pretty cute eh?

Photo Title: I Took This Myself ;)

Hand phone Model : Sony Ericsson K510i

Slogan : I love Lensa Buruk's blog because what she have there is awesome... she's showing what she see's in the world... ;)

now, im tagging 5 blogganoids to show what they got:

Topet

Yayaa

Nadia Hanie

Ayu

Nadiah Mansor

p.s: show em what you see.. share with us.. ;)

Saloma LookALike??

few weeks ago,

my mom halloed me.. insisting to see what she saw on TV..

apparently, P.Ramlee movie was on.. n she said i'm in it...

i mean... i wasnt evn BORN yet??

so how??

then.. Allahyarham Saloma appeared...

"tu kaklong!! tu kaklong!!"

What?????

im Saloma lookalike???

no way???

you decide... >.>

(honestly... i dont think so... some evn said im Ziana Zain clone... what??)

*what about Toy Story 3?*

1. its the continuous of Toy Story 1 & 2 (reminiscing....)

2. Woody got separated with BoPeep... so kesian!! boohoo!!

3. Andy's all grown up (looking cute)

4. i will hate purple bear that smells like strawberries.. haha... (nanchatte!! ;p)

5. that Big Baby reminds me of my old baby toy.. never like it... it blinks whenever it wants!!

6. so sad when Andy said goodbye to Woody with that little gasp he made

7. so sad when Andy played with the toys for the last time with Bonnie

8. i cried when Woody and the gang held hands and looked at each other when the though they're gonna die (die......)

9. i cried (again) when Andy actually giving away his toys

10. i tried to hold on my tears real badly when the show ended... :((